Why don't I have ego backlashes?

[RedLine]

As Leo said, some people spend years meditating without results and others just need some weeks.

It is not like you study 1000 hours and you get your diploma.

 

I admire your discipline. Just keep working and let the Grace decide.

 

If you are doing something wrong, you will probably find it through practice. 

Edited August 22, 2020 by RedLine

[Koeke]

 

8 hours ago, Nahm said:

Expressed what you really want in this life, such as onto a dreamboard?  Profoundly, deeply, unabashedly - actually. 

Great question! Sex! And lots of it!

No, I don't know! Do you mean a life purpose? I don't have one. For now I just want to raise my consciousness know the Truth, keep learning other stuff and play music. I was wondering when I'll think I'm done raising my consciousness. It's a weird question because when your happy and at peace in the moment there's no need to 'raise' your consciousness. Sometimes I feel this way. Wanting to raise ones consciousness is more of a lifestyle of doing the work, I guess. 

Learning stuff, playing music, playing sports etc are just hobbies, I don't consider them part of ...

Mmm.. I guess I just want a relatively plain life, with the exception of Enlightenment. Maybe do some spiritual teaching, maybe research on psychedelics, meditation, neuroscience. I don't know.

Is this the kind of answer you were trying to manifest in me?

Edited August 22, 2020 by Koeke

[Arcangelo]

 Don't worry just keep on living, you'll get plenty of them.

 

[Koeke]

Just now, Arcangelo said:

 Don't worry just keep on living, you'll get plenty of them.

 

Yup!

I'm on the lookout!

[Koeke]

8 hours ago, RedLine said:

As Leo said, some people spend years meditating without results and others just need some weeks.

It is not like you study 1000 hours and you get your diploma.

 

I admire your discipline. Just keep working and let the Grace decide.

 

If you are doing something wrong, you will probably find it through practice. 

Yes, thanks for the love! 

[Nahm]

@Koeke

Are you making money, affording your own place, supporting yourself, paying bills etc? 

[Koeke]

1 hour ago, Nahm said:

@Koeke

Are you making money, affording your own place, supporting yourself, paying bills etc? 

I have a job, but live with my parents.

Why all these questions?

 

Btw: how do you delete previous posts you wanted to quote (as seen below)?

1 hour ago, Nahm said:

@Koeke

Are you making money, affording your own place, supporting yourself, paying bills etc? 

10 hours ago, RedLine said:

 

[Inliytened1]

16 hours ago, Koeke said:

How can an ego like dying? I presume it can only like certain parts dying.

I don't see how it can be child's play since I have done so much work. I am aware of the magnitude of the dissolution of the ego (in so far that's possible at this stage).

Excellent.  Then keep up the spiritual work

Practice makes perfect.  

Now for me it took a week of meditation.  

But for you, since you have put in so much work - why don't you take 5-MeO and just demolish the ego.  Do not fuck around if you want awakening at this stage.  If you want to experience God.

[Koeke]

7 hours ago, Inliytened1 said:

 

Now for me it took a week of meditation.    

For what to happen? Awakening!?

7 hours ago, Inliytened1 said:

But for you, since you have put in so much work - why don't you take 5-MeO and just demolish the ego.  Do not fuck around if you want awakening at this stage.  If you want to experience God.

Mmm..

Do you agree with Leo and Martin Ball that 5 meo accelerates awakening by a lot? I haven't had a breakthrough so I'm still a bit sceptical.