Limiting Beliefs

[Loving Radiance]

3 hours ago, Lindsay said:

I think it’s too late to regain my health. Feels like It’s just a matter of time until I catch coronavirus and die

• Is there a God-given point written in the fabric of the universe that once a threshold is passed it is physically impossible to be healthy? Where could that threshold be? Hmm, lemme think...

...

• Maybe the deathbed is the threshold.
  • If I am laying on my deathbed right now, how could I be healthy for the last few hours?
  • If I am not on my deathbed, how could I be healthy for the last few decades?
  • Does it make a difference at all, if I am on my deathbed?

Upsidedown: I want to be healthy. All that coronavirus stuff made me aware how much I really want to live. I don't wanna die. I want to feel alive! Feeling this life is such a gift! Well, I know how I got to my current health... let me retrace my steps...

3 hours ago, Lindsay said:

my doubt in existence after death. [...] The other part of me believes the possibility of absolutely nothing after death.

• How does it limit me to hold on to these two possibilities?
  • Why should I hold on to these beliefs at all, if it causes me stress?
  • Is holding on to these possibilities actually affecting me right now? Lemme be conscious in this moment...
• Why should death be influencing my life at all?
• Is it possible to live a life without the thought of death?
• Can I experience death itself?

 

@SirVladimir Daily contemplation using a journal has finally paid off Thanks! Was quite fun!

@Nahm Concerning being alive and dead: Is it a belief to feel that one is living at all? In scrutinizing, I see experience and the knowing of the experience. Is the knowing of experience to feel alive a belief? Or could it be that every separation in knowing is belief?

Edited August 9, 2020 by Loving Radiance

[Artsu]

Something like...

Feeling the need to be in control. To practice self control, to be in control of the situation.

I should learn to be free.

[Nahm]

2 hours ago, Loving Radiance said:

Concerning being alive and dead: Is it a belief to feel that one is living at all?

The belief is the thought, the duality of alive & dead, that you come & go. 

2 hours ago, Loving Radiance said:

In scrutinizing, I see experience and the knowing of the experience. Is the knowing of experience to feel alive a belief? Or could it be that every separation in knowing is belief?

Find a separation in knowing. Between knowing & experience, and knowing & belief.

If a separation can’t be found, then a distinction can’t be made, and there is not a duality of knowing & not knowing. And also then, there is. But only because there isn’t. Since there is. 

[Bittu]

I'm dealing with imposter syndrome I thinks. Feeling a lot of self doubt and a real fear of success haha.

[Loving Radiance]

12 hours ago, Artsu said:

Feeling the need to be in control. To practice self control, to be in control of the situation.

• Was I ever in control?
• Was I ever truly free?

On the other side: I really want this. I do want this and nothing else. I want to be sure that this is manifested. Omg... I just realize, there is in fact no need for me to control it because I already set my desire to want it. There is nothing for me to control now. It already is because I desire it. Wow, I feel so calm & blissful, how come that I ever wanted to control when in fact it was already manifesting before my eyes...

 

10 hours ago, Bittu said:

I'm dealing with imposter syndrome I thinks. Feeling a lot of self doubt and a real fear of success haha.

• Is success inherently scary?
  • What covers the success that is right in front of me?
  • Are the successful people scared of their success?
  • Will the world cease to exist and I will miserably die when I am successful?
•  Are succeful people doubting themselves?
  • Are successful people ever be held back from self doubt?

Turn the other cheek: I feel so valuable and beloved, I cannot even... I feel so blessed to want success. Not everyone really wants success, I know that. My heart is burning when I connect to my want to truly be successful. Nobody is as successful as I am, I sure am because I know from my heart that I want this.

Edited August 10, 2020 by Loving Radiance