How To Be Single?

[ivankiss]

Update;

Went on a second date with the girl I previously mentioned. It went... perfect?

More closeness, more connection, more flow and effortless, casual fun time. We did not drive back to my place - yet again. She was on her period and also had important stuff to do in the morning.

I like it. I can sense the 'tension' building up. In a very positive sense. I feel like I'm actively dating. It's not too easy and predictable. It's spontaneous, interesting and exciting. 

Feelings? Yes. And they're mutual - I'd say. 

Attachment? No. I feel free and limitless and hold on to no expectations. 

I do have desires. But I am also totally fine with them not coming to fruition. I feel steady, calm and centred yet excited, curious and playful.

We still seem to be sharing the same intention. Light, casual, fun, genuine connection. Sex and friendship. No strings attached.

Love? Of course, yes. How could anything ever be anything else but Love? Hehe.

But it's a different kind of romantic love than I was familiar with. It's not clingy. It's not limited. It's open and free. It's just that which I know myself to be. As Love I can only interact with and experience Love.

Of course. So simple. So beautiful. So light.

Life is good.