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Looking at different gifs of gods and goddesses and I think I liked some of these animations.. 

I have to accept at least one version of God as a vision in my head that can assist me in praying. 

 

 

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I think I'm going to go for the ancient God Nimrod or Nimrud. This one resonates with me, the image. 

 

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I have created the term general human culture of GHC to define all human societies together. 

And I have begun to hate general human culture GHC. 

Because it pollutes, subverts, perverts, bastardizes, corrupts and demonizes everything that can be good in the world 

Looks at everything with a narrow crooked closed minded lens 

 


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Made my own character set of gods, goddesses, devils and angels. 

 

 

 

God

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So this is the model I developed of a double trinity since a single trinity wasn't sufficient to hold all the values 

 

 

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But there is this thing 

In my opinion, love and compassion is also a truth. Manhood and righteousness is also a truth. Justice is also a part of truth. 

So I will collectively call it truth. 

So now I'm left with truth, courage and beauty. 

This is the final trinity. 

 

 

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So my God character set is now complete with all the values as well as the archetypes. 

Of course, deities, values, archetypes, statues, representations had a huge value in ancient cultures. 

 

 

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A prayer from my heart 

 

Lord, I’m weary. My energy is sagging, and my motivation is lagging. And I am so in need of you. I need your strength and your fresh touch to get back on track again. Your Word says the joy of the Lord is my strength. If that's true, then I need your joy to replace all the bone-tired parts of my mind, body, and soul.

The pressures of life sometimes push me into a corner, rendering me helpless to move forward. A hundred voices call my name, and I feel paralyzed at times to answer not knowing where to turn. Lord, help me not to quit to keep running the race faithfully, and to find strength in that safe, secret place of yours, under the shadow of the Almighty

I need your strength to say no when I'm tempted to surrender to harmful things, or when selfishness clings to my clothes and won't let go. I need your strength to say yes, when cowardice and fear nudge me to deny the convictions of my heart. I need your strength to reach out in love to those both close to me and all around me. When don't I need your strength, God?

You are my rock, and I run to you today, believing that you will lift up my heavy arms, that you will fuel me for the tasks you have  given me, and that your joy will completely consume the weakness of my life and make me strong again. I don't want to stay grounded crippled by limitations and failed attempts. I'm tired of feeble efforts. Lord, I want to mount up with wings like an eagle and not just fly. I want to soar.

 


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How will paradise look like in my eyes. 

 

It will be full of art and color everywhere. Beauty. 

Swans and ducks in large ponds surrounded by large magnificent fountains. 

 

Children laughing and giggling 

 

Huge stages as dance floors with beautiful women dancing and laughing. Wearing jewelry and headresses. 

The utensils are made of precious porcelain and shining metal, decorated with great art and beautiful shapes. 

Beautiful pillars that adorn the stage with wings and Swan neck structures. 

Walls shine with gold, glitter and gems. 

Moon in the sky shines on the stage at night. 

Some peacocks quietly dancing around and some deer. Like it's shown in old Indian movies 

Everything should look splendid. 

This is how paradise should look like 

I get this inspiration from a classic 1960s Indian movie Parasmani. The set decor for the movie was inspired by ancient Indian art, artifacts and decoration.. 

Absolute delight to watch. 

This particular song from the movie that brings my idea of paradise to life. 

The dance sequences and Stage art take me to another time and place in Indian history 

This dance pose is so beautiful. 

 

Shots taken from YouTube from the song. 

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Set decorations of the movie song. They probably put a lot of thought into this. The sun and the stars and moon and clouds in the background combined with beautiful shapely structures adorned with glitter. 

The movie because of its bad image quality of 1960s actually does not reflect the real beauty of the set but I can only imagine how it must have looked like in real. Terrific and splendid. 

 

 

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How will paradise look like in my eyes. (complete post) 

 

It will be full of art and color everywhere. Beauty. 

Swans and ducks in large ponds surrounded by large magnificent fountains. 

 

Children laughing and giggling 

 

Huge stages as dance floors with beautiful women dancing and laughing. Wearing jewelry and headresses. 

The utensils are made of precious porcelain and shining metal, decorated with great art and beautiful shapes. 

Beautiful pillars that adorn the stage with wings and Swan neck structures. 

Walls shine with gold, glitter and gems. 

Moon in the sky shines on the stage at night. 

Some peacocks quietly dancing around and some deer. Like it's shown in old Indian movies 

Everything should look splendid. 

This is how paradise should look like 

I get this inspiration from a classic 1960s Indian movie Parasmani. The set decor for the movie was inspired by ancient Indian art, artifacts and decoration.. 

Absolute delight to watch. 

This particular song from the movie that brings my idea of paradise to life. 

 

 

 

Shots taken from YouTube from the song. The movie name Parasmani, 1963. 

This is the song 

 

The beautiful print on the floor adds to the overall decor. 

 

 

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Swan shaped   structures on the stage with huge pearls embedded in them..where did they get these ideas? 

 

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The dance sequences and Stage art take me to another time and place in Indian history 

Set decorations of the movie song. They probably put a lot of thought into this. The sun and the stars and moon and clouds in the background combined with beautiful shapely structures adorned with glitter. 

The movie because of its bad image quality of 1960s actually does not reflect the real beauty of the set but I can only imagine how it must have looked like in real. Terrific and splendid. 

 

 

Splendid colors used in every scene. 

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Beautiful dance sequences

 

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Beautiful makeup and jewelry. 

 

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The ultimate beautiful touch being the sun and the clouds and the moon at the back of the God  statue creating a beautiful panoramic view 

 

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Ancient Indian art is so beautiful. 

 

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What is beauty? Post in progress 

 

Beauty is complex 

 

“Of life’s two chief prizes, beauty and truth, I found the first in a loving heart and the second in a laborer’s hand.”– Khalil Gibran

 

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A person must be evaluated on the basis of what he speaks and what he does. Someone who devotes all his time and energy in the service of humanity is gifted with a beautiful heart and it goes without saying that a beautiful heart houses beautiful soul and virtuous spirit.

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The inner beauty expresses itself through one’s humble behaviour, modest actions and noble thoughts. A man possessing sublime thoughts, virtuous character and elevated ideas deserves to be called beautiful from both within and without.

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“EVERYTHING HAS BEAUTY, BUT NOT EVERYONE SEES IT.”
― CONFUCIUS

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“BEAUTY IS HOW YOU FEEL INSIDE, AND IT REFLECTS IN YOUR EYES. IT IS NOT SOMETHING PHYSICAL.”
― SOPHIA LOREN

 

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“WHEN VIRTUE AND MODESTY ENLIGHTEN HER CHARMS, THE LUSTER OF A BEAUTIFUL WOMAN IS BRIGHTER THAN THE STARS OF HEAVEN AND THE INFLUENCE OF HER POWER IT IS IN VAIN TO RESIST.”
― AKHENATON

 

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a happy-go-lucky and carefree person is blessed with a beautiful heart and such a man is always ready to help others. He is the one who has the beauty of body, soul and spirit.

“BEAUTY IS NOT HOW GOOD YOU LOOK. IT IS HOW GENUINE YOU ARE AT HEART.” source unknown. 

 

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A heart which can uplift others, give a helping hand, wipe the tears, make someone smile and hug a needy. Who does not hesitate in sharing the love or anything else what he/she has. A heart which is full of love for everyone. Having a heart which loves and cares is the first requirement to be beautiful. You are as beautiful as your heart not by looks but by the divinity inside you. 

 

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Beauty begins the moment you decide to be yourself - Coco Chanel.

 

 

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“The beauty of a woman is not in a facial mode but the true beauty in a woman is reflected in her soul. It is the caring that she lovingly gives the passion that she shows. The beauty of a woman grows with the passing years.”– Audrey Hepburn

 

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“Life is full of beauty. Notice it. Notice the bumble bee, the small child, and the smiling faces. Smell the rain, and feel the wind. Live your life to the fullest potential, and fight for your dreams.” – Ashley Smith

Beauty is intricately tied to truth.

There is something that is attractive about both truth and beauty. We find honest people endearing, and we shun those who lie.

 

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Beauty can be found in silence and spirituality

If we consider that beauty emerges from a relationship that we may have with the world around us, then spirituality may be the place from which we forge this relationship. Whether you’re a firm believer in god or a strict materialist, you can still find beauty in the relationship you have to the grand and mysterious universe around you.

 

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 “Beauty is the radiance of your soul.” Asad Meah

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“Beauty can be consoling, disturbing, sacred, profane; it can be exhilarating, appealing, inspiring, chilling. It can affect us in an unlimited variety of ways. Yet it is never viewed with indifference: beauty demands to be noticed; it speaks to us directly like the voice of an intimate friend. If there are people who are indifferent to beauty, then it is surely because they do not perceive it.”– Roger Scruton

 

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There is certainly no absolute standard of beauty. That precisely is what makes its pursuit so interesting.     

John Kenneth Galbraith

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People are like stained - glass windows. They sparkle and shine when the sun is out, but when the darkness sets in, their true beauty is revealed only if there is a light from within.     

Elisabeth Kubler-Ross

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“No one can pull you down if you raise your awareness to your own inner strength and beauty.” Anonymous

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Anyone who keeps the ability to see beauty never grows old.     

Franz Kafka. 

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There is in true beauty, as in courage, something which narrow souls cannot dare to admire.     

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Beauty is within, regardless of race, culture or skin you're in / You must first learn to love yourself first / Be grateful, kind and loving to know your worth / Others are not going to see you for who you are.     

Albertina Theresa Cameron

 

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Beauty has the power to change us, and in turn, our lives.     

Risa Mickenberg

 

And isn't that the meaning of life? To find beauty in ourselves, in the world, and in others?     

Risa Mickenberg

 

 

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“The most beautiful people we have known are those who have known defeat, known suffering, known struggle, known loss, and have found their way out of the depths. These persons have an appreciation, a sensitivity, and an understanding of life that fills them with compassion, gentleness, and a deep loving concern. Beautiful people do not just happen.”– Elisabeth Kubler-Ross. 

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Beauty is a an ecstacy; it is as simple as hunger. There is really nothing to be said about it.     

W.Somerset Maugham

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“Whenever you are creating beauty around you, you are restoring your own soul.” Alice Walker

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There is nothing more rare, nor more beautiful, than a woman being unapologetically herself; comfortable in her perfect imperfection. To me, that is the true essence of beauty.     

Steve Maraboli

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Beauty is a manifestation of secret natural laws, which otherwise would have been hidden from us forever. - Johann Wolfgang von Goethe

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A beautiful lady is an accident of nature. A beautiful old lady is a work of art.     

Louis Nizer

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“The beauty of a living thing is not the atoms that go into it, but the way those atoms are put together.”– Carl Sagan

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“Did you hear about the rose that grew from a crack in the concrete? Proving nature’s laws wrong, it learned to walk without having feet. Funny, it seems to by keeping its dreams; it learned to breathe fresh air. Long live the rose that grew from concrete when no one else even cared.”– Tupac Shakur

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“No matter how plain a woman may be, if truth and honesty are written across her face, she will be beautiful.”– Eleanor Roosevelt

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“She was beautiful, but not like those girls in the magazines. She was beautiful, for the way she thought. She was beautiful, for the sparkle in her eyes when she talked about something she loved. She was beautiful, for her ability to make other people smile, even if she was sad. No, she wasn’t beautiful for something as temporary as her looks. She was beautiful, deep down to her soul. She is beautiful.”– F. Scott Fitzgerald

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All women are not Helen…but have Helen in their hearts.     - -. William Carlos Williams



 

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Topics in progress 

 

What is beauty 

Delusion and Deception 

The idea of paradise 

Supernatural forces 

 


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What is beauty part 2

To be continued

 

 

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There were a few posts that were important to me. 

I need to dig through them. 

 


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Certain concepts and ideas discussed so far in this journal and other journals combined. Only recent ideas. 

 

Quick Recap through concepts 

  1. What is beauty? Part 1
  2. What is beauty? Part 2,yet to be discussed 
  3. The Necessity of Evil 
  4. Self, Ecosystem and Process 
  5. Pyramidal model of growth 
  6. Natural Essence and Delusion and Deception. 

  7. Difference between beautiful and pretty 

  8. Why do we need a mirror? 

  9. How words are powerful 

  10. Power of supernatural forces 

  11. Tantric sex 

  12. Empower yourself, use the mirror, use positive affirmations 

  13. Dissolving Mind Shafts. Red, green and blue mental shafts

  14. God is like a mirror 

  15. Prayers 

  16. Demonization of Stage Purple in Spiral Dynamics 

  17. Vertical and Horizontal progress on Spiral Dynamics 

  18. Integration of Stage Purple Beliefs 

  19. Progress in Stage Purple 

  20. Supernatural causes of problems and Supernatural solutions 

  21. The creation of the full circle, Swan and Wolf complete the circle... "it comes full circle.." 

  22. One door closes then another opens. Supernatural forces hold the key to the secret door

  23. Prayers and devotional life 

  24. Cardinal virtues. Double Trinity. Masculine Trinity of Values. Feminine Trinity of Values. Final trinity of truth, beauty and courage 

  25. God character set - Assyrian God, goddess and devil and angel. Four character set. 

  26. How will paradise look like in my eyes? The idea and picture of paradise! 

  27. general human culture. Why I hate general human culture or GHC

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I'm thinking how it would feel like if I was a part of a divine community, full of angelic people 

I came up with a name for such a community - Aethereus Gaudium 

 

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This world is a place where true hearts bleed 

 

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The demons will attach to your heart like vampires and parasites 

 

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The Devil's hand will always be on it. 

 

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But you are the princess 

 

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Build  the fortress

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A thousand doors will open.... To bright light. 

 

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Rejoice 

Because in heaven you won't have demons. You will be free and happy. You won't suffer in the garden of reeds. 

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And the roads to darkness will close. 

 

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But you are the princess 

 

 

Build  the fortress

 

 

A thousand doors will open.... To bright light. 

 

 

 

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Rejoice 

 

 

 

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The witch will come to life 

One day.... And the demons will die. 

The wolf will descend from the moon. 

 

 

 

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