Trip Report - Scary Entity

[Christian00]

So I popped a 200ug tab 2 days ago in a cabin with two buddies. It hit really hard after some hours later and we decided to smoke some weed on the late peak. I took most of my friends and got crazy visuals, my friends started to look like animation characters. When we started to go inside after smoking some joints they started to seperate from me which I found very personal. After enjoying all the weird visions inside, they decided to go for a trip outside which I did not want to - because I wanted to go deep to find some answers.

This is where everything became confusing. When they left I started to feel lonely and saw my self as a loser. I started to have thoughts like "I dont even like weed" and I drank some orange juice and acted like it was alchohol. Suddenly after some deep thinking and some minor deppresive thoughts I started to look after visuals at the wall beside me. Suddenly it appeared something I only can describe as a moving snake that was made of eyes on the wall. I got a sensation from as an entity was telling me to come closer to see a secret that I shall not share. I was very curious because the visuals were so remarkable so i start leaning towards the wall where it was. The snake start crawling down towards the oven in the room and things suddenly took a dark turn. Things started to look very black and ash-like around the "entity". I suddenly recognised that I was seeing the cabin after a fire. I had this sensation that I should have kept watching and it was okay - but in my eyes it was truly horrific, especially as I recognised my friends were gone. I become really aware that I couldnt tell what was real, so I really believed that the cabing had burned down and I was just tricked to believe it was not. So I start running out of the cabin to find my friends, crying.

I dont know if this was the drug trying to tell me something or trying to trick me into do something dangerous. I also wondered if that could be the result of me thinking so much. Could it be a gateway to Ego death? Or lsd warning me to be more social than being thinking so much?

(Btw rest of the trip was very fun, sorry for for bad grammar/english - first time posting here)

[Nahm]

@Christian00

Welcome!

When repressed energy is released the mind often attempts to add context. Ideally, let the thought about it go right along side the energy, especially considering you can be focusing on what feels good to you instead. ‘Refill’ with that . On a cautionary note, the belief the drug is responsible or making you or even suggesting you do anything is a slippery slope that is better off let go.