It is self-explanatory!

[rav]

It's self-explanatory!

Oh my God!

It's self-explanatory!

I love you all! That's self-explanatory! As you all know!

Didn't consume any psychedelics or stuff, just was meditating (for about 13 hours).

It's self-explanatory!!!!!!!

Love you all!

You're the best!!!!!!

[rav]

Quick intermission:

Those black holes scientists are talking about, they're just the explanation for why there is "something" at all.

You "came" from a black hole and still are it.

Black holes and everything else are just the same!

When you enter buddhist "no self" or "no mind" - that's equivalent to such a black hole!

You are a black hole, and everything else at the same time!

Fuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuck! We are black holes and not!!!

Love you all!

[Marten]

Lots of Love friend!

[WaveInTheOcean]

???❤️?✨

[rav]

Funny story: When I was at work today and my superiors and coworkers once again told me to do this or that because "money" and "we gotta satisfy our customers" and yada yada yada...

I was thinking (and not thinking at the same time) like: Ok, what's  with these monkeys again, hopping around all riled up and full of stress and worry?

On the outside I just kept calm and nodded, but on the inside I (someone?) said things like "there's no I in I" and "there's no them in them" and so forth.

Interesting work day for sure.

AND! In the past I was always against capitalism and had lots and lots of complaints about it. But today, again thrown into pure capitalism (I'm working at a blue-orange company), I saw that it has to be this way.

Those people working with me for our company, they actually like what they're doing every day. That's their thing, they actually want to experience stress and long hours and pissed of superiors. That's what they know and that's what they expect when they wake up every morning. So I absolutely cannot complain about capitalism anymore.

Capitalism has to be. Otherwise all those people I'm working with, they would be lost, stranded, and didn't know what to do.

Cheers!

Edited July 27, 2020 by rav
wanted to add a short bit about capitalism

[Haumea2018]

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Those people working with me for our company, they actually like what they're doing every day. That's their thing, they actually want to experience stress and long hours and pissed of superiors. That's what they know and that's what they expect when they wake up every morning. So I absolutely cannot complain about capitalism anymore.

Capitalism has to be. Otherwise all those people I'm working with, they would be lost, stranded, and didn't know what to do.

Realization level: Yellow.

[rav]

There's more.

Incredibly, there's more.

There's always more.

I've been meditating today. For a long time.

Now there's a stream running through me. It comes from the center of the earth straight up through my every being.

It is my past memories.

All those positive situations I've lived through maybe 20 years ago. Emotions, memories, experiences and all that stuff.

It's calling me: "Hey, dude, don't you wanna be again like you've been 20 years ago? Full of life and motivation and positivity and stuff?"

No.

There is no "want" anymore, sorry.

What if I want? I strive towards something and wanna "grab" it in an external "world" that doesn't exist. It's just a stream.

I observe it. Closely. There's little splinters in the stream coming from "outside" (I don't yet know what that is) and redirecting themselves slowly into the stream, forming it, shaping it. There's my story, laid out before me. I always thought I make up this story by myself, but it is laid out before me and I follow it. I got tears in my eyes and I don't know why. So I ask: "Why?". And there comes the fear. It grabs me by the nuts and heart and tells me to stop and come back. But I don't come back. So my heart races. Like it would explode the next second. But it doesn't. That's just a story my heart has made up. Fear changes the path of the stream. It turns positive memories into dark ones. Tells me to come back, like a mother who has lost her child.

But I am no child, I am no mother, I am no employee, I am no addict, I am no gamer, I am no doer, I am no receiver.

Still, I got tears in my eyes.

When you watch a movie that has the power to suck you in, you believe for a short time that you are in that movie.

When you are unaware of the stream, you are in a movie for your whole life.

Stop watching the movie.

[Nate0068]

@rav can you el

9 minutes ago, rav said:

There's more.

Incredibly, there's more.

There's always more.

I've been meditating today. For a long time.

Now there's a stream running through me. It comes from the center of the earth straight up through my every being.

It is my past memories.

All those positive situations I've lived through maybe 20 years ago. Emotions, memories, experiences and all that stuff.

It's calling me: "Hey, dude, don't you wanna be again like you've been 20 years ago? Full of life and motivation and positivity and stuff?"

No.

There is no "want" anymore, sorry.

What if I want? I strive towards something and wanna "grab" it in an external "world" that doesn't exist. It's just a stream.

I observe it. Closely. There's little splinters in the stream coming from "outside" (I don't yet know what that is) and redirecting themselves slowly into the stream, forming it, shaping it. There's my story, laid out before me. I always thought I make up this story by myself, but it is laid out before me and I follow it. I got tears in my eyes and I don't know why. So I ask: "Why?". And there comes the fear. It grabs me by the nuts and heart and tells me to stop and come back. But I don't come back. So my heart races. Like it would explode the next second. But it doesn't. That's just a story my heart has made up. Fear changes the path of the stream. It turns positive memories into dark ones. Tells me to come back, like a mother who has lost her child.

But I am no child, I am no mother, I am no employee, I am no addict, I am no gamer, I am no doer, I am no receiver.

Still, I got tears in my eyes.

When you watch a movie that has the power to suck you in, you believe for a short time that you are in that movie.

When you are unaware of the stream, you are in a movie for your whole life.

Stop watching the movie.

can you try to explain more about this this is the key for me to end my suffering 

[rav]

I can try, but notice: Words (language) is the reason why you're suffering in the first place. Anyways.

In general: Just meditate or do psychedelics long enough in order to access a state of consciousness in which you feel some kind of energy running from your testicles (ovaries) up through your heart into your head. Be clean for that. No nicotine, no alcohol, no ordinary drugs, no caffeine, no sugar, no wheat, no meat, no dairy, no pmo (porn, masturbation, orgasm), no medication. All of these disrupt the flow of consciousness through your "body". I know it's hard. You know it's hard. Why is it hard? Because you want to distract yourself from realizing yourself.

When you managed to put yourself into that state of flowing energy, concentrate on your upper head (seventh chakra, if you're into that sort of stuff). What does "concentrate" mean? Put your attention on the "whirl" in your upper head and just observe it. Watch it, note it, feel it. Doing this long enough, it will "open" up your head and release all that stored energy into somewhere (I don't know yet where it goes; to God, I guess, so to me, to you, to us).

You will feel like a movie-goer. Sit somewhere in the audience and watch the happening. It happens anyway.

In detail: The stream is like a puppet string coming from the center of the earth, grabbing you by the nuts (vag), telling you to immediately stop what you're doing.

Remember when your parents told you to stop what you're doing?

When they told you to stop masturbating, to stop smoking, to stop watching horror movies, to stop throwing your life away, to stop procrastinating, to stop having sweets, to stop lying, to stop staying up late, to stop playing video games, to stop watching porn, to stop having beer?

Not to recite Freud, but: Your parents are a part of your suffering. Because they told you to be a certain way. And you'll NEVER forget that.

So, if in any way possible, DON'T listen to your parents. Don't listen to what the stream is telling you.

The stream shows you what you are.

And you listen blindly.

See? It's your memory of what you are supposed to be from your parent's world view.

Say no to your parents when you've come this far. Say no.

Your parents know nothing. You know everything.

Because you are your parents.

Look at the stream and put it into perspective.

It tells you to be like your parents.

Why? Just ask why.

There is no parents. Because when you observe the stream, you'll realize that it is some force outside of you pulling your strings.

But what now? How can you observe something that is you?

Ask yourself: How can I be aware of something that is me?

And you will notice: You're a puppet pulling your own strings.

And you will notice: There is no parents.

I am sorry if this sounds crazy to you, but there is no better way for me right now to address you verbally.

Because we are one.