ivankiss

Liberation. Absolute Freedom. Love.

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I just had a massive 'breakthrough' - out of nowhere. It is quite... Ineffable.

During the descend; I recieved a nice, fat, juicy 'download'. I don't know what exactly it is, but I know what it is made of and what it is about. I am as eager to see this express itself as I am excited to share it with you.

To organize these thoughts and make things easier to follow; I am going to split this post into three parts. Each part will be focused on a specific aspect of being. Things should naturally come full circle and hit home.

I will start with some food for the mind.

 

Absolute Freedom

Why this first? Well, because 'Liberation' is silent ? And also because I am absolutely free to choose it.

I can sense a lot of mind activity at the moment. So why not give the mind some attention and relax those wheels a bit.

The Mind is an absolutely incredible and astonishing 'machine'. A true masterpiece. A flawless creation designed by none other but pure, infinitely intelligent Light. The Mind is Infinite Intelligence. Well... almost infinite ? You see... it has ONE limitation. And that is... to be The Mind. Now you might be thinking; 'but that's just our finite, little human mind...What about the great Cosmic Mind...Isn't that infinite?' ...Well. Not quite. If The Mind was truly limitless and infinite; it simply would not be The Mind. It needs to have that ONE limitation. And within that parameter; it can be and is 'infinitely' intelligent and absolutely free. But it can never step outside of itself or perform any magic. Only pure, unlimited, infinitely intelligent Light is magical. Magic cannot be contained. It cannot be seen. It cannot be understood. It cannot be rendered down to ones and zeros. It remains absolutely untouched and free of all frames. Everything that comes even near it instantly melts down. 

To be Absolutely Free; One must free their Mind. Better yet; free themselves of their Mind. How to do it? You know very well how. In fact; only you know how. You just might not be truly ready for it. 

If you were to truly, really, totally go for it; your Mind would submit and bend. You are its master. Not the other way around. 

To give you a hint though; The Mind becomes liberated through the process of either integrating or disintegrating polar opposites. Dualities. Some might be on the path of integration and some on the path of disintegration. That is why disagreements between those walking the two opposing paths are quite common. The good news is; all paths lead to the same Source - 'sooner or later'.

It is - however - important to discover or realize which path one is walking. One can save a ton of time. Yes, Time. It's a real thing. As real as The Mind is. It's an 'effect' created by that genius piece of machinery. Time has one job and it does it flawlessly. If I were you; I'd show Time some respect and appreciation. Because if you try fighting it; you will surely loose. Sooner or later; time will exhaust you. And then it might be too late. At least as far as this life-time is considered.

The Mind is a construct. It operates based on rules and laws. Rules that are 'pre-designed' by you. By Light. By Love.

You can bend The Mind and its rules, yes. It's totally possible. But it might not be in your highest interest. It might not be what's relevant to you. The rules are set up precisely the way they are for a very good reason. In fact; for Reason - directly. You need Reason and sense. Order. Organization. It's the only way you can experience your infinitude.

Just earlier - in that 'elevated state of consciousness' ; I experienced something called 'liquid lucidity'. There were no boundaries, there were no limitations. My 'fingers' started 'passing through objects'. Melting into them. Who knows, perhaps if I really gave it a try; I'd be able to walk right through the wall lol. And no, it's not done by pushing harder. It's done by relaxing deeper. It's a 'feel your way around' kind of thing.

However; I didn't feel like that was really relevant for me to try and experiment with at the time. I listened to my heart. + once you're really there; things can quickly get terrifying and waaay too mindfucking. It's something to be eased into slowly - over time, imo. Just like you wouldn't go driving a truck while only ever knowing how to ride a tricycle. You must respect the learning process. As well as your own power. Must know how to handle yourself at those 'levels'. That is how true mastery dawns.

So this limited thing called 'The Mind'... All it does is limit. And that's not a 'bad thing' - necessarily. The Mind limits The Infinite by putting a frame over it. By trying to 'catch' and 'contain' a portion of it. It does that so it could see and analyse what it sees. That is its fundamental function. Pattern recognition.

Another word for The Frame is Perspective. 

There is only ONE Perspective. Which means there is infinite perspectives. Why? Well because The Mind can NEVER really catch and contain the infinitude of Light. Never its entirety. Only a limited portion of it. No matter how 'massive' that portion is.

In that sense; In Purity...The Mind is but a lag effect. Light is forever 'one step ahead'. So very close but so far away. Completely untouchable.

Now here's something fun;

Perspective... like everything... is but a frequency. Your very name... is a frequency, too. A perspective. That is why turning away from it is quite literally impossible. Transcending it, however, is possible. And if done 'correctly' it will lead you directly into Pure Being. Into The Light.

How is it that Perspective = Frequency? Well... I'll try and put it this way; imagine grains of sand dancing in empty space. Vibrating. *Initiate Mind* - Now you've got yourself a container in which the sand can dance. And so there is resonance.  And so there is Perspective. How densely packed this container is with vibrating grains of sand (light) determines the quality of your Perspective(s) and inevitably your experience, too. The higher the density of Light and the higher the resonant frequency - the higher your consciousness and view on reality.

How 'close' or how 'far away' you are from 'the Absolute' comes down to frequency, too. And in that 'space in between'... thoughts live. Sensations do. Even The Breath does. It's the space where everything is stored - to put it that way. And all of it is just more frequency/vibration/distortion. It's all Light - no matter how you slice it.

Interesting side-note; In the final moments before your perspective completely merges with The Light... Something quite ineffable happens. Something I named 'The Light Shower'. It's literally raining Light. But really; it's just your perspective being melted away - until only Pure White remains. It's magical.

There is much, much more to say and explore about all this stuff. It's really mind-blowing - to say the least. However; I feel like The Mind has now exhausted itself. It's time to move on.

 

Liberation

Liberation from what? Well... from all of the above ? Liberation from conditioning. Liberation from limitations. Polarization.

That does not mean that a liberated being must necessarily be able to bend spoons, walk through walls and levitate. That can surely happen, yes. But it's not 'a must'. If you really think about it; even having 'superpowers' is a limitation. 

A liberated being is completely fine with all limitations. A liberated being respects all limitations. A liberated being recognizes the importance of those. Recognizes the absolute beauty and magnificence of it all. That is how - ultimately - one transcends all limitations and conditions and becomes forever liberated.

By being totally ok with everything. By understanding everyone's and everything's role and purpose. By allowing things to do their job. By being exactly where and when  one should be; here and now.

Here and now can be uncomfortable. It can be terrifying. It can be painful. It can be devastating. It can be overwhelming. It can be confusing... It can be easy. It can be simple. It can be effortless. It can be beautiful. It can be dreamy. It can be hilarious. It can be literally anything... And it's all fine. The Liberated One has no need for anything to be anything else than it is. Does that mean One becomes a vegetable? Of course not. Ambitions are welcomed and accepted, too. Goals are. Visions are. Dreams. It's all included and appreciated as the most beautiful gift in existence. The Liberated One has desires and a strong sense of purpose. The Liberated One stays true and loyal to his 'mission' and his 'role' and is forever grateful for that possibility. The Liberated One simply does not push against the wall ? He 'plays by the rules' - knowing that all the rules - as well as the entire game - is ultimately his creation. Which only confirms and affirms just how infinite, limitless, free and unbound he is.

Which leads us to The Heart and...

 

LOVE

'Love is always going to be the punchline'. ?

Love is Unity. Love is Oneness. Love is Being. Love is innocence. Love is purity. Love is Infinite Intelligence. Love is The Light.

No matter what you see, feel, experience, realize, download... No matter how high you climb... No matter how low you descend... Love always has your back. Love always supports you 100% and loves you unconditionally - exactly the way you are. Love is so loving and so supportive that it even allows you to view it as your enemy. To fight it. To resist it. To fear it. To hate it. To negate it. To blame it. To betray it. To spit in its face. To forget it. To beg for it. To be desperate for it. To chase it. To filter it. To distort it. Love lets you do all that... because it loves you so freakin' much. It's just indescribable. One could never capture the full magnificence of Love - let alone put it into words. But some can surely come very close ? 

All Love desires is to be You. Love admires you entirely. It is head over heels for ya. Nothing is as beautiful and gorgeous as you are to Love.

Love wants you to adore yourself just as it adores you. It wants you to want to be you - just as it wants to be you. It wants to liberate you. To set you free. To be by your side every single moment - with every breath you take. Love wants to hold you. To nurture you. To guide you. To teach you. Love wants to play. Love wants you to enjoy the ride. Love wants you to want everything Love wants. Because ultimately; that's already the case. You do want it all and you are everything Love wants you to be. No matter how hard it is for you to see. No matter how deeply you dug your hole. Love will wait for you forever.

And so you are forever Home. 

 

Edited by ivankiss

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Hey, i am very happy to hear. I am in the process of all that, because i have nothing else going for me right now. Since i have unfortunate circumstances i am doing my best to rest in myself, yes it produces some unusual levels of bliss and a few quantum glimpses, but nothing else sadly. Fortunately i have reinforced myself with timeless truths to apply when there is friction and restless consciousness stinking somewhere. Feels lile if i keep going there, i will be victorious. And thats because i am not worrying about when.

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@Applegarden That's great. I'm in my own process, too. Things still fluctuate. But I know I am where I should be. Looking forward to a great shift and a big upgrade in August. Moving to a new place - yet again ? Things look promising! 

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Nice! :)


You are God. You are Truth. You are Love. You are Infinity.

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@ivankiss Nice man! Damn, i would love to talk in person someday... I am really happy for you, may that experience not leave you someday.

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2 hours ago, ivankiss said:

No matter how high you climb... No matter how low you descend... Love always has your back.

And herein I recognized in you the same spark as I did in myself, that grunt for art and its infinite beauty. I ache to see your works -- so please guide me to them.

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I like it, well written. After awakening, when one is aware of self and can meditate without thoughts, one can clear inner distortions quickly by resting in the inner blissful silence. It is yoga.

Edited by Seraphim

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Beautiful ❤️?


Can you bite your own teeth?  --  “What a caterpillar calls the end of the world we call a butterfly.

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Thanks everyone ❤ 

14 hours ago, SirVladimir said:

And herein I recognized in you the same spark as I did in myself, that grunt for art and its infinite beauty. I ache to see your works -- so please guide me to them.

This is how my mind sounds like;

This project is quite old, but it's the only thing I've got 'out there'.

How my soul sounds like...is yet to be heard ? It's a work in progress. 

 

12 hours ago, Seraphim said:

I like it, well written. After awakening, when one is aware of self and can meditate without thoughts, one can clear inner distortions quickly by resting in the inner blissful silence. It is yoga.

A living, walking meditation ?

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Damn... I give that three holy fucks!! ⭐⭐⭐

And that was live... Wish I knew what she was singing about but really don't care


Check out my lucid dreaming anthology series, Stars of Clay  

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