Do I need love from other people or just from God?

[Jay Ray]

I am trying to unify my spiritual path with my external life plans. I am having a really hard time in a few different aspects. One is that every one of my family and friends are at blue/orange and they think that this spiritual path is "demonic" or "hippy-dippy".  I don't know what to do because I have no one in my life who even is willing to consider the stuff that Leo says or is even willing to watch one of his videos. I feel like they are dragging me down the spiral sometimes.

I feel completely isolated and alone. My question is, should I seek their approval at all? I know that most spiritual people say "don't seek approval from others" but I don't know how when I feel this alone and belief isolated. 

Do I need people in my life to help me on my spiritual path, Should I seek them out ?

is spirituality enough by itself? can I make it on my own surrounded by stage blue? 

If not, how can I find people at stage green+ (preferably a bit of stage yellow) ?  I feel like I want a deep, in person connection or at least I want to talk with them voice, to voice. 

 

I feel like my stage blue/orange friends and family are holding me back but I love them dearly. I want them to be happy and feel loved and I want them to not be worried about me.  I want them to go up the spiral and they want me to go down the spiral. It is even worse because everyone at blue/orange seems to be happy and content when I am not happy at that spiral stage anymore. 

Are there any resources to help me with my questions?

What should I do?

 

Thank you so much.

[Boethius]

 

[Jay Ray]

@Boethius Thank you, the video was helpful! 

[WelcometoReality]

@Jay Ray You don't need anyone else on the path and your family and friends are not holding you back.

You will feel isolated, alone and like no one understands you on this journey because they don't understand. There comes a point where that doesn't matter though and things will be easier.

[Jay Ray]

@WelcometoReality That is good to know.  Thank you!