Help Me Identify My Perspective On Reality

[Kross]

I don't subscribe to any religion, any greek philosophy, atheism, agnosticism and I'm aware of the limits of science and know that its agenda in practice is far from the Truth. I'm not into any kind of conspiracy theory either, and I was convinced by Leo that reality is not a simulation, although I'm open to investigate this for myself in the future. I'm not involved in any special field like Astrology or Witchcraft too.

Is my worldview Materialism ? I don't believe in Materialism at all, but in practice in daily life, I do act like there's an outer world, but just that. I personally have no reason to belive that there's a universe completely independent of me and I was born into it + I will move out of it after death. Although I will act like I'll be gone if you aim a gun on my head. I dont believe reality is just atoms bouncing around and I don't plan on chasing material possessions only for the rest of my life.

I'm not able to point to any perspective as mine. Before I started watching Actualized.org 2-3 years ago, I was like 15-16 and had no desire to hold on to my own pet theories. But now, since I've been watching Leo I kinda just agree on everything he says not questioning too much, and feel an irritation when some other spiritual teacher says something contradictory to what Leo says.

So have I turned Actualized.org into my perspective? @Leo Gura have you indoctrinated me LOL ? (Btw I enjoy the cult)

Edited July 12, 2020 by Kross

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[JosephKnecht]

2 hours ago, Kross said:

But now, since I've been watching Leo I kinda just agree on everything he says not questioning too much, and feel an irritation when some other spiritual teacher says something contradictory to what Leo says.

When you accept the ideas of others, you adopt their perspective. Don't do that. Use their ideas as a small beam of light that allows you to explore the darkness.

You can borrow from their light, but as long as you borrow, you will never shine on your own. 

Create your own perspective. Create your own Light.