God Loves An Epic Story!

[ivankiss]

I don't know about you...

But to me there's nothing quite like a good story. Especially if told from the heart.

For a brief moment; I thought my story was somehow in my way. I wanted it erased and forgotten forever. I even tried to convince myself it never really happened.

How innocent. 

It wasn't until I met God...that things became crystal clear to me. 

I asked: "God, what am I supposed to do with all this silence?"

And God said: "Sing me a song. Tell me a story. For silence is only real when your heart speaks."

"But wouldn't that make me further away from you?" - I asked.

And God replied: " My dearest Son... I am in every note you sing. In every word you tell."

So I took a deep breath and looked into the eyes of the one I tried to bury. 

I said: "Brother, you were never past. I see you now. You share the breath I breathe."

And he said: "I only ever wished to be worthy of walking by your side, my dearest brother."

Truth be told now.

[peachboy]

@ivankiss

 

As long as I can remember I've always been plagued by a little voice in my head replaying the same statement over and over: "If you could do anything in the world, what would you do?"

As a teenager, lost in ignorance, the voice would come in at the most randomest of moments: "If you could do anything in the world, what would you do?".

I would ignore it, rationalising it to neurochemical chaos.

In my twenties, again it would persist. I would be walking along, minding my own business, and suddenly out of the blue: "If you could do anything in the world, what would you do?".

Once again I would ignore.

Throughout my thirties the voice would continue, popping up at the most irregular of times: "If you could do anything in the world, what would you do?".

Finally in my forties, after discovering my divinity and experimenting with manifestation, and knowing that voice to be the I AM of my eternal soul it would again sound: "If you could do anything in the world, what would you do?".

And for the first time, I replied back: "No.... If you could do anything in the world, what would you do?"

And the voice said "I'd be you."

And I smiled the biggest smile.

[Nahm]

 

[zeroISinfinity]

God's  epic story. 

❤️ This thing made me look like biggest idiot and fool ever and sometimes I am very angry and mad at it. 

[ivankiss]

@peachboy Beautiful. Thank you.

@Nahm Reminds me of a certain someone ? Quite epic alright!

@zeroISinfinity Anger is suppressed passion ? ❤

[zeroISinfinity]

@ivankiss Yeah lost fire. I really did it's kinda returning. More and more inspired again. It's joke, right, shouldn't take it so seriously. 

I am just so wierd but all in all have good ❤️. That agression inside just... Just focus it into creation. 

Time to be an artist again. 

Time to work. Me and my ideas will just say that crazy af. 

Wise man said ? so ?. 

Edited June 21, 2020 by zeroISinfinity

[Someone here]

@zeroISinfinity for God's sake what are you talking about bro lol?.  Seems like You are just throwing random nuggets of anything here and there. 

[ivankiss]

@Someone here Solipsism is a bitch. 

Went through a period of it myself. It should all work out just fine.

@zeroISinfinity The circle is almost complete, brother. 

 

[zeroISinfinity]

53 minutes ago, Someone here said:

@zeroISinfinity for God's sake what are you talking about bro lol?.  Seems like You are just throwing random nuggets of anything here and there. 

Golden nuggets. But still crazy af. Shit just got real found first model. Can't fucking beleive this stuff. I think I'll fucking die whqt is this?! 

Edited June 21, 2020 by zeroISinfinity

[Someone here]

8 minutes ago, zeroISinfinity said:

Golden nuggets. But still crazy af. Shit just got real found first model. Can't fucking beleive this stuff. I think I'll fucking die whqt is this?! 

Again I don't understand a dam thing lmao 

[Someone here]

27 minutes ago, ivankiss said:

Solipsism is a bitch. 

Went through a period of it myself. It should all work out just fine.

Solipsism is such a mindfuck lol. 

Don't worry I'm over it.

I figured out whether others are real or not (have awareness or not) there is only my awareness that I have access to anyways. So what does it matter???  I'm stuck inside my awareness in any case. There is no point obsessing over other's awarenesses. 

[ivankiss]

@Someone here I wasn't referring to you with that statement ? Rather; I gave you a hint why you might not be able to understand a thing @zeroISinfinity is saying.

[Someone here]

@ivankiss lol gotcha 

[zeroISinfinity]

20 minutes ago, Someone here said:

Again I don't understand a dam thing lmao 

Well Reality =Pure Love Everything turns into fantasy. 

Need to calm down and work have to find jobs for them. It is all so fast. 

Edited June 21, 2020 by zeroISinfinity

[ivankiss]

7 minutes ago, zeroISinfinity said:

It is all so fast. 

There are two ways to do this;

Fast and scary 

Or

Slow and steady

...I've chosen the first one, too.

[zeroISinfinity]

I just went out to buy fresh water and wtf. She was standing in front of a store in short pants. Awesome God damn legs. Pulled my card. Learning and working at same time. Unknown complete unknown also have to register etc so many stuff. Well follow your ❤️. Nothing nihilistic about anything. 

Edited June 21, 2020 by zeroISinfinity

[ivankiss]

@zeroISinfinity Don't forget to breathe ?

[zeroISinfinity]

32 minutes ago, ivankiss said:

@zeroISinfinity Don't forget to breathe ?

Oh yes deep breath and let all conditions you hold about YOURSELF go away. 

Yeah time to be "enlightened master". Not fun. Shaktipat is but still can't do it. 

Only then "Rupert Spira" but with actual awakening no philosophy. 

Plus will most likely beat the crap out of anyone who loses dignity and tries to kiss my feet. So not suitable. 

Edited June 21, 2020 by zeroISinfinity

[ivankiss]

1 hour ago, zeroISinfinity said:

Oh yes deep breath and let all conditions you hold about YOURSELF go away. 

What conditions?

1 hour ago, zeroISinfinity said:

Yeah time to be "enlightened master".

How does one master Light?

1 hour ago, zeroISinfinity said:

actual awakening no philosophy. 

Let the breath guide you, instead of thoughts.

1 hour ago, zeroISinfinity said:

Plus will most likely beat the crap out of anyone who loses dignity and tries to kiss my feet. So not suitable. 

By the time you get there; it won't happen.