Profound Life-Changing God Realisation on LSA

[SQAAD]

Hello everyone.Today i consumed 4 caps of LSA alongside with Syrian Rue.
 & I had the Most Terrifying Experience of My Life!!!

I am still at the effect of it & i am Totally Speechless!!

Lessons from this trip

1.  Being God is Too Much Responsibility!!!! TOO MUCH!
2. I feel  Very Much Grateful that i am still a limited human being & That Reality is This Way and not some other way.During the trip i was TERRIFIED Of experiencing Pain & Suffering And Made Myself Puke to end the trip.
3. God Can Traumatise you for good if you aren't prepared. I realised that i am not ready yet and need T o n s of Work But i am hopefull the work will be done in this lifetime Maybe.....

I used Leo's technique with Actuality & the hand to Keep Grounding Myself on Actuality & I Was Praying To Myself to end the trip.

Leo is Absolutely Right about Love!!! And Y e s Reality is Infinitely P - e r - f  - e  - c - t  . Also a Deep Lesson i want to  implement is, to Trust God No Matter What.

to Trust "My" Own Deeper Knowing No matter what.

 

 A lot of trauma came out on the surface as well.
I feel compassion towards everyone now.

This Work is so FN Diffuclt!!
How Much Truth Can you Handle??

Now there is Fear of Ego Backlash. Did not Expect this experience to be so Strong. 
- Thank you for reading everybody!! 

Edited June 20, 2020 by SQAAD

[fridjonk]

@SQAAD Ego backlash will always happen, no reason to fear that. Just take time to integrate your experience and continue to grow. God is in no hurry to realize itself. 

[SQAAD]

@fridjonk Thank you