No Drive/Purpose/Motivation because of ONENESS

[abrakamowse]

5 hours ago, Winny said:

@abrakamowse thank you. I think, I just have to continue do my practice and less questioning because else there would be infinite of questions and I'll end up doing nothing at all  but thank you very much for this. I really appreciate it <3 

That's the key, the mind will only confuse you. Just do the practices and believe only in your experience. Don't worry about concepts like real, not real, illusory, etc... no word can describe what you really are. The mind will go crazy trying to understand.

You can only BE it or experience it, have some glimpses of it, awakenings. Relax and enjoy the drive!!!

Edited June 18, 2020 by abrakamowse

[LfcCharlie4]

@Winny Love is the point, it’s as simple as that!  

[Winny]

I just want to thank everyone for this! Seriously! <3

[abrakamowse]

2 hours ago, Winny said:

I just want to thank everyone for this! Seriously! <3

Cool!!!

[abrakamowse]

@Winny I think I found your answer to all your questions.

 

[Jacobsrw]

On 19/06/2020 at 0:42 AM, Winny said:

Hey there, 

Before I continue, I would like to point out that I have NOT experienced awakening yet. This information comes from watching many videos from Leo. Also, my state of confusion that lead to no drive/purpose/motivation is NOT blamed on Leo, but myself. I am actually very grateful for having stumbled upon this topic.

However, to get to the point, Leo has stated many times that there is no self and that we are EVERYTHING (non-duality), the absolute you. I know I haven't experienced it yet, but if there's only one thing, who's controlling me right now? Who's typing right now...well, yes, Winny, but apparently I'm just a fiction, imaginary and that confuses me. This leads me to think "why bother?" What's the point of doing anything if there's no Winny? (Winny is my name btw :D) I script for my youtube videos every single day and I have a dream, but now I just ask myself "why bother?", I practice law of attraction, but now I say "why bother?". I'm having a more negative attitude towards life. I mean seriously, if there's no self, then who's doing everything? If there's no free will then I can just be lazy. There's also another video where Leo says that yes, even though there's no free will, you can still be productive...I'm just so confused by everything. There's no meaning to anything and if I want to pursue my dream or purpose, isn't that doing it for the ego? which apparently is imaginary because the ego is a part of Winny. 

I need your HELP! I really would like to have motivation again to pursue my dream or to do anything productive in general. It would be nice if I got an answer from someone who is awakened, to clarify this for me. 

You may be misunderstanding the profundity of this work. Just because one has no purpose in which to serve does not mean they cannot create one.

Onness is the central motivation. You see, to operate on behalf of oneness as a finite self is the greatest service you can provide. Serve all the fragments of existence, the self’s and objects, and by doing this you are serving consciousness. Consciousness becomes more translucent of itself through the realisation of its own nature via the finite beings whom are within it. Serving other finite beings serves consciousness which serves oneness, which turns out to be the greatest deed you could ever fulfil.

Whats more, is that you will be gratified for doing this but not criticised if you do not. You are accepted regardless of what you do. You have a choice to use the unique skills of your finite self in service of the consciousness from which you stem or you can live an existence denying it.

The power of choice is at your disposal.

Life is a dance, it just simply requires you move with it.

Edited June 19, 2020 by Jacobsrw

[LfcCharlie4]

This video by Rupert will Help you. 
 

Firstly, your own self-realisation is the greatest service you can offer the world, the profound impact you can have by simply recognising and abiding as your own true nature is remarkable. 
 

From there, simply do whatever you love, from a place of love, whatever that is. Whether that means becoming a teacher, or becoming an athlete, or becoming an accountant, you will be doing it from love, and will be expressing this understanding in the best way to you, by simply doing what you love, you Are helping show others they can do the same. For example, a pro basketballer is doing what they love more than anything, and sharing their love for the game and inspiring people to do more of what they love if it is basketball! That itself is very profound and potentially life changing& is an expression of truth and love from that place! 
 

The same can be said for anything (within reason of course!)