My self exploration journal 2

[Preety_India]

@DrewNows ???

 

[Preety_India]

 

 

 

 

[Preety_India]

 

I like this reply I gave to a thread. 

 

Let's make this a fun thread. Let's ask women what they think is a perfect man 

I already have a near perfect boyfriend. 

So the qualities of a perfect man as per me would be 

Funny, intelligent, driven, bold, courageous, kind, empathetic, understands me as I am, cute, sexy, flirty, has a mind of his own, outspoken, hearty, (not nerdy at all), not a personal development nerd or fitness freak, just moderately interested in personal development not over zealous, very naturally charming. And extremely romantic and passionate with me.. 

Because I'm a romantic at heart. 

 

 

Edited July 16, 2020 by Preety_India

[Preety_India]

Just a cute vid 

 

[Preety_India]

I'm feeling much better now. 

Got my concepts together. At least the labels are ready. 

All set and done. 

I can write these concepts in my private diary and once they are fully ready, I can put them in my labels journal.. 

 

[Preety_India]

Sometimes you just have to bypass things. 

 

[Preety_India]

 

I think Pisces have a lot of dualities.. 

Like I think that a cat and Swan are my spirit animals. But I understand that even a wolf can be my spirit animal. 

So it's all these three. 

Since I have the Scorpio as an ascendant, I tend to sometimes project wolf like qualities or at least I am attracted to wolf like qualities. 

 

[Preety_India]

To me the wolf is a very pragmatic animal. 

 

[Preety_India]

Last night I had a dream and me and him were at a chocolate place and the whole place was covered in chocolate. It was his mom and me busy preparing things. And in between we were licking the chocolate from trees. 

There were large strawberry shaped chocolates hanging everywhere. 

 

 

Edited July 18, 2020 by Preety_India

[Preety_India]

I'm a true romantic at heart. 

I really need to go with that. 

My romantic energy guides me in poetic ways. Sometimes it bugs me so much. 

I feel this huge romantic energy in me but I'm in the middle of work and I can't enjoy the feeling it brings me. 

I feel my body moving. I feel like submerging myself in the world of romance. 

I have always enjoyed the romance with all of my exes. 

They would be affectionate, kiss me and take me to places. 

Romance was always a big deal for me. 

Gladly I had a huge experience in this area of life. Joseph was extremely romantic. I never had to tell him what to do. He would do exactly what I pleased.. 

I used to love spending time with him. 

We would go out on walks in late evenings. Holding hands. He was very warm and attentive. 

I would lean on his shoulder. We absolutely loved each other's company. 

Romance makes me come alive. 

I used to laugh a lot around Joseph. A lot.. There was a never dull moment. 

Either I would have a furious crazy fight with me or passionate sex or a beautiful romantic time. 

I remember we used to laugh at each other and poke fun at each other. 

He would make me laugh over every little thing. 

Sometimes we would laugh for hours till we got tired laughing. He just had a way about him. He would laugh and then I would laugh triggered by his laugh. We were like love birds. 

We could never get enough of each other. 

We both loved the same things. The same interests. 

The best part was that we weren't even trying to make each other laugh 

 

It was simply effortless. I remember giggling so hard. He would feel shy. 

Back in those days, living without Joseph was impossible. 

We were like chicken feathers to tar.. 

 

 

Forever for each other 

 

 

[DrewNows]

Isn’t it scary? To be so romantic. It kills me every time  

[Preety_India]

@DrewNows totally 

 

 

[Preety_India]

 

https://www.actualized.org/forum/topic/51652-i-get-a-tingly-sensation-lo

 

 

 

[Preety_India]

 

Always remember that genuine people will always stay by your side. 

 

Edited July 19, 2020 by Preety_India

[Preety_India]

 

This is the most adorable thing I watched today. 

I can watch this alll day long. 

 

 

 

[Preety_India]

I need to have an empowered way of looking at things. 

 

[Preety_India]

 

I saw a sticker a while ago and it was so cute. 

 

It was like this. I will type in colorful letters. 

SWEET  CANDY

 

 

 

[Preety_India]

It's raining here so heavily and I'm so bored. 

 

 

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[Preety_India]

Learning about Putin