Do higher consciousness individuals fap?

[Zak]

As I am always trying to actualize and do something productive, this tension in me (lust) always keeps me drained, withdrawed and tired.

I am not watching Porn nor am I banging chicks. I recently decided to not fap often, which is where all my problems stem from. 

I don't actually know the clear answer to this thing called fap or no fap. I keep having problems with both of the situations, if I fap or no fap.

 

 

[EnlightenmentBlog]

Fapping once in a while is even considered healthy by doctors. Don't judge yourself over it. 

[Onemanwolfpac]

7 hours ago, Zak said:

As I am always trying to actualize and do something productive, this tension in me (lust) always keeps me drained, withdrawed and tired.

I am not watching Porn nor am I banging chicks. I recently decided to not fap often, which is where all my problems stem from. 

I don't actually know the clear answer to this thing called fap or no fap. I keep having problems with both of the situations, if I fap or no fap.

Of all the kleshas, Dvesa (aversion) is what I dual with most. Try reducing. Learn to put your energy towards something. Sex especially casual sex is addicting and fap is a shitty substitute as is porn. I cut out porn. My engage with interaction has gone up. 

Not banging chicks? Why? Outside of ascetic practice, I don't understand what you are saying? I eliminated porn because it is not that ideal experience. At least sex be it casual or other is a experience more productive than porn. The problem is aversion. I cut porn. I still fap. I love the money shot lol. The thing about fap and porn, it is delusional in assuming you are not in a state of inaction. 

Accept where you are now. It is delusional to deny it. I battle aversion too. Attachment to being unattached. Think about it. I duel with the thought of monogamy, marriage, and commitment entirely. It seems counter to me given the world we live in, what i see of commitment, LTR and marriage (Nevermind divorce and broken homes). I am reading Paths to God by Ram Dass. 

It feels like hypocrisy a lot of the time. I want to hump everything. I acknowledge that it is counter productive to my purpose and life path. I have something to accomplish and i have a biological desire to engage. I have learned to direct the energy to sex, to training, yoga, mma, lifting, and of course my purpose. Napoleon Hill in Think and Grow rich mentions sex transmutation. Similar to Freud, States all energy is sexual (essentially to give or create life). Anything but is a failed attempt and poor substitute. 

[Consilience]

I find that semen retention is a powerful way to build masculine quality energy inside which can then be directed towards productive work. Whether you fap or don’t fap, the energy is going to be released though. Do you release it with fapping, do you release it with video games, or do you release it with life purpose? The choice is yours, just remember either way your energy will penetrate the world. Imo might as well use it for something like life purpose. Many people don’t, however. 

[hamedsf]

halting your sexual needs and desires for spiritual growth is another mind trap and is categorized as another dogmatic behavior. 

the real growth doesn't happen with intentional constant self-harm.