I am really tired of my mom

[Chumbimba]

@Vercingetorix Well when I do love her and show her appreciation she doesn't accept it. I always get burned and hurt in the end Her needs are insatiable and it has made me realize that I can't meet the needs of others if my needs aren't met.

@Keyhole

Damn Thank you for making me self-reflect so hard  

[supremeyingyang]

@Chumbimba

That's hard. Rant a little if it helps you endure it!;)

But at least you know what is wrong from your perspective and where you (roughly) want to be. That's very valuable. With 23 you are still 2 Years younger than I was when I got my shit together at 25 (I'm now 29). There is this Quote from Bojack Horseman: 'It won't get easier, but it'll get better'

I feel you, I lived in a very unhealthy shared flat, where I could not be like I wanted to. That can be so destructive. I'm now in my own flat for more than 2 years and it was the best decision ever. It costs like 1/2 extra compared with the price of a shared flat, but the quality of life is so much greater so it's easily worth the money.

Edited June 9, 2020 by supremeyingyang