I could say sorry a thousand times and it wouldn't be enough (a letter of by the EGO)

[Javfly33]

The amount of suffering and self-denial, the amount of rejection towards self-expansion and self-expression that I have caused to this avatar @Javfly33 designed by God, it's undeniable at this point.

All of that has been caused by me, the ego.

I have caused this inner joyful and pure light @Javfly33 lots of suffering, I have mistreated his body. 

I, as an ego, by believing myself to be somebody, I forced @Javfly33 to be a certain way, I stretched and compressed his heart, his power, his freedom.

Forgive God because I don't exist and all my life has been trying to leave a fake mark of my delusion and devilry, only You but showing me that I am not but I am You, has given me the clarity to let go and surrender to You 

I say I am sorry a thousand times. Forgive me @Javfly33 because I didn't know what I was doing. I was deeply ignorant.

Now you are free. 

[ivankiss]

You were forgiven before you ever spoke 

❤

[JessiChell]

@Javfly33 I love this.

[Leo Gura]

8 hours ago, ivankiss said:

You were forgiven before you ever spoke 

❤

This

The only one judging you was the ego itself. Never God.

[ivankiss]

@Leo Gura Still...Asking your heart for forgiveness is beautiful. 

I'd even say it's inevitable 

All God's "masterplan".

[Inliytened1]

@Javfly33 love it dude 

[Javfly33]

7 hours ago, ivankiss said:

@Leo Gura Still...Asking your heart for forgiveness is beautiful. 

I'd even say it's inevitable 

All God's "masterplan".

7 hours ago, ivankiss said:

@Leo Gura Still...Asking your heart for forgiveness is beautiful. 

I'd even say it's inevitable 

All God's "masterplan".

I said sorry because it seems it has been God the one who suffered my ignorance.

I know it's untouchable formlessness etc and so on but it felt like it .

Of course this duality really doesn't make sense because there's no separation between ego-god. Ego are just thoughts appearing in awareness.

But ..you know ??

@Inliytened1 ?

Edited June 3, 2020 by Javfly33