I don't know where to put this

[Onemanwolfpac]

So, I am in a hotel room. I see this really cute girl next door type. I make small talk and bring her back. She's in my room. We fool around. After oral sex she tells me, she is a escort or has escorted. 

Wtf. I'm now freaking out. She never said that until after. I have far too much anxiety for this. Worst, she won't leave. I am now thinking gang of pimps are going to trash the place. I'm trying to get her out of my room. My friends are on the same floor. I am trying to figure out what to do. 

She tells me she wants food so, i microwave something quit to get her out of my room fast before anybody else sees. I can pray and get rid of this gross feeling. That's when I wake up in my bed. Safe sound. 

It was a bad dream but lucid and felt so, real. 

 

WHAT THE FUCKKKK? I don't know what happened. My dreams are super vivid. Lots of lucid dreams. I have been struggling with my sleeping pattern until fasting. My cousin says my electrolytes are deplete and I should supplement. 

The following comes at a time i found my life purpose. I suspect that the dreams a warning about doing my due diligence and whatnot. 

[universe]

It was only a dream. Relax

Lucid dream to me means something else. It means you are aware of your dream and could for example have teleported the girl out of your room. What you had I would maybe describe as a vivid dream!

Also I dont interpret dreams so much. They just are. You could find meaning in a coffee cup if you try hard enough.

Are those dreams bothering you and you are asking how to get rid of them?

[Onemanwolfpac]

6 minutes ago, universe said:

It was only a dream. Relax

Lucid dream to me means something else. It means you are aware of your dream and could for example have teleported the girl out of your room. What you had I would maybe describe as a vivid dream!

Also I dont interpret dreams so much. They just are. You could find meaning in a coffee cup if you try hard enough.

Are those dreams bothering you and you are asking how to get rid of them?

I know but its bazaar. 

It felt super real. My dreams were strange ever since fasting. I just want to talk about it. Dream of this nature isn't ideal for the workplace. I put it in the lucid dream consciousness sub. 

Not following the coffee analogy? Explain?

Edited June 1, 2020 by Onemanwolfpac

[Osaid]

Hahaha yeah i've had similar dreams happen. I've had dreams where I developed a crush on a dream character and had actual withdrawals when I woke up. I had one where I got corona and felt extremely relieved when I woke up.

[Onemanwolfpac]

1 hour ago, Osaid said:

Hahaha yeah i've had similar dreams happen. I've had dreams where I developed a crush on a dream character and had actual withdrawals when I woke up. I had one where I got corona and felt extremely relieved when I woke up.

Its freaky. Fun too at times. I get sleep apnea, sleep paralysis, Lucid dreams, and AP. I actually started the yoga sutras and meditation because. 

 

I am think I got corona. I partied just before pandemic. I got deathly ill. I bet I have antibodies.

[Osaid]

@Onemanwolfpac Yeah I've had sleep paralysis quite a bit in the past. It's crazy how real your dreams can feel, like I swear I can feel actual pain and fear sometimes.

[Carl-Richard]

4 years ago, back when I was addicted to weed, I went for a week without smoking. The result was the most intense dream I've ever had. I still remember everything to this day:

I was in a space ship with three other friends, circling a dark planet with earth-like conditions. Everything was going fine, but suddenly we experienced technical problems. We had no idea what to do as we slowly breached the atmosphere while the ship was shaking violently and speeding up.

As we were hurdling towards the surface while engulfed in a ball of fire, struggling to make a controlled landing and thinking we were all going to die, we somehow survived the crash. Now, for what felt like at least 300 years of being alive, we were stuck in a Hunger Games type of situation where we had to fight to survive by creating tools, hunting animals and building better and better shelter on this completely alien and night-ridden planet.

After a while, our tools became very advanced, and we discovered new types of technology, effectively creating a new civilization with divine standards of living. As this new world was flourishing and I had time to relax, I decided to sit down and just marvel at the beauty of it all, and then I was struck by this incredible insight:

Everything that had happened up to that point was just one part of an infinite series of simulated realities made by aliens for the purpose of creating new types of technology, by essentially exploiting the creative potential of the human mind. As this all dawned on me, I woke up in my bed (still inside the dream), and I started scribbling down notes about what happened, even drawing the insides of the space ship that had crashed. Then I actually woke up for real, and all I could say was: "....What... the... fuck...."

It was so intense that I actually struggled to accept that my waking life was my real life for a moment. I've never tried Salvia, but the feeling after waking up certainly reminded me of those types of descriptions (of having lived an entire lifetime in an alternate reality).

I just wanted to write this down somewhere after all this time

[h inandout]

11 hours ago, Onemanwolfpac said:

The following comes at a time i found my life purpose. I suspect that the dreams a warning about doing my due diligence and whatnot. 

What do you think this is?

 

Hehe, sounds crazy... at least the microwave worked!

 

 

 

Edited June 2, 2020 by h inandout

[h inandout]

@Carl-Richard dang 

[Gili Trawangan]

Ok, ok. But how was the bj? 

[Onemanwolfpac]

On 01/06/2020 at 8:34 PM, Osaid said:

@Onemanwolfpac Yeah I've had sleep paralysis quite a bit in the past. It's crazy how real your dreams can feel, like I swear I can feel actual pain and fear sometimes.

I got AP and lucid dreams. The combo with fasting is next level. I am more focused on sleep as in get older.

[Onemanwolfpac]

On 01/06/2020 at 11:19 PM, Carl-Richard said:

4 years ago, back when I was addicted to weed, I went for a week without smoking. The result was the most intense dream I've ever had. I still remember everything to this day:

I was in a space ship circling a dark planet with earth-like conditions. Everything was going fine, but suddenly we were starting to have technical problems. Me and three other friends were in the ship and we had no idea what to do as we slowly started to breach the atmosphere and the ship starting to shake violently and speeding up.

As we were hurdling down towards the surface engulfed in a ball of fire struggling to make a controlled landing, thinking we were all going to die, we survived the crash. Now, for what felt like atleast 300 years of being alive, we were stuck in a Hunger Games esque situation where we had to fight for our life to survive, creating tools, hunting animals and building progressively better types of shelter on this completely alien, dark and night-ridden planet.

After a while, our tools became very advanced and we discover new types of technology, effectively creating a new civilization with divine standards of living. As this new world was flourishing and I had the time to relax, I decided to sit down and just marvel at the beauty of it all, and then I was struck by this incredible insight:

Everything that had happened up to that point was just one part of an infinite series of simulated realities made by aliens for the purpose of creating new types of technology by exploiting the creative potential of the human mind. As this all dawned on me, I wake up in my bed (still inside the dream), and I start scribbling down notes about what happened, even drawing the insides of the space ship that crashed. Then I actually wake up for real, and all I could say to my self was: "....What... the... fuck...."

It was so intense that I actually struggled with accepting that my waking life was my real life for a moment. I've never tried Salvia, but the feeling I was left with after waking up certainly reminded me of those types of descriptions (of having lived an entire lifetime in an alternate reality).

I just wanted to write this down somewhere after all this time

The weirdest for me was high school.

It was like pornstar like humping nonstop. It was lucid. Felt more real then anything. I might have been 15. Woke up and was like what the hell? 

Here's where it gets weird... I met her AFTER. 

I was skateboarding. I saw my buddy and his gf. Never met before ever. She was the girl in the sex dream. Its a Buddy's gf so, I couldn't creep. I was a kid. We couldn't make eye contact. 

I hope it happens again lol.

[Onemanwolfpac]

On 02/06/2020 at 1:53 AM, h inandout said:

What do you think this is?

 

Hehe, sounds crazy... at least the microwave worked!

I was terrified. She said she was a escort or escorted. I have too much anxiety even in a dream lol. 

So, the life purpose feels abstract but I know what to do. Where I am going. I suspect the warning is CAUTION. HUMBLE. FOCUS. PRESENCE! 

I am excited.

[Onemanwolfpac]

On 02/06/2020 at 2:02 AM, Gili Trawangan said:

Ok, ok. But how was the bj? 

I don't know its possible to be bad unless TEEETHHHHHHH! 

Seriously speaking, I never knew how fucked up my sleep is. As a kid, girls got furious after sex when I left. I didn't understand why but I was unaware. I realized now itsy sleep. My bed own. 

What is home symbolic for?

safety.