Write down double-binds and paradoxes you are inquiring/contemplating

[lmfao]

I think this is a fun idea. You get to see inside someone else's brain. It is my wish that no dialogue or answering/discussion takes place. Just purely focus, with eyes wide open, on what you're inquiring. Be radically honest/transparent with yourself, unweave everything. Discussion is a slippery slope and will completely kill threads of contemplation if allowed. I'll write a few now:

I am bothered that I do not have happiness and high states of consciousness. I then trick myself into thinking I must relinquish this bother, and should just seek truth. But I try and force myself to want truth all for the purpose of achieving happiness and high states of consciousness. 

I verbally assert that all speech is false. What does that make that assertion? 

How can I possibly question the integrity of thought whilst I am thinking right now?

How can I deny the existence of I? 

 

Edited May 21, 2020 by lmfao

[Raptorsin7]

If i'm god and reality is all good, then why aren't I happy and feeling good now. Wouldn't I be able to just say I want to feel good and then feel good?

Why am I constantly dissatisfied with experience and not enjoying life when i'm so powerful and loving? 

 

[Preety_India]

 

The paradox of time where I feel like I'm spending too much time with self actualization and not getting enough rest and then why I try get rest, the feeling that I'm missing out on my self actualization progress. 

 

[lmfao]

 Beyond just the thought alone that "I am in pain", what is there? When I say that I hurt, what do I mean? 

[Arcangelo]

We are all masters and we are all students.

[traveler]

There's nothing going on, I'm just here like  ???

[WhatAWondefulWorld]

@lmfao

1 hour ago, lmfao said:

 Beyond just the thought alone that "I am in pain", what is there? When I say that I hurt, what do I mean? 

Wait a second, take a step back, you are not in pain, you ARE the pain.