Is There Free Will? (Most beautiful answer I’ve ever seen!)

[Nahm]

9 hours ago, zeroISinfinity said:

@LfcCharlie4 I am not cranky I am just foolin' around. Nothing new I guess.

Yeah coffee sucked balls drinking this turkish black one need to change it but got addicted. 

In all honesty confused af what to do, with enlightenment devil completelly dies and you lived for it even this spiritual games are for it. 

Don't want to continue this but I have to, real mess. Ignorance is a bliss sometimes. 

If I could choose again would delay enlightenment til age of 75 then I would be ok have a good laugh and will die in peace. 

I am cranky, and I’m seeing why...I’m seeing The New. 

Coffee is awesome, change is easy, I am free. 

I know what I want, the nature of twoness, of thought, will always be sneaky, because it is for creating & I am a powerful creator. 

I want to do what I want, what feels good to me, it is clear, it is perfect, knowing this is wonderful. 

If I could choose - I would choose that I am free to choose, every time. Were it possible, I’d experience without becoming it, without forgetting myself.

I am ok right now, I’m laughing about the facade of time & age right now, I live in peace right now -  I appreciate the set up which makes it so.....every morning is Christmas, every day a gift.

[LfcCharlie4]

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[zeroISinfinity]

1 hour ago, Nahm said:

I am cranky, and I’m seeing why...I’m see The New. 

• Cranky because of that forgiveness video. Aftershocks of bringing on surface worst in me. 

Coffee is awesome, change is easy, I am free. 

• Yeah it is but she doesn't drink it and I feel like shit every time I drink it now. Because I want to cut that addiction but I am unable too. Then I will have zero addictions what kind of life is that. ☺️

I know what I want, the nature of twoness, of thought, will always be sneaky, because it is for creating & I am a powerful creator. 

• Yeah it's true. I am freakin G and having hard time with it still can't accept it. 

I want to do what I want, what feels good to me, it is clear, it is perfect, knowing this is wonderful. 

• Yeah but I am all alone where is fun in knowing that. 

If I could choose - I would choose that I am free to choose, every time. Were it possible, I’d experience without becoming it, without forgetting myself.

• Where I would choose to drink coffee (but hope she never finds out) in some coffee shop in Eugene with my best man. Long way to go

I am ok right now, I’m laughing about the facade of time & age right now, I live in peace right now

• Yeah I do, feeling perfect and complete but not happy and sad af because that's not how I see people feel or experience. But that's just me I guess. 

-  I appreciate the set up which makes it so.....every morning is Christmas, every day a gift.

• My commie best man. Everyday is holiday not just christmas, easter, new year's eve etc. 

 

[Nahm]

Oh, you wanna dance ’buddy’?...let’s tango 

Cranky because of that forgiveness video. Aftershocks of bringing on surface worst in me. 

Such appreciation for Leo, impossible, but he’s done it yet again. Purification is divine, finally letting judgement go, not fooled by thought clingery this time. Will do things I like, that feel good to me. Magician I am, Will a laugh at my nonsensical ‘self’, I will. 

Yeah it is but she doesn't drink it and I feel like shit every time I drink it now. Because I want to cut that addiction but I am unable too. Then I will have zero addictions what kind of life is that. 

Quit & addiction are thoughts owned by a fool. Living in time, patience & love rule, tortoise always wins in the end. Love is first, last, everything. 

Yeah it's true. I am freakin G and having hard time with it still can't accept it. 

Unacceptable, unbelievable, unthinkable, unimaginable. You are within G, G is within you. Loop or circle, you are that choice.

Yeah but I am all alone where is fun in knowing that. 

Lots of people find problems with love, so I call them my relatives. Love is love, not a single thought more or less, as all thought is dual and carries it’s catch.

Where I would choose to drink coffee (but hope she never finds out) in some coffee shop in Eugene with my best man. Long way to go

It is already done. I am sipping the coffee loudly & obnoxiously, telling her how delicious it is. Dreamboard is no joke. You are this. Believe in yourself. Feeling is the authority. Impermanence comes and goes. Comes & goes are thoughts. 

Yeah I do, feeling perfect and complete but not happy and sad af because that's not how I see people feel or experience. But that's just me I guess. 

Hung the sword, washed the earth clean, gave your own son - still you persist in judgement. Feeling is the only king. You’ve no chance. Give up the fight to win. 

My commie best man. Everyday is holiday not just christmas, easter, new year's eve etc. 

Tonight ‘I will sleep’, tomorrow I will remember you for the first time, and I will smile. 

[zeroISinfinity]

21 minutes ago, Nahm said:

• Oh, you wanna dance ’buddy’?...let’s tango 
• Yeah I do. You know me very well. 

Such appreciation for Leo, impossible, but he’s done it yet again. Purification is divine, finally letting judgement go, not fooled by thought clingery this time. Will do things I like, that feel good to me. Magician I am, Will a laugh at my nonsensical ‘self’, I will. 

• Yeah I do laugh but after you know this anger. Lol could let  go of all of it in instant but I do like to play. 
• It's not willy nilly I forgive you it's agression for God's sake. 

Quit & addiction are thoughts owned by a fool. Living in time, patience & love rule, tortoise always wins in the end. Love is first, last, everything. 

 

• Yeah it is very true. Eternal everlasting omnipresent can't go anyway. It's what this/me really is. 

Unacceptable, unbelievable, unthinkable, unimaginable. You are within G, G is within you. Loop or circle, you are that choice.

• Mostly I feel as circle got quite bored with it. 

 

Lots of people find problems with love, so I call them my relatives. Love is love, not a single thought more or less, as all thought is dual and carries it’s catch.

• Well I never talk about this with anyone. I accept everything as it is. It's all me and perfect exactly as it is. I do. What have I done? Living world where everyone has ideology and worldview but you have accurate one and it's pointless to talk about it. 

It is already done. I am sipping the coffee loudly & obnoxiously, telling her how delicious it is. Dreamboard is no joke. You are this. Believe in yourself. Feeling is the authority. Impermanence comes and goes. Comes & goes are thoughts. 

 

• My words create reality. Well this. Not a joke I guess. 

Hung the sword, washed the earth clean, gave your own son - still you persist in judgement. Feeling is the only king. You’ve no chance. Give up the fight to win. 

• Yes I am all of it so by judging I am hating myself, literally. I am that Love which is Everything. 

Tonight ‘I will sleep’, tomorrow I will remember you for the first time, and I will smile. 

• Endlesness

 

[Nahm]

15 minutes ago, zeroISinfinity said:

Yes I am all of it so by judging I am hating myself, literally. I am that Love which is Everything. 

Hate is a thought. Love is love. 

16 minutes ago, zeroISinfinity said:

Living world where everyone has ideology and worldview but you have accurate one and it's pointless to talk about it. 

You suck at vacation.

[zeroISinfinity]

3 minutes ago, Nahm said:

Hate is a thought. Love is love. 

You suck at vacation.

?? Same thing Leo did to me. 

God damn you Willy wonka God damn you. 

You suck at vacation. 

???

This goes on my bathroom mirror. I said I will regret it. 

You suck at vacation. 

Nooooooooooooooooooooooo

[zeroISinfinity]

Nail it down silly magician. I can but it's like this. 

 

Lol. 

Trump, Putin joke but you don't want such dream. 

What have I've done I really do question it a lot. But ok. 

Time to be really creative. 

[zeroISinfinity]

Nobody knows it's terrifying terrifying terrifying. You can become it in 'sober state'. Terrifying Terrifying Terrifying don't want it. Easier to play games. 

"Free will" "Awareness". Who can bare actual thing. They have no efin idea. 

Don't want to be this thing. Who wants to be it here take I don't give a fuck. 

Fuck the day I got interested in Self discovery literally. Regret the damn thing so hard. 

Freakin God you have no idea how it 's like. 

Who can bare this. Not normal it' s just not normal. 

Wish it just like mumbo jumbo, lightworkers lol. 

But ok I guess have to do it, sick of bashing constantly. 

Why me, why this guy will never know I guess. 

Edited May 12, 2020 by zeroISinfinity

[zeroISinfinity]

Depends on  how much limits I want to drop away. But it's not life anymore.

Maybe they beleive this stuff is just some spiritual mambo jumbo. It's very actual baby vey actual. Not a philosophy. It's anything but not that. 

Holy fuck literally just holy fuck. 

If I awaken fully then it's just it game over actual game over. 

Do I have to be IT fully? Like then there is just no purpose Being Alex you know and live life at all. WTF I live then? Just don't need life anymore quite literally. 

Sorry for swearing it is just like that. 

God damn, my body just can't hold itself. 

But ok. Wish I am atheist and sceptic fun times. 

All this thanks to that dog. That dog just... Me and compassion worst combination ever. 

[capriciousduck]

@LfcCharlie4 @Roy Then we knowing and using this forum is a part of 'happening'?