My bizarre Lucy report with a friend(1 year ago)

[Bulgarianspirit]

Me and one of my colleagues at the time named Keanu(very thematic for the matrix),decided to trip. He was one of the most innocent and nice people i knew i didn't expect this. He hadn't tried anything like this in his life.Trip starts as usual visual field flooded with geometry,realizing everything is consciousness.All of this is happening in my bedroom at the time.I close my eyes and see endless picture like frames stretching through my vision.Also something i never felt before as i'm a solo tripper.I felt as if he is a part of me like our body is one.Weird but strangely comforting feeling.This passes as im quickly back into a more i'm a self state. Keep in mind this was meant to be a casual trip.

After a while we decide it would be nice to go to the forest.Then things become really bizarre.We like the feel of nature and talk to each other. The geometry reaches crazy heights and this was with a small dose.We sit down on a bench and look at the sky. The most glorious entertaining thing happens. The clouds turn into this hallucination of two ant like alien cyllinders and through them passes a white ball and a black one and they become one. I talk to him i say,did you see that lol!Thats crazy man! 

He responds yea man the ball the aliens.At this point the geometry is intense i see the flower of life as a background to everything,as if its a projection(reality). Then we walk on this bridge near a small pond.I was going through solipsism at the time from other trips so i say it out loud. Damm i'm sorry man but im afraid im the only eternal consciousness here. And the joke began. Dude went dead silent and we were going to exit the forest. We come on this crossroad and he is like okay young man now you have a choice. The dark side is going back and becoming god(dying).The light side is going back to the dream and living how you want. I realized it was like talking to the devil.I said you are the devil etc. Then i realized i'm the devil.I felt in talking to a deeper part of myself. I started calling him my subconscous. He didnt mind that he was cheerful and nice as ever waiting for my decision. Very bizarre. Then came a profound lesson on time. I had a watch on me and idk if it was real or a hallucination but the time had stopped on 7:10.It stayed like this for hours until i made my decision.I chose the light side and coming back and time resumed. Later on we went to a cemetery and saw a ghost on the other side of the street of a Polish general.

 

Definetely one of my most important trips.Infinitey was impressive,but i was almost reaching ego death in that space i started forgetting who i was,what year i came from. Ego needs time to work...

Also made me realize psychs and enlightment are just another fun game god plays with himself.

Be careful what you wish for folks xD.

 

 

 

Edited May 10, 2020 by Bulgarianspirit