Homeostasis & Human experience. Why?

[SamueLSD]

Yesterday I ate 5-8 grams of mushrooms, and observed as reality unravelled its phenomenological layers before me - revealing how One 'disguises' itself as two during ordinary life. It was truly profound, yet terrifying at the same time.  

However now I am left with more questions. Why must I return to my human mind? If I am imagining my entire human experience, then why do I have no control over returning to it. 

And - why must consciousness imagine a universe, earth, the human race, and why am I in it? Why do these things exist?? I have an idea as to HOW this happens, but I do not know why.

I am probably missing something here - but I cannot get the question off my mind.

All answers appreciated 

[James123]

3 hours ago, SamueLSD said:

Why must I return to my human mind? If I am imagining my entire human experience, then why do I have no control over returning to it. 

Because , this body is designed based on ego snd survival instinct. You are not even alive now. You are infinite, infinity is must include Something that you have no control whatsoever. You are the creator, who has all power and at the same time afraid of his power. You are the creator of human mind and at the same time cant get rid of human mind. Because, all is balanced. You must go back to human mind, because for you reality is still exist for you. Thats the reason why you think you are human now. You creating your reality as human that you came  back to human mind again. NO. You are not even heree. Lol. See how smart the consciousness is, which is you. Lol. If you are aware enough , you will realize it and laugh at yourself. Thats what happened to me. Lol. 

3 hours ago, SamueLSD said:

And - why must consciousness imagine a universe, earth, the human race, and why am I in it? Why do these things exist?? I have an idea as to HOW this happens, but I do not know why.

Did you realize oneness during your trip? Or you have a regular trip? Entire consciousness is you. It must create the duality to find non duality. All is exist and not exist at the same time. That is you. 

Edited May 7, 2020 by James123

[SamueLSD]

@James123 Right...

[SamueLSD]

1 hour ago, Meta-Man said:

The moment you need a ‘because’ you have created distinctions and dualism.

How is this true?

[Nahm]

‘Because’ infinity. 

[SamueLSD]

@Nahm @Meta-Man  Radical. I'll have to try and find this out for myself.