A hypnotic spiral

[trenton]

I'm just curious if you guys ever feel this way.

Over the past few days self reflection has been becoming deeper and more intense.  I confronted my fear of losing my grip on reality because this fear is the cause of lying.  I notice myself becoming less interested in other habits like chess because I am absorbed in self reflection changing my entire relation to reality.  I become less interested in criticizing others, and many habits are happening to me automatically.  I meditate and do yoga automatically while accepting everything more and more deeply.  This brings me in closer alignment with what is.

Do you guys ever feel like you are in some kind of hypnosis?  Control is also being surrendered and I accept without fear my confusion and uncertainty.