Radical Acceptance: A Diary

[EntheogenTruthSeeker]

Radical acceptance:

 

Can I accept? 

 

Can I accept I’ll never become enlightened? That my chemicals and nudrostransmitters will never allow myself to focus and gain distance from my ego without drugs? 

 

Can I accept the misery of ego and LIVE through that? 

 

What if my negativity leads me to a bad path or one that I lose control and my life is at risk? 

 

Will I still believe in God then? Being tortured AND unenlightened? Could you or I accept love then? 

 

Can I accept people won’t change how I like? 

 

Can I accept depression may never go away? I may never feel passionate enough to do anything with a career or enlightenment?

 

Just some venting.

[Guru Fat Bastard]

Or..
"If I neither accept nor reject what is there right now,I am no longer bound by it."

It is often assumed. because of the belief that "I" am not already free, that there are only the 2 options. The very act of trying to accept or reject re-enforces the idea that 'I" am not free. There is always the 3rd option (neither accept or reject),which shows that you are always beyond what you're trying to accept or reject.

See that whatever arises in experience:
If I accept it,I'm attached (i.e,bound)
If I reject it,I'm attached (i.e,bound)

If I neither accept or reject,I am free.

Edited April 22, 2020 by Guru Fat Bastard

[VeganAwake]

And simultaneously Acceptance and rejection can still occur within this freedom...

Also allowing acceptance or rejection is complete freedom!! ?

 

 

Edited April 22, 2020 by VeganAwake

[EntheogenTruthSeeker]

@Guru Fat Bastard wow. Utterly profound. That is a NonDual state. Thanks for the paradigm shift, man, really. 

[EntheogenTruthSeeker]

@VeganAwake another great point! Haha do nothing technique. Thank you Vegan Awake?