Surfingthewave

Concerns for Leo

233 posts in this topic

Interpreting that video can be done in many ways. Yes there were profound statements. But there was also:

- Gradiose, delusional thinking 

- Talks of ending his life and has plans to do this

- Saying goodbye to loved ones

- Isolation, no one to check in with him

- Taking of substances, substance misuse 

- Giving us a "message" through a manifesto

- Retreating out of real life

- Intense mood swings, high and low states in a short space of time

- Talks of justifying dictators, extremism and rape

- Obsessive desire for Truth at any cost

- Lack of purpose

If anyone lives near to Leo please check in on him. He may need a psychiatric assessment. 

 

Share this post


Link to post
Share on other sites

I m very concerned that he never spoke of sharing his porn folder, I would have at least put 30 bucks for a sharing.

the most beautiful girls, WHAT I want to see that.

and the thing is, yes deluded, I like old body woman aswell, like they are tasty aswell in their 30-40, a bit of fat, I like a bit of fat sometimes, makes the nonperfect so perfect.


so I think this has been forgotten

& that was a big big red flag to me already, and I can sadly pardon that.

I suppressed mine as a defy against myself while I cannot see my girlfriend.

such a fucking misstake LOL, I still got one or two videos, can't get above my own addiction to feminine energy.

I need higher consciousness porn 

Edited by GodDesireOnlyLove

Share this post


Link to post
Share on other sites
 
 
 
 
7 minutes ago, Surfingthewave said:

- Saying goodbye to loved ones

You are all alone. 

 
 
 
 
8 minutes ago, Surfingthewave said:

- Isolation, no one to check in with him

You are all alone. 

 
 
 
 
8 minutes ago, Surfingthewave said:

- Retreating out of real life

Life is imaginary 

 
 
 
1
8 minutes ago, Surfingthewave said:

- Obsessive desire for Truth at any cost

hahahahahaha

9 minutes ago, Surfingthewave said:

- Lack of purpose

hahahaha

Share this post


Link to post
Share on other sites

I've lost a friend to suicide, the intent is different but the method's the same. It's no laughing matter. 

 

Share this post


Link to post
Share on other sites

I believe that he might be on to something here... and honestly even if it's all delusional it's still improving me as a person.

Share this post


Link to post
Share on other sites

@fridjonk You can have ego death without leaving your physical body. I think Leo has stepped into the dark side and needs a break and some help that's all. 

@Preety_India Thank you. 

Edited by Surfingthewave

Share this post


Link to post
Share on other sites
Just now, Surfingthewave said:

@fridjonk You can have ego death without leaving your physical body. I think Leo has stepped into the dark side and needs a break and some help that's all. 

sorry for your loss

we all know deeply how pain can destroy us, believe me.
all to the point of insanity, wanting to destroy a wall, wanting it to stop.

it wasn't meant, I think you missinterpreted him with the intellectual mind.

Leo himself is sacrificing his time and power toward the building of an higher truth.

you probably can't see that at this point, but he is. That's why we appreciate gravitating toward him.

Share this post


Link to post
Share on other sites
6 minutes ago, Surfingthewave said:

I think Leo has stepped into the dark side and needs a break and some help that's all. 

My friend, you are the one in the dark. I don't mean that in a negative way even. 

Just know Truth is Truth whether your human mind likes that or not. 

Share this post


Link to post
Share on other sites

@Surfingthewave I understand that your concerns are based in Love.

I understand that you want Leo to be safe and sane, and that you want his followers to be safe and sane.

 

At times like this, it's important to remember that your concerns about Leo are all based in love (therefore, in perfect alignment with what Leo says)

And also, is a sneaky way for you to project your own lack of personal development and self acceptance outwards.

 

But! I understand and love you anyways ❤ we will remain safe and sane. And I wish the same for you ❤

 


I make YouTube videos about Self-Actualization: >> Check it out here <<

Share this post


Link to post
Share on other sites

@Meta-Man How do you know what the ego is out of interest? 

@Adam M Thank you, back at you. Still don't think Leo is safe and/or sane though! 

Edited by Surfingthewave

Share this post


Link to post
Share on other sites

I think @Surfingthewave has valid reason for concern. I do however not see anything acute with him that needs psychiatric assessment, Then again, what about his bottom?  That is a lot of 5-meo-dmt he put there...


“ In the beginner's mind there are many possibilities, but in the expert's mind there are few. ”
― Shunryu Suzuki

Share this post


Link to post
Share on other sites
7 minutes ago, Zanoni said:

I think @Surfingthewave has valid reason for concern. I do however not see anything acute with him that needs psychiatric assessment, Then again, what about his bottom?  That is a lot of 5-meo-dmt he put there...

I m concerned aswell about the fapping on 5meo. I got a friend who almost got a real dick problem from doing too much basic fap everyday. 

The work can become very hard if you loose your shaft in the process of enlightment.

Share this post


Link to post
Share on other sites
3 hours ago, fridjonk said:

@Dand Ego = Sense of reality 

Wow, that is true.


Me on the road less traveled.

Share this post


Link to post
Share on other sites
Guest
This topic is now closed to further replies.