My mind is bursting with energy

[At_Giza]

Some time ago I ve noticed, that I was having more glimmers of self-awarness through the day and I was really a lot calmer than before ,but from 2 days I am bursting with energy.

Monkey mind at its best.

Can't get my thoughts together nor I can concentrate .

Do-nothing meditation does not help (previously it was really calming).

But what's interesting that my creative thinking suddenly has waken up and is delivering me a lot of insights for example:

- ideas that i could use to strengthen my weak social skills

- thoughts on sexuality ( I am from Pooland and I was growing up in homophobic/racist enviroment and still I notice such views in my classmates so it was not easy for me to switch some relay in my head and dont think like them.)

 I dont know what to do with it . Should I let it flourish or try even harder to meditate through this to get back to previous state of mind because i have a lot of work to do which requires concentration and calmness.

I do not consider it as negative experience but i just dont know what the hell is going on.

 

 

 

 

[Waken]

I'm at figuring out what this life is all about for about 5/6 years fairly hardcore, and I still have no clue what's really going on
As long as it lasts, what do you want to do with it?

[At_Giza]

I ve waken up some time ago and I dont feel it anymore. It has flown away.

12 hours ago, Waken said:

As long as it lasts, what do you want to do with it?

I don't know I'll try to be more mindful and do not panic when something unusual will happen next time.

[Waken]

Maybe you just activated or awakened a part of yourself that was a little asleep previously, and this unlocked some energy within you. I can't imagine you won't settle down automatically, maybe at a slightly higher baseline? idk

[electroBeam]

@At_Giza keep going and you wont remember what time is . 

Edited April 13, 2020 by electroBeam

[Space]

@At_Giza See how it plays out over the next days and weeks - it may only be a temporary experience. Do what feels most authentic to you - it is your experience after all. Follow your intuition. If you feel you want to meditate and contemplate more then do that. Be equanimous. Don't resist and don't crave the experience.