My Story

[Evil Raccoon]

So two years ago I discovered the chimp episode (30 Ways Society Fucks You In The Ass) and I decided to detoxify my life by removing all the low consciousness stuff like porn, video-games, junk food and so forth.Little that I knew there were even more chimp stuff that I needed to remove (like music w/ negative lyrics) but I wasn't aware that those things were chimp stuff because I wasn't conscious enough yet.That's why when I had that epiphany a year later that I really have to give up pretty much everything to continue my Hero's Journey, I had a huge ego backlash and here I am indulging in my old ways since then.The problem is that I have a heart so I feel bad about myself for being a selfish stage orange consumer, but at the same time I don't wanna give up everything and kill who I am to live a totally different life cuz that's scary af.So what do u think about this guys? Should I persue selfishness if I geniuenly don't give a fuck about Truth? Should I persue Truth?Are things not that black and white? Am I missing something? 

[neovox]

 Do you give a fuck about truth? idgaf if you do or nah... ask yourself. Sit with these questions