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How To Contemplate Using A Journal
Leo has a previous episode to contemplate in your head. This video is about using a journal. It is better so you can lose yourself in monkey mind.
Contemplation and self-inquiry are different
Self-inquiry is for enlightenment
Contemplation is for truth seeking
Contemplation is easier than self-inquiry
Nothing Leo says is true unless you can rediscover these truths yourself. Contemplating is key:
It is step zero with everything in life, you need to make everything your own by finding out yourself.
That is the essence of minor- and major truth seeking. Otherwise you make great mistakes
You can't be good in life without truth seeking
You get result with contemplation: you get real understanding/clarity, you will make leaps
You will need to put in the cost.
Without doing the spiritual work it will be like an athlete who does research and never works out
You will have to do math to understand it for example. Don't be lazy.
Assumptions: question the assumptions
You are full of bull
Nothing your mind says can be trusted
All beliefs and teaching are false
Only direct exp is true
Truth is not fragile: you can't hurt the truth by questioning, you can only make it clear
Contemplation is not there things:
Speculation and guess work
Justifying what you already know
It is not building new beliefs
Don't build (grand) theories
Day dreaming or imagination
It is not building Défense for what you believe: to yourself or to others
It is not opinionizing
It is not pursuit of practical advantage or success: happiness doesn't come from advantage or success
Use contemplation for not what it can do for you, but what something is
What is contemplation:
Observation: deconstructing/breaking down ideas
Awareness and going meta: observe observation, and then observe that
Self reflection: what is your role in understanding
Think independent: question assumption/teaching/culture(knowing the truth at all cost)
What does contemplation require?
Open mindedness: be open to be shocked
Fearlessness: don't run away from fear. Face it!
Self-honesty
Careful observation
Impartiality: step out your role
No idea is sacred
Self-reliance: nobody is here to help you
Genuine curiosity: how is it that you don't know what an object is?
Traps:
Self-evidence: is for example science self-evident? It is not
Cultivating system for contemplation is a trap: work towards the right answer: don't go through the motions/system of thinking
Don't depend on books or videos
Go outside your culture
Grand theory is a trap: don't construct
False skepticism: (go for painful stuff instead, feel loneliness, develop a taste for it)
Don't bring science to contemplation
Distraction is a trap (watch distraction episode on actualized)
Technique for contemplation:
Get a separate journal for contemplation:
Take 20-30 minutes
Take a contemplation question: pick 1 question or object (write it down)Start from ground zero,
accept you don't know it is to open up room to contemplate,
throw your previous culture/knowledge/memories away, don't use external source.
Set aside your emotional baggage and prejudices. Don't philosophize/speculate but instead use direct experiences. If you can't figure it out with direct experience, you will never figure it out.
Ground yourself: use direct examples, don't use what you learned from books or heard from other people
Question the topic: raise a question, begin very basic, bring up a concrete example, Examples for questions:
Existential questions: what is meaning, science, ego, concept, belief, truth, evidence, symbol, language, fear, identify, thought, conflict, duality, boundary, reason, culture, judgement, value, object, evil, self-help, apple, happiness
Personal psychological questions: How am I full of shit? How am I lying? Which truth do I refuse? How am I corrupt/evil? What do I fear? What do I whine about? How do I play victim? How do I play victim? What conflict of interest do I have? How am I self bias? How do I cling to culture? What is sacred? How hypocrite/weak human being?
let your mind observe the question/thought,
notice how the thought is arising,
Bring up examples (from your life). Ask what is the common denominator?
let the question flower into 10 other questions
key is not to get to the bottom question: find possible answers instead
Purpose of this work is to grow
Create traction with reality
keep bringing up the original question and go back to it,
question prejudices (start with: accept that you don't know)
Determine how deep you want to go, keep on the topic though