Mindbergh

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This journal will be dedicated to the different facets of the mind, psychology, history and the mysterious aspects of life. 

 

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The illusion created by  the Bottomless Money Pit. 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Edited April 10, 2020 by Preety_India

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The Iceberg Paradox 

 

 

 

 

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The myth/illusion of the El Dorado 

 

 

 

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I see the world like this big illusion of the mind and it feels like we could be tripping. 

Now this trip could be anything, a trip of the mind, a trip of the ego or a trip into an endless tunnel, a trip into a toxic wonderland. 

 

 

 

 

 

Enjoy the trip. ?

 

 

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What if everything is just an endless loop? 

 

 

 

 

 

 

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Identify the tunnels inside a tunnel. 

 

 

 

 

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Life can be so mysterious and complex. 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Edited April 11, 2020 by Preety_India

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Edited April 12, 2020 by Preety_India

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The cat and the yarn theory 

 

The more you try to untangle the yarn, the more you get caught up into it and it tangles you. 

 

 

The more you think you're closer to solving a puzzle, a mystery, a loop, a system, the more harm you are causing to yourself without realizing how its tangling you and you go deeper and deeper into its pit only to know that you are better off if you stay away from it. 

Ever had such a feeling? 

 

That's the Mindbergh 

 

 

 

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A Sci fi futuristic room

 

 

 

What if we decided to clone humans in a laboratory Jurassic Park style. 

Imagining myself on a surgery table in a sci-fi room

Flanked by doctors and nurses. 

What do they want? 

Maybe they want my flesh for research 

But they all look super cool. Very friendly. 

 

 

 

 

Edited April 20, 2020 by Preety_India

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Only if I looked at the whole reality as a major art scene. 

 

 

 

Then whatever happens to the self wouldn't matter because it's a part of the play baby, even the violence as a part of the art. 

This is humanity, this is shit, this is damnation!! 

Sometimes you just shouldn't trust artists for a good reason. 

A lot of the art can be a rip off. Pay 1000 dollars for some shit art. So much for art. 

 

 

 

Edited April 20, 2020 by Preety_India

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I actually like the idea of the war nymph created by grimes. 

Interesting. 

It's like your very survival has been a war all along. 

If you look closely at your life then you will see that 

Almost everything has been you fighting for something 

• You had to fight so many diseases as a child to survive 
• You try to survive at your job 
• You compete for a career 
• You struggle against time during exams 
• You struggle to fill the needs of your family 
• You struggle against time and age 
• You struggle to keep your body healthy 
• You fight against bullies in the classroom 
• Your struggle with broken friendships 
• You struggle and fight to get a good partner or relationship 
• You fight to keep the relationship alive 
• You fight to keep your kids healthy 
• You fight or struggle to keep your marriage alive 
• You fight to save enough money 
• You fight to prevent the toxicity of the world 
• You literally struggle for every single thing every day. You have to work hard to secure it. 

If you look at life, it's a war like state of being all along. Everything in your life has been a fight for something, a fight to survive and live despite all the odds. 

You are a warrior anyway, whether you like it or not. You are a war nymph. 

 

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I'm thinking about beautiful creatures - imaginary 

 

Like Elves, Dwarfs, Angels, goblins, Fairies /Faes, Nymphs and Gods and Goddesses. 

 

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In a few days I'm going to discuss the problem of consent. 

I see consent being widely abused and a very misunderstood word that is being thrown around liberally to defend any form of criminal behavior. 

I think it's time that the guidelines for consent are changed so that people with bad intentions are not allowed to misuse them anymore. 

Right now Poppy(thatpoppy) is just a politically correct character in my book. 

 

 

 

Edited April 21, 2020 by Preety_India

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I often find that my writing is not lucid enough. I find it hard to articulate. This is not because English is not my native language but I guess it's just that I lack in creative skill. 

Hopefully with time, I will detach away from my disconnected scattered sort of writing and be able to smoothly and coherently articulate in a more condensed manner. 

But right now this will be my writing style for some time. Scattered just like my brain is. I might have a mild degree of autism on the spectrum. I suspect a deficit that causes me to not be very quick or be clumsy and haphazard all the time. 

 

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The problem of consent. 

I think in the modern society that we currently live in, we need to discuss the subject of consent in an in-depth manner. What I see going on in the world breaks my heart and I wish a lot of people would come forward and address the madness..

So many veils, so many loopholes, so many excuses used to bury that which is bad. 

Some of the nefarious people today are using the word consent in really exploitative ways and this needs to be looked at and this needs a careful dismantling. 

Words cannot do justice to how I feel because feelings and intuition is all I got when it comes to matter like these. 

In the past few months I've constantly been observing a curious phenomenon on the internet and it has been bugging me. Maybe I'm just judging it. But it makes me uncomfortable and when my spidery witchy tentacles wake up, they fire off in all directions which tells me that it's not a good sign. This is how my heart is. It feels what it feels. 

This curious phenomenon is of the abuse of consent. Last week I saw a video where my favorite YouTuber Loey Lane discussed about McKamey Manor and what was going on in there. When I looked deeper into it, I felt uneasy and I couldn't process what was going on. I kinda wish I hadn't known about it. To me it sounds bizzare that you could make a person consent to something and then use it against their own will as a collateral in lieu of which they can do harm to the person and not be held accountable for it. 

In this particular artsy kinda horror house, people are subjected to certain bad things, it's even beyond my space to use the language to describe it, I refrain from using the words, and words wouldn't do any justice anyway. People are made to sign a waiver. A multi paged document in which they should consent to whatever consequences that are to come upon them and no one will be held accountable to whatever is being done to them. They are also given a code word. Still I don't agree with such things. The waiver certainly needs to be picked apart by an expert in law. 

Coming to other areas where I feel a rather mild form of the abuse of consent is prevalent. The case in point here is that of Poppy. A YouTube sensation, she is a singer and she has created an avatar, like a semi robot and this particular character plays out incessantly on her channel. It's all good until you start to notice that this is not just role playing or character playing for views but basically living the character all of the time, literally being the character. This is what creeped the bejesus out of me. 

I knew about Poppy since quite some time now. But recently she was involved in a feud between the collaborator Titanic Sinclair and his ex girlfriend Mars Argo. From what I read, I find this Sinclair guy very suspicious and sketchy. He used the same trick with Mars Argo and made her play this character and obviously he profits from it. Now when things went sour between them, he took another girl and got her to dye her hair platinum blonde and used her as a replacement and thus we got Poppy. Poppy seems interesting and surreal but there could be a dark underbelly to all of the innocence you see on the outside. There were allegations against Sinclair that he psychologically abused these girls to play these characters to create his business. Some might argue and say that these girls consented to the whole idea of playing these roles so how can any of this be considered objectionable. I still feel that psychological manipulation is a very curious and difficult maze to navigate and often the word consent is used as a loophole. Can't it be possible that a person was ill informed and basically unaware of what he/she was getting into at the time of giving the consent and now they are unable to escape by the very thing that was supposed to guarantee their safety,an object, an agreement like those so called stupid NDAs, spelled non disclosure agreements, are being used to hold them hostage. What a convenient way to continue with absurdity. 

So this sketchy Sinclair character continues to profit from his psychological manipulation of his clients or protégé and the only way to defend his behavior is to use the word consent. Consent is a human right, bound by its inherent aspect of the need to request the humanity of the consenter. Can't consent be taken back. Obviously it can. A consent does not give the right or privilege to go against or break the law. This is something that these people forget. They take the word consent very literally. 

This whole thing reminds me of what Andy Warhol said 

"art is what you can get away with." 

 

 

 

 

Edited April 21, 2020 by Preety_India

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Going down a rabbit hole must feel like being in a backroom.. 

When you are on your spiritual journey, there are things that open and sometimes you realize you were always in that rabbit hole. 

It's time to come out. 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

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Ways of problem solving