My aim is to encourage a dedicated practice movement on this forum and start a conversation with committed spiritual practitioners. Let's move beyond intellectualizing and start accumulating direct insights.
I plan to update this for as long as I feel it isn't interfering with my practice.
Log - Day 1
Current focus: Mastering the jhanas ( Concentration states ).
4 x 1 hour concentration sits ( Anapanasati )
2 x 1 hour walking meditation ( Observing sensations in the feet )
Intentional application of Metta & Gratitude throughout the day
Mindfulness outside of practice: B+
Summary:
- Mindfulness outside of practice is beginning to feel significantly more lucid.
- Many moments of sustained concentration during formal sittings.
- No sign of the 1st Jhana... yet.
- Limited social interaction
- Monkey mind comes and goes. Tends to be worse during evening sittings.
- Feeling very indifferent to the mundane problems around me. Feeling real suffering more deeply.
- Small heart opening whilst listening to this song... Love has been very healing for me thus far.
Tomorrow
- Maintain high quality practice.
- Keep chipping away at the monkey mind.