Desire to make a good use of time

[Matt8]

I think a lot about how to utilize my time to the fullest. More specifically I am writing about the time most of us don't use creatively(or to the fullest) like traveling by a bus, train, walking outside I always think I could use this time for my hobbies or work the problem is the place you are in and surroundings.

For example when I travel I study and read self development but what I really should have done is bought a nootebook and use it to learn better or program, edit video persuae my hobbies.

I have an interesting problem when I think about doing something for a long time few months years it can be a little stupid thing but I just need and have to do it otherwise I get depressed over it even when it seems unimportant to others I somehow make it my priority.

But when I do it (it can be a little thing) I am happy so I guess trying more new stuff is my thing. And I hate wasting time even though I do it and is sometimes inevitable.

 

[Butters]

I'm sorry to hear that you get depressed over those things. I guess there's no real way to optimize every second in the day, and even if you did, you'd have no time to stop and smell the flowers because you're always working towards something, but that something never comes. 

Try to find your life purpose, what really makes you tick? What is it about doing new things that excites you? 

You won't get your entire life purpose on paper in one sitting, but slowly starting to do more of what makes you happy each day will make you happy, and then it really won't matter so much about reading or journaling on the bus.