How did you take your death seriously?

[The_Rig]

im very aware that i will die, and contemplation of death is supposed to be an effective tool to wake you up and take life seriously. but i never felt like it no matter how many times i remind myself of death, all i feel is concern for my self preservation. and not much else.

[LastThursday]

Who is telling you to take life seriously? Why do you want to do that?