lessons from near-death experience.

[Baotrader]

Hi everyone, I have just got released from the hospital. I have thought carefully before making up my mind to tell you guy this. Read it all, don't assume you understand what I say after reading 1/3 or half of my post. And don't you take actions thinking you're as lucky as I was. 

Honestly, I feel like I was the luckiest man in the world. Otherwise I would live the rest of my life motionlessly on the bed with a dead brain. I have realized my parents have not only changed totally but they also have had so much love for me since I was born. I just misunderstood they were selfish because they got brainwashed by ideaology and behaved in a twisted way. My brain's intelligence has increased significantly after this near-death experience, too much that I have noticed the increase in brain's power immediately after I started to recover.

Let's cut it to the chase. It happened 14 or 15 days ago when I got Eastern Tet holidays. I went through posts in actualized.org forum hoping to find something light to read. I came across a locked post by a member called Useless folk. In my opinion, this stunt man deserves to be kicked out of this forum. Surely I was not stupid enough to take 32 armodafinil pills like this stunt man said he did. But I tried 4 modafinil pills + coffee. Hours later I unconsciously came to my mother's room and she helped me go back to my bedroom. I lied down with my eyes half-open. The following day my mother noticed something was wrong with me. My parents immediately took me to 4 hospitals in total. The last hospital accepted me but the doctor said the same thing the doctor in the previous hospital said to my parents and that was: "I don't dare to say for sure I can save your son". My parents cried a lot. My mother stayed with me without sleep for 7 days. Luckily, the 7th day I woke up. Even the doctor was impressed. The doctor told my parents modafinil is good but it's only good if we take it 1 pill sometimes. They don't recommend taking it everyday

And definitely don't take it with coffee. Coffee makes modafinil 4 times stronger according to the doctor.

Never ever do it. It can make you sleep for the rest of your life unable to talk. I was able to feel the surrounding on the 6th day but could not talk

In my case it was good luck because modafinil has chronically changed my brain chemistry. I figured out a lot of precious useful stuff for my career as a trader. It cured my depression forever.

However, don't take modafinil + coffee. Even the doctor said it was a miracle that I recovered

@Leo Gura I am sorry for abusing the good thing you recommend. I don't have the right to give you an order but I sincerely say this out of my heart: Useless folk deserves to be kicked out of this forum. He's too dangerous. 

I am not against the idea that one should be daring to try new stuff but it does not mean we should try things blindly. A thing must meet some requirements before we give it a special preference over other things and try it. For example: mathematicians 100 years ago did not try whatever numbers for the equation: x^n +y^n = z^n (x,y,z are integers, n is a positive integer). They only tested numbers that met some necessary requirements. 

Art and science should come together.

[MrDmitriiV]

@Baotrader I was bitchslapped by God too, after taking too much edible. 

Devils like us need a whooping on the ass sometimes.