Gratitude

[DreamScape]

Guys, this is never what I was expecting. 

Just want to thank @Leo Gura and others on this forum. You guys are amazing.

Anyways, I just wanted to share where I'm at. Like a life report for spirituality and life. instead of a trip report for psychedelics. 500ug of spirituality: 

I've come to some insane realizations. The other day I was doing homework and I let go of the notion that "I" was doing the homework. I realized that the homework was doing itself. Even to looking at a photo of myself, and seeing it not as "myself" but just as a photo. Like I dont exist, so none of that is me doing or that being me. 

I still consider myself as a newbie, but man, this work has changed my life forever. I know that for sure. Throughout my life, I never felt like I fit in. I always felt so anxious, and my life was going in the wrong direction.

I used to hate myself a lot. I still do but less now. I felt like my life was bound to suck because everything in my life sucked, I never saw a way out. Some part of me cant even believe how far I've come and how much I've changed. 

I still am anxious and fearful, but much less.

Living in love and contribution is much more rewarding than the likewise.

I'm so grateful for all of the events that have taken place, though. Somehow I'm here. Leo, your work and my awakening has helped me through so so much. I remember you saying in a video that there are things you could've decided that would've had your life go in a way different direction, and that is so true for me. I seriously cant thank you enough. Infinite gratitude ?

Me being a newbie still, I still have much much work to do. I wouldnt have been able to do it without any of the support or advice.

[SoonHei]

@DreamScape infinite love right back at you champ! <3