Confusion and anxiety

[Dylan Page]

So, I’ve noticed that every day for the past 6 or 7 months that every time I do not pursue or further my understanding of reality or answer the questions that I have I get a sort of extreme anxiety where if I ignore it for too long I end up getting a panic attack or just full body breakdown where I can’t move and I go into full fight/flight and it’s so hard to tell why. This happens consistently every single day. I can still enjoy life but many times its really fucking hard. I also feel at the same time that if I didn’t have this sort of forced move towards further understanding my life would be empty and meaningless. Does anyone know what’s going on/maybe can relate?

[Dylan Page]

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