Sexual energy and mindfulness

[Matt23]

Had any one else experienced sexual energy while doing fairly concentrated mindfulness, self-inquiry, or Kriya?

Ever since I started kriya about 4 months ago (I've stopped for a few months) I've had several experiences of sexual energy (like I'm getting fucked...by God?) when I've concentrated on the third eye area (kriya), done reiki and now I just smoked a little weed and did some long mindfulness combined with self-inquiry and it came back.

It came when I was focusing on the sensation of my fingers scratching together for a while till it became an object in awareness/Not me/a thing in awareness almost doing itself.

Then the sexual energy came and I imagined a big blue penis of energy go up inside me (I'm gay if that makes a difference.  Any hetero experiences with different imagery?).  This first thought was "It's like God is fucking me."

I'm not complaining, just wondering if others get this and any theories or thoughts on it.

 

[Shin]

Sexual energy is your connection to love/God