Too comfortable after a heavy trip

[fridjonk]

After an insane 350 μg LSD trip last night, in which i became aware of infinite intelligence, ego intelligence and what devilry is. I had a full conversation to god through one of Leo's videos, so i was talking to myself by using Leo's body in the video.  Anyways, back to the point. 

After most of my trips, i find myself often wanting to get quickly back into my comfort zone. Such as wanting to watch movies, porn or eat some not so healthy foods (not always). It often takes me about 1-2 weeks to get back to this work again. 

Why is this ?

-Love 

[Forestluv]

It’s a good sign of consciousness evolution. Most likely, you are purifying out conditioned karma. At this stage, trips can enter purer states of essence. Yet it can still ebb and flow. Integrate your recent trip and stay open and humble heading into future trips. 

[fridjonk]

@Serotoninluv Thank you, will do 

[DivineSoda]

Your trip sounded profound and very recent. My advice is to get off the internet and do your best to integrate the lessons learned in the days to come. Meditate more than normal, journal, contemplate, avoid technology, avoid excessive interaction with others, do nothing.

Just be with the experience a little longer. You'll have the rest of your life to go back to watching porn if that's what you really want to do. Use the urges as an opportunity to identify the ego for what it is.. a devil who just wants to survive and indulge. You can indulge, nothing really wrong with that. But you've been down that road many times before. You know exactly where it leads. There's a whole new life waiting for you on the other side of indulgences. Step through the door just once and see how it feels ♥️

[fridjonk]

@DivineSoda great advice, thanks ! 

[Nahm]

@fridjonk  What’d you find ego intelligence and devilry to be?  

[fridjonk]

@Nahm The ego intelligence and devilry were the same thing i guess. It was so clear how intelligent ego can be to trick you from awakening, how it's all your memories, reality and self. So it's very easy to fall for it and become a devil.

I also had a weird moment as if i could predict and control reality as god, so if i was going down some "bad" path i could just decide to control it and become happy again. Like i was in full control of every moment. I don't know what to make of that yet.  

[Nahm]

@fridjonk Maybe you’ve reached a new place, where what you “classified” as your “comfort zone”, isn’t really what you find comfort in anymore. Might be one of those sneaky tricks you mentioned. You might be the peace, if you will...the comfort. There’s a lot of comfort knowing you can just decide.

[fridjonk]

@Nahm Thanks Nahm, I'll keep working at it. ❤️