a gift for a stupid reckless folk

[Expert psychologist]

I initially wanted to post this on your topic @Useless folk but it was locked

I have asked my doctor to help with your addiction which is noone falls into

I have known dozens of armodafinil users and none ever had the courage to take more than 5 pills a day no matter how much they really wanted.   I am not mocking you but before I give you the solution to cure your addiction ( from my doctor, to be exact) I have to do 2 things. One is pointing out to you you were real stupid and reckless to get yourself in YOUR Unique situation. Try to find 1 person who shares your case. I bet you'd have to put in real effort, spend years looking for such a person.

Second thing: (From my doctor): Unless you want to fuck your own life up, DON'T ever again rely on your personal doctor and take a large amount of armodafinil or nootropic pills just because he scientifically has your health go through his standardized measurements and clinically acknowledges that it's OK for you to take a large amount of armodafinil pills. The reason for this ironic thing is because from a CLINICAL perspective, your doctor is right! And he was pretty honest with you for having acknowdeged that as long as your body shows it has clinically valid abilities to take all the possible effects the X amount of pills can cause to certain organs (1) and withstand the draining for the body as a whole (2) and your brain shows its capacity cannot (in any possible way) experience a breakdown after going through all the effects and draining given by the pills (3) you could take that X amount of pills without any worries for your health.

However, the Being of you got affected. And honestly my doctor said it could be far more dangerous than you would assume.

Being: The Being of a person is something beyond clinical knowledge. Every action we take affects our Being. The presence and power of Being are  TOO obvious to the extent the most unabashed materialist doctor/biologist/scientist cannot deny. Nor would they dare to, even in a debate. When a materialist scientist faces an argument : "the BEING of a person" he always have to acknowledge it without demanding proof even though he knows he will win the debate by asking for proof because the opposite side cannot give any proof. But BEING is what everyone knows exists. A scientist's honesty and credibility would be completely destroyed if he denied the very nontangible fact: BEING. 

Without further ado, the solution suggest by my doctor: take only 3 armodafinil pills every time your addiction arises regardless of how many you are taking right now. Drink a cup of coffee to charge armodafinil effect. Don't eat anything in 5 hours after taking 3 pills. Notice how these 3 pills subtly boost your brain and you will realize 3 armodafinil pills can work as well as 10+ pills. 

1) Don't try quitting cold turkey because it won't work. You may just take a larger amount after having suffered the withdrawal

2) Don't get in any gossip types after taking armodafinil otherwise your brain would need the dopamine armodafinil gives. Just work, no talk

3) Replace meditation with hatha yoga. This technique is extremely powerful

 

 

[cetus]

@Expert psychologist Why not tell him yourself? According to the info I see both you and @Useless folk are at the same location.