Be With the Breath of Opportunity Unsung - 250ug LSD Trip Report

[TheUniverseIsLove]

@Consilience

I am female, so as of now, I suppose I can only see so much of the whole perspective. I currently can't experience what it is like with more masculine energy and how PMO works for men or even for you individually.  

However, I am also somewhat bi-sexual, so I get the seductiveness of femine energy, to an extent. I guess I just don't get where you're coming from.  

For me, I don't really see a difference in anything if I mastrubate, or have sex,  or in opposition, obstain.  I don't feel more or less of anything. When I orgasm I just feel connected and closer to those parts of the whole...all while getting some extra dopamine. I don't feel like it had any control over me. I could stop if I truly wanted to. But like...I like it..so why not...

Also, I guess the actions do matter, but they only matter situationally. Most men, or people in general, who dont get someone due to "neediness," didn't not get them because they were too needy.

The woman just simply may not be physically attracted to them. Which makes them seem needy in comparison to someone they are physically attracted to who is just as "needy."

Or even if attraction is there, the other may decide they don't want them for whatever reason. And then suddenly the power dynamic makes the other seem needy...even though they are not really needy at all. 

It seems more of a combination of action and situation. 

 

[Gili Trawangan]

That was a great read. The PMO thing is also a struggle over here, I never thought that could be a theme that would appear on psychedelics, thanks for sharing!

[StarStruck]

I agree with that PMO addiction part. When you can feel the underlying suppressed emotion, and thus feel alive. You can’t give in to the addiction. 

[Consilience]

@Gili Trawangan Absolutely, glad you found value  

@StarStruck For sure. It’s a very interesting addiction that seems to have multiple moving parts associated. But yes what you said haha. 

[Gneh Onebar]

On 1.1.2020 at 8:48 PM, Consilience said:

@Commodent Thank you

 

I am currently reading it yes. I 100% agree that this work doesn't stop with enlightenment... This is something I honestly did not expect when I began working with psychedelics.. And yet now I'm in too deep to stop lol. At least I feel the call to continue pressing on this path. 

I think I was able to explore these domains because of how much this book has been opening my mind up to what is possible with psychedelic work... I very much felt "LSD and the Mind of the Universe" vibes during this trip. Interestingly enough, however, this trip isn't the first time I've stumbled into the collective domain. One of my first mushroom trips I remember becoming conscious of what I could only call the collective suffering of humanity and realizing how this suffering could be no other way... And another time asking "who am I" and getting this distinct experience of the collective part of humanity's consciousness asking that question, how I had asked this same question across so many lifetimes. These were before I heard of Bache's work. So when I heard him discussing the "Sea of Suffering" as he calls it, my previous mushroom experience suddenly felt so much more validated and authentic. 

Unlike the mushroom trip, this time the suffering I felt was oddly specific. Specific in that I was feeling suffering directed at the regret of humanity, not simply generalized suffering. It felt literally like I could feel the weight humanity's lost opportunity's coursing through my body and mind. 
 

Cool. I haven't entered collective consciousness yet. How many trips did you do so far? Maybe I have to increase the dose - my biggest LSD dose was 150 mcg 1P LSD. But I'm still new to this field.  

[Baotrader]

@Consilience great report, dude. You are talking about Authentic Attraction exclusive to men who really don't gives sex his first priority. For someone who gets to women for sex and makes it their first priority they don't understand what you outline here

It may not be true for every woman/girl on this world but I have noticed girls are very smart. If a man just want her body she can tell it immediately.