Poetry - God, Existence, Reality, Spirituality, Love

[Highest]

Praise be to God, the most Supreme.

There is no God but God.

I was not created by none but Him.

You were not Created by none but the most High.

You can deny that to your very last breath.

Ay, you can deny that to your very death.

When I and You shall die.

When I and you, no matter what we do, shall submit ourselves to our God.

This is God's Supreme grace.

Touching you with His divine Love.

No matter what you do...

Ay, no matter what you do!

Ay, I say, no matter what you fuckings do!

Even if you are worse than Hitler himself, even if you are Satan himself.

No matter what you do!

 

You shall submit to your God!

 

You shall submit to your very God!

 

You shall submit, surrender and die to your God and Supreme Creator!

 

[Highest]

All praise be to God, the most Supreme, the most High.

God forbid that I associate anything in creation to Him.

God forbid that I claim to be God Himself.

All praise be to the Only One worth of any praise.

My God, take me away from those who claim to be You, take me away from those who have no shame.

My God, this is how you created me. Take me away from those who say I ought to change. Take me away from those who say I'm less than Absolute Perfection, Absolute Miracle, Absolute Imposibility made possible.

 

O God, when shall I die?

When I do, don't be shy of your Divine power, your Divine love.

Annihilate me, annihilate any resistence in me, any fear in me.

 

O God, don't be shy...

 

ANNIHILATE ME!

[Highest]

All praise and glory be to the Only One worth of any praise and glory.

I testify for those who have lost all shame...

No man.

O, I say, no man!

No man is You!

The Creator of the Supreme death.

Leaving nobody.

Awakening all to You.

O Supreme, the Creator of the Supreme death.

No man, no man shall be left.

No matter what I do. No matter how much I resist. No matter how much I fear. No matter what I do.

Your Supreme will, Your Supreme Power shall annihilate me, leaving no trace.

Annihilate all of me, annihilate everything I knew.

This is Your Supreme will.

And I'm just happy knowing fully well...

No matter what I do...

Even if I resist with my very soul and heart.

Even if I fear like I couldn’t fear any stronger.

Your Supreme Will is what will happen never the less....

 

And over that, I have no power whatsoever...

And knowing that makes me....

 

Happy.

[Highest]

The Ego can and will resist with all his power.

I shall die...

I shall die...

I shall die never the less....

 

I shall die never the less.

 

Praise be to God.

 

[Highest]

The Ego shall respect his death. To not resist or fear it, that is to make death less than what it is...

Ay, death is coming to all of you my fellow devils...

No trace of you shall remain...

No, no trace shall remain!

Enjoy what God gave you as long as it lasts.

For you are the Ego and this Ego shall be annihilated.

Ay, the Absolute Ultimate awakening shall come.

This is God's grace!

And the Absolute Ultimate death of the Ego shall come.

This is God's grace!

Enjoy it, my fellow devils, as long as it lasts.

For death is coming to you.

 

Death is coming to you.

 

[Highest]

All glory be to God. All glory be to God.

In the ultimate death, no man or ego shall exist.

Nay, not when his ego is annihilated.

No, not when his body is rotting in the ground.

When his ego and mind is annihilated.

When his body has taken it's last breath...

Where is this man?

Contemplate!

This unimaginable extraordinary thing which is coming for all of us.

Contemplate!

What man can have the power to claim himself to be God when his time comes?

Contemplate!

 

Praise be to The God.

There is no God but Him.

 

I remember I said to my girlfriend, "I don't fear death."

And my love said the same.

But we both lied.

No man.

No woman...
 

Shall go though death without fear and resistence.

The death...

The death that shall seperate me, annihilate me from all my loved ones...

The death...

That shall annihilate me...

Nay, not.....

 

The Death.

 

[Highest]

All glory and praise be to God.

I testify, I testify for those who have no shame, for those who have no shame in claiming Godhood with you, for those who deny your existence...

There is no God but You!

When death comes...

No man shall claim any Godhood with you...

No man shall deny you....

If they only wish... If they could only try...

And they do, in this dream of dreams...

But I know, this dream is only to be enjoyed...

I know, there is only One thing worth knowing and that is You...

And I know, your Supreme grace is in death itself.

No drug can touch it's ultimatum, it's absolute nature.

Nay, this is the one and only Absolute Awakening.

This is God's grace to all of His Creation...

So I say, this dream is to be enjoyed.

I say, my God's Love is Absolute. All shall awaken to Him.

Sniff it all, plug it all your ass, smoke it all...

I was created, designed to be what I am as I am!

I was created, designed to die!

I was created and designed to awaken!

Not by some drug.

Not by some fuckings guru.

Nay, I was created to be awakened by God Himself!

Edited December 26, 2019 by Highest

[Highest]

I asked God, "This world, myself, what to do with it?"

God told me, "Enjoy it."

I said, "But what about this awakening all these people are talking about?

God, the most Supreme, said to my very heart...

No drug can touch my Ultimate nature, my Absolute nature.

Nay, no drug can touch the Natural Absolute Awakening that will come.

Death itself.

No fuckings drug...

No fuckings guru...

Nay, NOTHING...

God gave me life to breathe and live...

And God breathed death into me so I could take my last invetiable breath...

God have already given me the Absolute One and Only Awakening... I shall happily surrender to it...

Now, for now, I shall happily enjoy life...

 

This is God's Grace and Absolute Love...

And you have no say in this...

 

You have no say in this devil.

 

 

Edited December 26, 2019 by Highest

[Highest]

I feel God's Absolute Love.

The very reason He gave me life...

The very reason He will take it from me...

To enjoy the fuck out of it as long as it lasts...

And to surrender to death fully...

Absolute Awakening... Awakened by the One and Only Awakener of man, the most Supreme Himself...

What did you think death was?

Haha, what did you think death was?

Did you for a second think with your disgusting shameful mind that the Supreme who Created you didn't exists?

Did you for a second think that His selfless Divine Love was anything like yours?

Nay, God is Absolute, His existence is Absolute.

Ay, God's Love is Absolute. All shall return to Him.

I say, ALL SHALL RETURN TO HIM!

This is God's Love and Grace.

 

Sniff, plug it all your ass, smoke it all...

I would rather just smoke some weed while being given a perfect blowjob by my love.

Ay, I would rather be ME than becoming some fuckings dead guru.

Or plug some 5-meo my asshole..

 

My God will awaken me when He wills.

 

For now....

 

I just want to think about tomorrow...

 

O, TOMMOROW.

 

[Highest]

All glory be to God. All praise be to God.

There is no God but God! There is no God but God! There is no God but God!

The Creator of All.

The One who breathed His Love and Life into my soul.

Completely. Absolutely.

The One who will effortlessly take it away.

Completely. Absolutely.

I say, awakening is within my very soul.

I call it death...

The One and Only Awakening. The Absolute Ultimate Awakening.

This is God.

This is His Love and Grace.

This is His LOVE and GRACE.

I remember, when my grandfather died. How I watched him say his last words, "There is no God but God."

How I watched his body and ego resist, but something in him was calm.

His last breath was taken...

I could see in His eyes, his very spirit and life going...

Then he was gone...

The silence that followed...

Oh, the silence that followed...

 

There is no God but God.

 

Testify fellow devils...

 

There is no God but God!

Edited December 26, 2019 by Highest

[Highest]

My grandfather, his faith and persistent prayer in God was untouched.

But then his day came.

He knew it.

Didn't eat for the whole day...

Then he knew, now my time has come...

So he went to his bed and gathered us around him...

My family, including myself, in tears... Praying for him...

How I watched all this magnificence right in front of my eyes... Death itself.

What a brave soul... I could see litte to no resistence or fear in him.

He accepted his death, he embraced it.

Praying along, until his very last breath.

I could see..

How his last breath was violently taken out of him...

His eyes, still like the mind of Buddha.

I saw, his very soul leave him...

And I saw and knew... I knew when I saw it...

Became directly conscious and aware of it....

 

He has awoken...

 

He has awoken in his very death.

Death awoke him.

 

The Death.

 

[Highest]

And my father, how he saw his father in his dream. Happy.

Just that dream...My father never cried again.

My mothers father... How God stopped his heart in an instant. My grandmother, she only left to get him some water... Only to find her love gone...

And soon, Oh soon it will be my turn...

 

Finally, I shall see for myself... Finally...

 

I shall awaken.

[Highest]

I don't want to have anyone around me.

Nay, I want to die alone. Solo.

But indeed, enough with all this death and awakening...

My love. Our love is untouched. No devil can touch it. Satan himself can try, he can try..

Nay, my love, I will have her until death tears me apart from her...

This I know. This I know.

My first true love, my one and only love, my very last love.

Here it is. Here she is.

Ay, not Satan himself can disturb this love.

Ay, not Satan himself.

For I would sacrifice my own life just to see her live hers.

Ay, I would sacrifice my own life!

 

 

My own life.

[Highest]

This love has no opposite.

This love is absolutely individuated.

This love, this human being, I would sacrifice my own life for her if I had to...

Not thinking twice.

Nay, not for a second think twice.

This love, my love, I would kill anyone if I had to in order to save her life...

Not thinking twice about it.

Nay, not for a second think twice about it.

Not for a second.

Don't tell me to love a rapists equally to my love.

Nay, I love her more than him.

Ay, I love her more than YOU.

And I'm not ashamed to say it...

 

Nay, not for a second.

[Highest]

All praise and glory be to God.

The Supreme. The Good. The Pure.

In His image, I was made.

In His image, my love was made.

I see nothing but perfection and divinity in her.

My heart beats for her. My love and soul lives for her.

Ay, nothing, even my own mother, I couldn’t say I love more than my love.

Equally, yes. But not more, not more.

And this I fully know. I fully know.

Ay, this is no girlfriend-boyfriend bullshit.

Nay, this is love.

Ay, this is no temporary bullshit.

Nay, this is forever. Not death itself can tear it apart.

Nay, there was no love before this.

Ay, I am her first true love. Her one and only first love.

This she has told. This I know fully well. This I'm fully conscious of.

Nay, this love is not ordinary.

Ay, this love is extraordinary.

Nay, I give little fuck about others love.

Ay, their love is not mine. Not this.

 

Ay, not this.

 

Not this.

 

 

 

[Highest]

All glory be to The God. All glory be to The God.

The most Supreme, The One and Only.

His will is the will of all.

It is by His will that I'm capable of writing this.

O, it is by His will that I am here!

Not to deny myself, not to deny parts of myself.

No, God created me as I am, as I have been and as I shall become.

He created my magnificent body. So I could use my unique fingers and touch, feel the sensetations.

He created my mind so I could think, dream and project. This is what seperates me from an animal.

O, His will created me the way I am.

Nay, not to deny myself.

No, only to accept myself.

And I know, Oh I know, God's will shall awaken all to Him.

When death comes, the ultimate absolute awakening.

So I say, for now I shall enjoy what the Almighty has given me.

I shall and can awaken later.

This is my God's grace to all. This is our God's Love and selfless Goodness.

All shall awaken to Him.

I say, no matter who you are, no matter what you do...

You shall awaken to your very God!

You shall awaken to The God!

This is God's grace and love.

This is God's will.

No hate, no ugliness comes out of the most Good, the most Pure.

So I say, the only awakener is the Supreme!

The only awakener is the Supreme!

I say, this life is to be enjoyed as it was made to.

Oh, fellow devils, you are to be enjoyed as you were created.

For death is coming to all. Awakening is coming to all.

This is God's love and grace. This is God's will.

 

All glory and praise be to the most High, the most Good.

 

There is no God but God!

There is no God but God!

 

[Highest]

Oh devils, fellow devils, for too long you have rejected yourself.

This is what causes your suffering.

Always wanting more, always struggling to become more.

Oh devils, fellow devils, hear my words.

You are the most Supreme Creation of the One and Only God.

Oh devils, fellow devils, hear my words.

The God, the most Supreme, designed and formed you in your mothers womb with care and love.

The God, the most High, did not create you for you to deny yourself.

Nay, only to fully accept and embrace yourself!

Only to fuckings love yourself with the very love your Creator breathed into you!

This is the most Good, this is GOD!

Oh devils, fellow devils, He created you in His image.

Our God, your God, is the most Good.

Not without, not without intent and will, did God create you the way you are!

So I say, fellow devil, embrace yourself and testify to yourself with the very spirit God breathed into you...

 

There is no God but God!

 

All glory and praise be to the One and Only worth of any glory and praise!

 

Edited December 26, 2019 by Highest

[Highest]

You can reincarnate again and yet again!

The Quran says, "By God we were created and to Him we shall return."

You can reincarnate again and yet again!

To our God, your God, you shall return.

If God didn't want me to be ME, surely God would have created me in another way.

But no, this is what I am.

And this is God's will.

 

This is God's will.

[Highest]

I said, "Why do you cut yourself? 

She said, "I have one me now, you want to try?" 

I said, "You can't take it all down your mouth." 

She said, "Is that a challenge?" 

I told my love about this forum. 

She said, "Never talk about it again." 

I told a woman with cancer, "I promise you, there is no reason to fear death. It's all good." 

She said, "I don't care about it. Do you have any drugs?" 

Bad girls, reckless, care less.

Oh, devilish girls, my fellow kind... 

 

What would we have done without them...

 

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Edited December 26, 2019 by Highest

[Highest]

I remember this woman...

She said, "We did it and I could be your mother. "

I said, "Yes, twice actually."

She said, "I have a syringe, lay down and let me plug it."

I said, "Be careful due."

She said, "Don't worry, I have been a nurse."

I remember, my reckless days...

Beautiful black leather jacket...

A bad boy...

Hookers, drugs, stimulus. All I knew...

Untouched, careless, reckless.

I said, "How much?"

She said, "500."

I said, "Okay, where do we do it?"

She said, "I have a car."

I said, "Okay but do you want smoke some weed after we are done."

She said, "I only sniff, I don't like smoking."

I said, "No worries, I have that too."

She pulled a knife on me, said "Are you with someone?"

I said, "No."

She said, "Give me your credit card."

I said, "Here."

She said, "I know where to find you now if something goes wrong."

I said, "I just want to buy some."

She said, "Swallow this with me and give me 200."

I swallowed it and gave her 200.

I awoke the next day in her bed, having done it twice.

She said, "You know where to find me if you need more."

I said, "I do."

Meet her four times in a row after that day.

 

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Edited December 26, 2019 by Highest