The Heck Should I Choose?!

[WingT]

Hi all ,  i have a Problem deciding what my life purpose is, i get stuck between two roads:

1.making music to motivate people with low self-esteem and confidence issues;

 

2.Mastering Personal dewelopment and Becoming a life Coach and helping people much better that way;

 

I love both of Them, i was passionate with music since my chilldhood, it was a way to get more popular in highschool and since i graduate i was doing it less and less. 

 

I Do Personal dewelopment for 8-9 months continously and have implemented some productive habits like

meditation,

beeing gratefull,

journaling

and visualization. 

 

I finished the life purpose course, but i feeld like two opposite Parts where taking the course, one Day i was more with a music trajectory and a couple day's later i was back again with coaching. That gets me only a Frustration Bonus 

 

One think you should know about me, when i Choose something to do i go all in, is like i am obssesed and forget anythink else, that makes me fearfull because if i Choose to go in the path of music i would loose Awareness of my good habits and i would go back into my old nasty habits like Smoking cigarettes, video games and tv. 

 

I would be very thankfull if someone would help me out  . 

 

Edited June 7, 2016 by WingT

[charlie2dogs]

28 minutes ago, WingT said:

Hi all ,  i have a Problem deciding what my life purpose is, i get stuck between two roads:

1.making music to motivate people with low self-esteem and confidence issues;

 

2.Mastering Personal dewelopment and Becoming a life Coach and helping people much better that way;

 

I love both of Them, i was passionate with music since my chilldhood, it was a way to get more popular in highschool and since i graduate i was doing it less and less. 

 

I Do Personal dewelopment for 8-9 months continously and have implemented some productive habits like

meditation,

beeing gratefull,

journaling

and visualization. 

 

I finished the life purpose course, but i feeld like two opposite Parts where taking the course, one Day i was more with a music trajectory and a couple day's later i was back again with coaching. That gets me only a Frustration Bonus 

 

One think you should know about me, when i Choose something to do i go all in, is like i am obssesed and forget anythink else, that makes me fearfull because if i Choose to go in the path of music i would loose Awareness of my good habits and i would go back into my old nasty habits like Smoking cigarettes, video games and tv. 

 

I would be very thankfull if someone would help me out  . 

 

why should you choosing music have anything to do with your losing awareness of your good habits, and if it is that easy for you to forget and go back to your old nasty habits, then you havent gotten anywhere to begin with, you are only fooling yourself.   Did it ever occur to you to make your awareness of your good habits a part of your music. 

[WingT]

@charlie2dogs thanks for the reply. 

I thought about this but then doubth and all that crazy monkey Chatter apeared.i should see this that where the biggest fear is there i should go. 

 

 

[Clay]

You can consider doing both, as those 2 roads don't seem mutually exclusive.