Manic or Enlightenment

[EntheogenTruthSeeker]

Hey, so my awakenings are turning out to be in hospitals every time and there are days when I dont sleep for two or three days to insights and I am clueless. Medication makes me a robot zombie. Psychedelics have treated me very well, but I'm scared I won't sleep

 

HELP please

[EntheogenTruthSeeker]

Everytime I smoke marjuana or do psychedelics i have states where I am the universe, ego is resisting the truth, I am in heaven, etc. But it seems so insnane and when im drugged off medication from doc and I come back from the high, it seems like insanity. No clue what to do. 

[erik8lrl]

Of course, because it is insanity to the perspective of other egos. Enlightenment is not that different from going insane, but what is sanity but a structure that holds the belief of reality together. Just accept what's there and be.

[EntheogenTruthSeeker]

@erik8lrl thank you so much, man. This journey is a mind fuck

[Nak Khid]

36 minutes ago, EntheogenTruthSeeker said:

Hey, so my awakenings are turning out to be in hospitals every time and there are days when I dont sleep for two or three days to insights and I am clueless. Medication makes me a robot zombie. Psychedelics have treated me very well, but I'm scared I won't sleep

 

HELP please

 

33 minutes ago, EntheogenTruthSeeker said:

Everytime I smoke marjuana or do psychedelics i have states where I am the universe, ego is resisting the truth, I am in heaven, etc. But it seems so insnane and when im drugged off medication from doc and I come back from the high, it seems like insanity. No clue what to do. 

 

Help us to understand the steps here how one thing leads to another in sequence, need detail

1)  You smoke marijuana or do psychedelics.
I'm not saying there is anything wrong with it but why do you so this

2) You wind up in the hospital
Why? How does that happen? 

3) They give you psychiatric medications.  Then you say you come back off the high and it feels insane. What do you mean by this?  You come down off the marijuana or psychedelic high and that feels insane? Why? Why would coming down feel like you are insane?

Doe this mean when you are sober that you are having so much anxiety that the marijuana and psychedelics are temporarily distracting you from that?
 

 

[Nak Khid]

57 minutes ago, EntheogenTruthSeeker said:

 but I'm scared I won't sleep

HELP please

First decide on a time you want to sleep and also a 2 hour point in time before that.
Set up an alarm, maybe on your phone for these two times. This 2 hour point has to be sober of drugs or alcohol if not a longer period.
No electronic distractions allowed, no internet, phone off, no movies or tv.
Just. book reading allowed.  Record in a journal half a page on how you are feeling that day to get it out of your head.

When you get to the time you want to sleep use the William Hoff breathing technique which really slows things down.  Count 30 breathes.  When you inhale inhale to full lung capacity powerfully.  At this point don't hold it there juts exhale with no special intent or trying to slow down the exhale.  Just let it out fairly quickly naturally, don't eve think about the exhale and go to the next powerful inhale.
So one inhale and one exhale counts as one, do 30.
At this point your lungs will have a lot of oxygen built up in then and you will be very slowed down and hardly even feel like hardly breathing. You will still be breathing but it will be slow.
Don't try to push it to 40 or 50 breathes, that will through it off balance if used for this sleep purpose and you will need to get to the mental part, the next step

Next use one of these hypnosis sleep apps like " Relax & Sleep Well"  and don't resist it follow through the whole thing.
Don't try to get imaginative or creative during this just focus on shutting down and going to sleep.  The imaginative stuff can come in dreams after you are asleep so you want to get there first, to sleep.


 

[Red-White-Light]

@EntheogenTruthSeeker You're going to need to stop taking any phycedelics for at least a year, take the medicine and focus on getting yourself better and not having sleep problems. If you're ending up in a hospital that's a very bad sign. 

[Aaron p]

Be sure to loose your mind in a healthy, stable way. If it's happening in a bad, unpredictable way...focus on fixing your mind first then focus on removing it ??

[Highest]

Total true insanity=Enlightenment. 

Sanity is just conditioned insanity like

1. I was born

2. I am seperate

3. I am not God

Etc etc, the list is infinite. 

Your normal guy in the street basically.