The peak of my consciousness: The most ultimate and terrifying experience of my life

[Highest]

NOTE: This is not made up. For many, this may sound lunatic, simply impossible, made up etc. If you don't believe me, that's okay. But if you believe me, just know that everything I will write here was actually my direct personal experience. This will be long but it's worth reading it all. Take from it whatever you like. This is to show you just how radical, extreme and simply magical reality can become. So here we go.

Before this experience happened, I was already in a very radical state of consciousness. I was in the town, my entire body was energy, everyone and everything was this one energy. But let's continue.

I was now on my way to train to get back home as it was now late. As I sat waiting for the train, a woman was arguing with another man. They were both angry, then the man got on his train. Then my train came and the woman took the same train. For some reason I feelt horny and decided to try and hook up this woman. I told her I had some weed, if she had a place we could smoke togheter if she wanted. She said okay and we went to her home. Note, in our entire road to her home I was still in this state of consciousness, energy was pouring out from her directly into me, way more powerful now.

We got to her home. I took off my shoes, went to couach and got some weed out while she asked me some  questions. As I was making a joint, she suddenly stood up and kneeled in front of her tv. Then she told me to come so I went to her, stood one feet from her while she was in her knees. I asked "What is it?" and then it suddenly happened.

In an instant, she literally throwed handcuffs made of energy around my arms and feet. Then a very dark and  powerful entity emerged from behind my back. I got literally terrified, I couldn’t look at it. But there it was, fully alive and existent. I lost all control. This entity literally moved my body back to the couch. The woman was sitting beside me calmly, while I was terrified and utterly confused as to what is happening.

As I sat on the couch, this entity forcebly took of my pants and shouted with all it's power "Suck me!". The woman, calmly said "No" and took up my pants. Suddenly another force emerged in front of the tv. It was a very powerful round dot of pure energy spinning around. It suddenly pooped there in an instant. I felt and now know it was God itself. Just the sound it made when it came shouted "God" instantly in me.

I looked at God for like 3 seconds and then my head was controlled by itself directly towards the woman. I was still terrified. As I looked at this woman into her eyes, she gave me a clear signal to keep looking at her eyes like my life depended upon it, and it feelt that way. In shock and horror, I gazed into her eyes for my very life. We gazed for about 4-5 minutes. In these minutes, she was throwing energy into my eyes, into my very soul. This dark entity became weaker and weaker, I could feel it altough all I could do was to focus on her eyes, like intense focus like I have never done before.

4-5 min of this gazing continued until she said with a smile "I have always loved you". At this point, I couldn’t feel the intense dark power and energy of this entity. After she said "I have always loved you", the spinning energy now came and literally spinned my head around 3 times. At this point, the dark entity was gone. The woman, holding my hands, stood me up and told me to lay in the couch, then she gave me water with 4 sleeping pills to drink. I remember drinking it and shortly after going to sleep while I was looking at this spinning energy spinning around and around with this godly power.

When I woke up, the woman was just looking at me like nothing happened. Remembering everything, I asked "What happened?". She just stood up and pushed me, told me to get out. So I did. I never meet the woman again, I didn't have her number and nor do I remember where she lives.

I don't know how this supposed "human being" could do this, I don't know what she truly was. I just knew what happened and that it was the most ultimate and extreme experience of my life.

[erik8lrl]

Very interesting story. It sounds like she is very conscious, powerful too. It probably helped cleanse your energy.

[Mu_]

4 hours ago, Highest said:

NOTE: This is not made up. For many, this may sound lunatic, simply impossible, made up etc. If you don't believe me, that's okay. But if you believe me, just know that everything I will write here was actually my direct personal experience. This will be long but it's worth reading it all. Take from it whatever you like. This is to show you just how radical, extreme and simply magical reality can become. So here we go.

Before this experience happened, I was already in a very radical state of consciousness. I was in the town, my entire body was energy, everyone and everything was this one energy. But let's continue.

I was now on my way to train to get back home as it was now late. As I sat waiting for the train, a woman was arguing with another man. They were both angry, then the man got on his train. Then my train came and the woman took the same train. For some reason I feelt horny and decided to try and hook up this woman. I told her I had some weed, if she had a place we could smoke togheter if she wanted. She said okay and we went to her home. Note, in our entire road to her home I was still in this state of consciousness, energy was pouring out from her directly into me, way more powerful now.

We got to her home. I took off my shoes, went to couach and got some weed out while she asked me some  questions. As I was making a joint, she suddenly stood up and kneeled in front of her tv. Then she told me to come so I went to her, stood one feet from her while she was in her knees. I asked "What is it?" and then it suddenly happened.

In an instant, she literally throwed handcuffs made of energy around my arms and feet. Then a very dark and  powerful entity emerged from behind my back. I got literally terrified, I couldn’t look at it. But there it was, fully alive and existent. I lost all control. This entity literally moved my body back to the couch. The woman was sitting beside me calmly, while I was terrified and utterly confused as to what is happening.

As I sat on the couch, this entity forcebly took of my pants and shouted with all it's power "Suck me!". The woman, calmly said "No" and took up my pants. Suddenly another force emerged in front of the tv. It was a very powerful round dot of pure energy spinning around. It suddenly pooped there in an instant. I felt and now know it was God itself. Just the sound it made when it came shouted "God" instantly in me.

I looked at God for like 3 seconds and then my head was controlled by itself directly towards the woman. I was still terrified. As I looked at this woman into her eyes, she gave me a clear signal to keep looking at her eyes like my life depended upon it, and it feelt that way. In shock and horror, I gazed into her eyes for my very life. We gazed for about 4-5 minutes. In these minutes, she was throwing energy into my eyes, into my very soul. This dark entity became weaker and weaker, I could feel it altough all I could do was to focus on her eyes, like intense focus like I have never done before.

4-5 min of this gazing continued until she said with a smile "I have always loved you". At this point, I couldn’t feel the intense dark power and energy of this entity. After she said "I have always loved you", the spinning energy now came and literally spinned my head around 3 times. At this point, the dark entity was gone. The woman, holding my hands, stood me up and told me to lay in the couch, then she gave me water with 4 sleeping pills to drink. I remember drinking it and shortly after going to sleep while I was looking at this spinning energy spinning around and around with this godly power.

When I woke up, the woman was just looking at me like nothing happened. Remembering everything, I asked "What happened?". She just stood up and pushed me, told me to get out. So I did. I never meet the woman again, I didn't have her number and nor do I remember where she lives.

I don't know how this supposed "human being" could do this, I don't know what she truly was. I just knew what happened and that it was the most ultimate and extreme experience of my life.

How much weed did you smoke? Sounds pretty out there.  Although I've had some pretty unexplanable things happen in my life as well.

Edited December 18, 2019 by Mu_

[Highest]

@erik8lrl She was non-human or indeed just extremely powerful and conscious human. In either case, she knew everything (the energy happening etc) and had no fear in her. 

@Mu_ I smoked one joint that day. 

 

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@Highest Bro sometimes crazy shit happens and you just gotta accept that shit like it never happened. 

[Shin]

Why are you shocked ?

Didn't you already know that life is just your own imagination ?

[Highest]

3 minutes ago, Shin said:

Why are you shocked ?

Didn't you already know that life is just your own imagination ?

Note, this happened years ago. I forgot to mention that. 

From the Absolute point of view, all this may be all God's imagination. However, any finite being would get shocked, being there, more real than real. 

It might all be imagination. An imagination which never the less feels pretty real. Imagination=Reality, no difference. 

[Shin]

5 minutes ago, Highest said:

Note, this happened years ago. I forgot to mention that. 

From the Absolute point of view, all this may be all God's imagination. However, any finite being would get shocked, being there, more real than real. 

It might all be imagination. An imagination which never the less feels pretty real. Imagination=Reality, no difference. 

Didn't you said you were already one with God and basically already enlightened ?

[Highest]

2 minutes ago, Shin said:

Didn't you said you were already one with God and basically already enlightened ?

I can't remember claiming to be "enlightened", whatever that is supposed to mean. If I did, I did so out of ignorance. I'm conscious that I am God. I'm One with myself.