I'm going to explode :)

[StephenK]

I've been doing a lot of self-inquiry and contemplation over the last few years. However, something is different now. The self-inquiry has developed a momentum of it's own -- and it's accelerating. I can't stop it now. Insights are shooting through my ego like a 50 caliber rifle. It's like Spirituality has suddenly become REAL. There's been much great wisdom given to me by members on this forum, but it never really 'clicked'. Spirituality was always something I retreated into -- that is, I treated it as if it was something other than this world, something not of this world... ethereal if you will. Now, I see. It's right here. The door is open and it has become Actual. There is a silent force building up in me. Unapologetic. Will-full. Loving. It can't be stopped, even if this ego wants it to. The ego cannot contain this immense force.  Everything you need is already in you. Thanks everybody.

[Inliytened1]

@StephenK nice! Yes Infinity / You are quite the force.  Welcome home!?❤

[Aaron p]

Yeah I perceive that enlightenment is like a build up of pressure like water building and building until one day BOOM your ass blows out and you cease to exist as an ego. It's pure emptiness I see in an enlightened being. Very powerful

[StephenK]

@Inliytened1 Yes. It is a wonder that the ego ever managed to contain this for so long. A true marvel this ego is and continues to be!

@Aaron p Yes, the immense emptiness is something wild/unimaginable. And I know I've only witnessed/embodied 0.00001% of it!