My journey towards authentic self.

[Existence]

Even though most of my life has been constructed on people pleasing, to get fame, to be perfect, this right here is complete exception. Kinda intentionally defying the urge to filter myself.

No, this would not be the perfectly done project the one would read. Filled with many grammatical mistakes and bullshits.but yeah, that's the project , to resist the urge to be someone else and me to please somebody else's dogma. I would be basically post my thoughts about life and explore my negative experiences.

And if my thinkings contradicts with you, or you don't like my English, go ahead post a negative comment. I don't care. At the end that doesn't matter whether i got 1m views on YouTube or become the most criticised one. Nobody doesn't really care, when they are lying in their death bed. Really a rough awakening when you realize your life you passed clinging to the wrong.

I'm really sick of that game. Game of perfection, game of manipulating, game of thinking what others would think.

I quit.

Everybody can start the defiltering process in their own life.

Edited December 1, 2019 by Existence

[Existence]

I don't really except anyone to reply this.

[Existence]

I'm over and over falling into this trap of seeking approval, the very thing that I'm trying to move forward from.

Im continuously checking it's views and secretly wanting someone to reply here.

Edited December 1, 2019 by Existence