Brain visions

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I do not inherently trust anyone as a result of these experiences 

 

 

 

 

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A lot of women are enablers. They use victimhood as a cop out to their accountability. 

 

"I was going through depression and I was sick all the time, that's why I did whatever I did, I wouldn't have done it otherwise. My depression was causing" 

So when a man does something wrong, it's because he is evil. 

But when a woman does something wrong, oh wait, it's her depression!!! 

 

No woman, it wasn't your depression. You actively caused the abuse. My abuse. 

 

 

 

 

 

 

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Depression is the Cinderella of psychiatric disorders!

 

Pretty much 

 

 

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Yesterday one of my family members had a long talk and explained some stuff and that was a great relief. It was a slap in the face. 

 

 

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Just trying to get my shit together. 

I need to focus on nutrition and retaining nutrition. 

 

Today is February 11. 

Can't take it much longer. I need to go in overdrive and get stuff done. 

 

 

 

Edited February 11, 2020 by Preety_India

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At this point I need razor sharp focus. 

 

I want to be totally focused on my body. 

 

 

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February 11, 2020

 

Today is really time for final changes. 

 

 

 

Wishing myself good luck. 

 

 

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7 minutes ago, Preety_India said:

 

 

I can give 3 tips 

 

1. Emotional comfort. I used to indulge in eating and cutting in order to get emotional comfort. However it wasn't healthy. Over time I have realized that the body/mind craves emotional comfort one way or the other and even seeks it in unhealthy ways. So turn it to something healthy. Like playing, exercise, listening to peaceful music, relaxation exercises, laughter therapy. 

2. Living a clean life. Try cutting out bad habits and anything bad/addictive, it saps or drains your emotional energy 

 

 

3.  Writing a vision board and taking baby steps towards 2 important things - SELF CARE and PERSONAL DEVELOPMENT /PD. 

 

Hope this helps. 

 

 

 

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I want to have like a chalkboard for my vision

 

 

 

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4 hours ago, Preety_India said:

 

 

I can give 3 tips 

 

1. Emotional comfort. I used to indulge in eating and cutting in order to get emotional comfort. However it wasn't healthy. Over time I have realized that the body/mind craves emotional comfort one way or the other and even seeks it in unhealthy ways. So turn it to something healthy. Like playing, exercise, listening to peaceful music, relaxation exercises, laughter therapy. 

2. Living a clean life. Try cutting out bad habits and anything bad/addictive, it saps or drains your emotional energy 

 

 

3.  Writing a vision board and taking baby steps towards 2 important things - SELF CARE and PERSONAL DEVELOPMENT /PD. 

 

Hope this helps. 

 

 

 

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My chalkboard for my vision 2020

 

 

 

 

 

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I'm waiting for a great time with Andrew but he is busy and so am I.

 

I wish I could hug him

 

 

I'm planning to meet him at the end of this week. 

 

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Made rice with this. Yum! 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Edited February 11, 2020 by Preety_India

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I just feel awful

 

 

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I'm feeling a bit relaxed right now but still tight and on edge. 

 

Seems like it will take a few more days to get things sorted out once and for all. 

 

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Starting with vision board today

 

 

 

 

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I need to count 10  objects. A total of 20 objects

 

 

 

 

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On 1/16/2020 at 9:22 AM, Preety_India said:

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Star deck

Card 1 - curative 

 

 

 

 

 

Card 2 - good 

 

 

 

 

Card 3 - wise

 

 

 

Card 4  - high conscious 

 

 

 

Card 5 - productive 

 

 

 

Card 6 - genuine 

 

 

 

 

Card 7 - empathetic 

 

 

 

 

 

Card 8 - Godly/divine /spiritual 

 

 

 

Card 9 - gender role/normal 

 

 

Card 10 - survival 

 

 

 

 

Card 11 - pleasant 

 

 

 

Card 12 - accommodating /Harmonizing 

 

 

 

 

Card 14 - resilient{brave} /strong 

 

 

Card 15 - the egg /stimulating 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

On 1/16/2020 at 2:11 PM, Preety_India said:

 

Power deck or del diablo

 

 

Card 1 - toxic 

 

 

 

 

Card 2  - evil

 

 

 

 

 

Card 3 -  stupid 

 

 

 

 

 

Card 4  - low conscious 

 

 

 

 

 

Card 5 - unproductive 

 

 

 

 

Card 6 - shallow/pretentious 

 

 

 

 

Card 7 - narcissistic 

 

 

 

 

Card 8 -  Ungodly /Aspiritual 

 

 

 

 

Card 9 - non gender role /abnormal 

 

 

Card 10 - inhibiting 

 

 

 

 

 

Card 11 - unpleasant 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Card 12 - eliminating /deharmonizing 

 

 

 

 

 

Card 14 - weak /insecure 

 

 

 

 

Card 15 - discouraging /destructive 

 

 

 

 

 

On 1/20/2020 at 5:23 PM, Preety_India said:

2 extra sets of tarots 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

On 1/20/2020 at 9:14 PM, Preety_India said:

Energy tarot