Brain visions

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Be with supportive people 

Finally God will bring hope

 

 

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Journey to freedom 

 

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Vitamin C is helping me so much 

 

 

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Monster Tarot Deck 31 monsters cards. 

1  Hydrazonthus

2  Leviathan

3  Mastodon

4  Megalodon 

 

6  Zanthazar

7  Beelzebufo

8. Doedicurus

9  Hippopodus

 

10 Epicyon 

11 Eryops 

 

12 Dimetrodon 

 

14  Hydra 

15 Behemoth

16  Leprosaurus 

17  Kezizodon

18  Hogh hydra 

 

19  Buffidohagop

20  Deriopter

21  Trikiptera

22  Mandibuloptus

23  Sabrederedan

24  Bariophicus

25  Dagaricanthop

26  Naigousiyum 

27  Zugderondon

28  Caulidosternum

29  Bagathor

30 Igtheolup

31 Zerrighalesteus

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Main monsters 12 

 

Hydrazonthus

 Leviathan

Mastodon 

Megalodon 

Hydra 

 Behemoth

 Bagathor

Zerrighalesteus

  Hogh hydra

Hippopodus

Zanthazar

  Beelzebufo

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Toxicity of you

 

 

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Roles for different monsters 

Main monsters 12 

 

Hydrazonthus - Resilience 

 Leviathan - mysteriously insightful 

Mastodon -  juggernaut 

Megalodon -  super mental skill 

Hydra - always cool and a huge database of information 

 Behemoth - persistence of the mountains. 

 Bagathor - honesty and truth 

Zerrighalesteus - Ferocious 

  Hogh hydra -  high ambition 

Hippopodus -  unbeatable. Mamma bear.. 

Zanthazar -  quick and smart. 

  Beelzebufo - intense love and empathy 

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My favorite woman 

 

 

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How to survive a cult 

 

• Surviving through 
• Escaping 
• Celebrating freedom

 

Prayer..... 

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 This post inspires me to meditate more. 

 

Life seems worse after meditating, how to overcome this obstacle?

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I have now realized exactly why i meditate consistently for a few months then stop cold turkey until i pick it up again a few months later. I start feeling overwhelming anxiety and fear and i have a hunch that things start going worse when i meditate instead of better. I couldnt get a notion of why, why does this always happen until today i randomly listened to an esther hicks talk which covers this. She said that when people start meditating they always go to her asking why does it seem that all hell breaks lose in my life when i start this practice? And according to her its because when you meditate, you "calibrate" yourself to Source, to Who you Really Are, your divine self. Because of this, when you are in situations where you calibrate to who you are NOT (lets say negative emotions), you notice it 10x more intense than it was before. Apparently it didnt get worse, the negative emotion is always the same, it just seems worse because youve now accessed extremely positive emotions/vibrations in meditation. I find that this is likely what is going on with me, i feel anxiety soo much worse than it ever was before.

How do i overcome this obstacle? Halp.

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When you are in trapped circumstances you need more power to survive through it, to make the best out of it and to escape it and finally walk to freedom

It feels like a cult as long as you are in it. It can be a toxic relationship tying you down or a bad job. Bad environment. Bad system 

This I can call the Cult of Circumstances. 

Your circumstances are making you feel trapped and turning toxic.. 

 

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What motivates me now are the monster tarot cards. 

 

Because each monster represents a form of stamina or strength 

 

 

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Roles for different monsters 

Main monsters 12 

 

Hydrazonthus - Resilience 

 Leviathan - mysteriously insightful 

Mastodon -  juggernaut 

Megalodon -  super mental skill 

Hydra - always cool and a huge database of information 

 Behemoth - persistence of the mountains. 

 Bagathor - honesty and truth 

Zerrighalesteus - Ferocious 

  Hogh hydra -  high ambition 

Hippopodus -  unbeatable. Mamma bear.. 

Zanthazar -  quick and smart. 

  Beelzebufo - intense love and empathy 

 

 

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Trajectory based thinking 

 

This is my new concept for this week. 

It means you look at your life in a broader higher level way. The bird's eye view of your life. The encapsulation of the general assessment of your life. 

I will call it trajectory based thinking because sometimes during insight meditation you need to focus on the overall trajectory of your life and see where it's going. 

If the natural trajectory is going towards a degradative state, then hold back and make conscious effort to change this trajectory with your own persistence 

 

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What do you need for surviving the cult of Circumstances. 

You need

• Basic survival 
• Hope
• Patience 
• Strength 
• Determination 
• Perseverance 
• Adaptibility
• Smartness 
• Pre emptive thinking 
• Survival guide
• Tolerance and endurance 
• Intactness 
• Insight
• Therapy for avoiding and preventing personality changes and preventing brainwashing
• Keeping your natural self as strong and undeterred or unimpacted as possible 
• Escape and freedom strategies 

When you are surrounded by bullies and haters, you are not allowed to be your natural self. 

 

 

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