It's difficult accepting to be god, if you have no clue over how reality unfolds

[Schahin]

Reality and this story unfold day by day in a magical way and it is all imagined by me, but that makes it so difficult to accept I am god. 

I imagine it from where? If it is from here and now how can I not manipulate it in any way? 

I am God deluding myself thinking that I am not God, so would that mean my imagination is the law of attraction delusion factor that unfolds reality? 

Or is my big and higher self imagining it without itself ever being deluded but being like a father who knows and creates with utmost intelligence? 

Being god but not having control and not being able to manipulate reality (for the good of course, eradicating illnesses, corruption, inequality) makes it sometimes difficult to accept myself as god. 

It makes me realize always the trinity which Christianity mentions, that god is the father the son and the holy spirit. 

So you are the son but there is still the father (that is you too), but the father is in no way deluding itself ever. It is always the pure god awareness which creates without the sons consent. And the son is deluding itself, ultimately all are one, but one is deluded the other isnt. I cant wrap my head around how that works. But who said that god can be explaines? If god could be explained it wouldnt be god

Let me give an example to clarify it further:

Ill see a very bad shaped sad homless person having reached the bottom of existencd on the street. 

I look at him and think, okay he is god but he has no clue yet and thats why he is in that shape, or rather he is the son of god and his father (his higher self) wants him to experience this state of homelessness, abandonment and lostness, and no matter how much the homeless man tries, as long as the intelligent father prevents him from elevating he wont be able to elevate, which somehow sounds like destiny. 

What would be true here? Can the guy ever get out of his state by his personal will? 

Edited November 22, 2019 by Schahin

[Forestluv]

18 minutes ago, Schahin said:

What would be true here? 

A mind immersed in content. . . 

[Nak Khid]

33 minutes ago, Schahin said:

I am God deluding myself thinking that I am not God, so would that mean my imagination is the law of attraction delusion factor that unfolds reality? 

We are mere cells in the body of God not the totality of God

33 minutes ago, Schahin said:

Ill see a very bad shaped sad homeless person having reached the bottom of existence on the street. 

What would be true here? Can the guy ever get out of his state by his personal will? 

I look at him and think, okay he is god but he has no clue yet and thats why he is in that shape, or rather he is the son of god and his father (his higher self) wants him to experience this state of homelessness, abandonment and lostness, and no matter how much the homeless man tries, as long as the intelligent father prevents him from elevating he wont be able to elevate, which somehow sounds like destiny. 

Some homeless people remain homeless others  can raise themselves out.  

What God intends for them you will never know

Nevertheless you might be able to help them or acknowledge them  and by doing so raise yourself

 

 

 

[Schahin]

22 minutes ago, Serotoninluv said:

A mind immersed in content. . . 

I corrected the title, it wasnt meant to say good, but god.

Yes indeed my mind is immersed in content but I thought forums are for that hehe.

I could sit here still and contemplate a long time also, still it would take a while to respond to fundamental existential questions, maybe I wouldnt even get there. Even with psychedelics I cant seemto figure out these fundamental questions about the nature of why and how. This forum is a good hub to clarify a few things and then relieve the mind that way from more unnecessary questions. 

Like that thing with the homeless I asked. Obviously when you realize oneness and become spiritual, people at the bottom of society do care you infinitely more and it would be interesting to find out why they are in the state they are, that wont change there state but it is important to backgroundly know why and how.

[Schahin]

4 minutes ago, Nak Khid said:

We are mere cells in the body of God not the totality of God

Some homeless people remain homeless others  can raise themselves out.  

What God intends for them you will never know

Nevertheless you might be able to help them or acknowledge them  and by doing so raise yourself

 

 

 

Are you sure we will never know?

How can you be sure?

You are intimately god so maybe there is a slight possibility to realize something

[Nak Khid]

28 minutes ago, Schahin said:

Are you sure we will never know?

How can you be sure?

You are intimately god so maybe there is a slight possibility to realize something

We are tiny particles of God.

That is the realization.