MELANCHOLY MAN vs. I AM GOD

[Rebecca Kalamata]

I'm 10 minutes into your "Becoming God - Retreat Conclusions" video Leo.
Either I need some psychedelics or I don't need some psychedelics.

Melancholy Man
The Moody Blues
I'm a melancholy man, that's what I am,
All the world surrounds me, and my feet are on the ground.
I'm a very lonely man, doing what I can,
All the world astounds me and I think I understand
That we're going to keep growing, wait and see.
When all the stars are falling down
Into the sea and on the ground,
And angry voices carry on the wind,
A beam of light will fill your head 
And you'll remember what's been said
By all the good men this world's ever known.
Another man is what you'll see,
Who looks like you and looks like me,
And yet somehow he will not feel the same,
His life caught up in misery, he doesn't think like you and me,
'Cause he can't see what you and I can see.

I wrote a comment the other night after watching this "Content vs. Structures" video. Where are everybody else's comments to this video Leo? The only thing you got is my playing with words and things that popped into my head about being God. And now at 9:34 minutes into your Becoming God video you say awakening 3 was "I am God".

I've been going around saying to a select few for a last number of years that I am invisible. I do whatever I want, I look however I want, I go where ever I want, and not a soul notices. (And I am in Greece, a country where people do a whole lot of noticing.)  OK, I take it back, I took my kitten down to the sea and he followed me into the little waves. A few people noticed and they became our friends. (Mine and Tiko The Cat's) They saw the kitten. I was an after thought. 

It's pretty much the same in Redondo Beach California too though. 

The other thing is that since 2016, I think something and it is. I don't mean just little things like I write something and then you say it or I want a cat and the day after I arrive in Kalamata my neighbor comes from behind the house carrying a kitten and hands it to me, or that my cat hating husband thinks it is "The cat's Meow and is worrying how we will manage him in Athens and then back in R.B.

It's EVERYTHING. This is very hard to explain. The more I listen to you, the more I remember. I can't go on right now. I'll go back to listening about your awakenings. It's this eternal now with countless me lives, simutaneously being. 

IS THERE ANYBODY OUT THERE? 

 

Oh yea, I forgot to mention Jim Sloman. Read his book "Nothing" Search him on youtube and then ask me about my experience involving his work.

Edited November 18, 2019 by Rebecca Kalamata
added more info.