Spirituality Bucket- Fresh clean start

[Preety_India]

I suffered a major change emotionally in my life. 

So I decided I'll start on a fresh clean slate. And take parts from my previous experiences. 

 

So here I go 

 

[Preety_India]

On 10/13/2019 at 5:14 AM, Preety_India said:

Spiritual lessons I learned today 

 

There is more evil in people than there is in criminals. 

Evil is more defined by intent rather than extent of harm 

 

Slander

Punishment 

Persecution 

Demonization 

Ostracization 

Attacking self esteem 

Degradation. Degrading self esteem 

Alienation 

Emotional indifference 

Abuse 

Exploitation

 

Desire for someone to suffer 

Hate 

Judgement 

Injustice 

Bias 

Racism 

Discrimination 

Lies 

Provocation 

Bullying 

Blackmail 

Manipulation

Indifference coldness 

Lack of sensitivity and empathy

Lack of forgiveness 

Triggering 

Humiliation 

Mercilessness 

Arrogance 

Narcissism 

Betrayal 

Cheating

Abandonment 

Selfishness 

 

The other lesson I learned is that you attract whatever you attract to yourself as a result of your energy. Your own energy. 

For example if you had energy of kindness you will attract evil people who prey on kindness 

If you are narcissistic you will attract people who are very nice but also lose them as a result of your arrogance 

 

If you are a productive person you will attract situations that will open up avenues for you to be productive 

If you are a shallow person you will attract other shallow people and opportunities to make money 

If you are sociopathic you will attract situations in which you will express your sociopathic interest and that will cause trouble. 

 

Eventually you will attract situations defined by your energy. These situations will shape up your destiny and also these situations will help you learn more about yourself and your life and bring you closer to your life purpose and objectives. They will be like a mirror. They will show you who you are. The truth about you. They won't be in vain because they will be a part of your growth. They will be learning lessons along the path and  if you are a loving person a caring productive wonderful Empathetic person these situations will bring important lessons and insights along that will bring you closer and closer to your real needs. Your inner wisdom always exists even while you are going against it. This inner wisdom always chooses situations that help guide you to what's best for you and then what's best for you eventually happens depending on how strong your inner guiding energy is. There are 2 energies here. One is the guiding energy of the inner wisdom and one is your own energy of your character and personality your spirit. Both work together to bring you to your real path 

 

 

Another lesson I learned is what you create now is what defines your future. Whatever you create in this moment and in this chunk of time decides the nature and possibilities, problems and solutions and experiences of the next moment. 

 

On 10/13/2019 at 7:06 PM, Preety_India said:

So my spiritual journey continues and I derive insights during my meditation that helps me understand things better and become a better person every day.

One insight today was :-

We are great when we are great together not when we are great alone. 

Judgement is a form of evil. 

 

A king cannot be a king unless he feels the pain of the people in the streets. From his throne he cannot preach. 

 

Every life is sacred. Every life is a journey from birth to death. Everyone, even the people you hate was a child at some point. 

Word ammunition is nothing. Take the path of forgiveness. Be the higher person. Forgive those who hurt you and want wrong done to you. Because they are doing wrong. Their human perception doesn't matter. 

Fighting is a person's need to hurt another person and see who wins in a hurting match 

All the discrimination based on you are beautiful you are ugly this person is smarter that person is not, this person is better that is a loser is just another way that elitist humans divide society and people. It creates division not harmony. It does not help it only hurts so pay no mind to it. 

And the other thing I learned today is by our kindness and forgiveness we should inspire others. Hateful energy creates more hateful energy. You hate they hate, it leads to nothing but more hate. But loving energy brings peace to the soul

 

A smile comes  from a happy heart and tears come from a soul. So it's important to cry. 

There is a beautiful place to reach in your mind. That place is a spiritual place. In that place human perception won't matter. In that place or space there is only peace and love. When you are in that place, you will only experience love. Being in that place every day helps to see the pointlessness of human actions, words and systems designed around status, money, job, relationships, and all the classism. 

Success only teaches how to be successful. But it doesn't teach real knowledge that comes from witnessing realities. Success is an illusion like any other illusion. Everything that another human said to you is an illusion. You only need to live with purpose and be able to live fully and happily till the end of life. 

 

Death comes to all. Death is the equalizer. Therefore death is completely non judgemental. They key lies in having a happy death. 

 

 

[Preety_India]

On 10/14/2019 at 4:19 AM, Preety_India said:

Spiritual lessons

2 more 

 

That I grew out of my judgemental racist thinking about everything. 

Acceptance is a form of love 

To be at  peace with myself. 

 

To do my basic spiritual practices. 

That no matter whatever flaws you have to find peace and growth and love and fulfillment in the world. And love does that 

To be an inspiration to the world by example of love and being peaceful

 

Whatever happens in the world is none of your business. Don't let it bother. It's not your job to take care of it. Let God be the judge. Let destiny be the judge. We cannot decide things. You have to be normal and loving despite bad things happening to you and people doing wrong to you. This might look like weakness and allowing yourself to be victimized but it's really not that. Anger is fruitless. It's just you being butthurt. You take the higher road. You forgive. Sooner or later the other party will be inspired by your goodness and turn to love and stop their wicked actions. Although this thing looks lame. Do not develop a hateful bitter heart because you were wronged. You should have the perpetrator punished but don't allow that to turn into a war inside like a mission for justice for everyone. You don't have to show extra love. Just do not judge on the basis of what happened to you. 

Spirituality is also about growing in love. Like being less judgemental every day and being more kind and loving every day. That is also spiritual growth. 

The other is a form of maturity where you find solace in silence and in love and don't get triggered by judgement. To find love in acceptance and appreciation. 

To live in harmony with environment and natural systems 

know a reality as being a simulation

49:38

that is subject to one's intent and that

49:41

one uses symbolic metaphoric vehicles

49:44

for intent etc etc etc I don't want to

 

On 10/15/2019 at 7:40 PM, Preety_India said:

Different types of Santa Muerte 

La Nina Bonita or the beautiful lady

 

La Nina Blanca or the white lady 

 

La Dama Poderosa the powerful lady 

La Calaca or The Skeleton

La Flaquita or La Flaca or the skinny girl 

Nina Santa is Holy Girl 

La Hermana Blanca or the white sister. 

La Madrina or the Godmother 

La Huesuda or the Bony Lady 

La Santa Sebastiana the Revered or Adored Lady. 

Señora Blanca  or madam or miss white 

‘Señora Negra or madam/miss black Lady 

“Señora de las Sombras or madam/miss of the shades or colors. 

La Santisima Muerte or Santa Muerte or (The Most Holy Death)

 

 

 

 

 

 

Black represents total protection against black magic or sorcery, or conversely negative magic or for force directed against rivals and enemies. Blue candles and images of the saint indicate wisdom, which is favored by students and those in education. It can also be used to petition for health.

 

 

Working with Santa Muerte

The beauty of working with Santa Muerte is that she is a complete and total magical system in herself. This means that she can be called upon for every single need a person may have. Unlike the Saints and other deities who can only be called upon for issues that are within their particular workings or patronage, Santa Muerte has no limits or restrictions.

Santa Muerte does not separate good and evil. There is no distinction between the two in her eyes. Petitions are just petitions, cries for help in time of need. She will respond to requests of any nature and will never cast judgment upon a person for what they ask or who they are. Santa Muerte will grant many requests that are otherwise shunned by Saints.

 

 

Santa Muerte Colors

There are three basic or traditional colors used when working with the Santa Muerte: red, white, and black. In the following, everything that is not mentioned falls in the white representation.

White represents…
The removal of negative energy, cleansing, purification, removing obstacles, balancing the emotions, mental clarity, healing grudges, overcoming arguments, solving hurt feelings, envy, jealousy, anguish, disputes, healing, motivation, courage, overcome fears, peace, happiness, good luck, spiritual blessings, counseling and guidance, the white is an "all purpose" color and like the black image it can represent protection.

Red represents…
Love, passion, heat, lust, sexuality, fidelity, excitement, commitment, marriage, relationships, calm for a rocky relationship, overcome relationship problems, and anything to do with feelings of the heart. It also represents blood.

Black represents…
All forms of protection, overcoming problems and worries, obstacles, blockages, ridding someone from your life or vicinity, combat negativity, healing spiritual illness, reverse and return spellwork, spiritual or psychic attacks, enemy spellwork, revenge, and both cursing and unhexing


Other Colors of Santa Muerte

Bone represents…
Spirit contact, necromancy, ancestors, peace, success, harmony, and is an "all purpose" color much white.

Green represents…
Justice, fairness, legal matters, court hearings, legal disputes, law enforcement, winning the favor of a jury or judge, good luck, money, asking someone for a favor, increase business sales, improving financial situations, selling a home or a piece of property, gambling luck, pay raises, and job promotions

Gold represents…
Money, prosperity, success, spiritual blessings, asking for special favors, reaching goals and deadlines, abundance, riches, material gain, overcoming bad habits, self improvement, motivation, courage, strengthen a particular talent, gain new insight of a matter, overcoming fear, gaining new and fresh ideas, landing a new job or blessing the opening of a new business,

Purple represents…
Mental health, physical health, emotional health, spiritual health, psychic abilities, divination,

Blue represents…
Wisdom, education, study, learning, luck in taking exams, retaining information learned, strengthening the memory, overcome fear of public speaking, help a person get their point across to another, understanding, and knowledge.

Rainbow (also known as The Seven Powers) represents…
The gold is used for abundance, wealth, and family matters
The purple is used for change for the better, health, and letting go
The silver is used for good luck, stability, and blessings
The red is used for passion, love, romance
The copper is used for removing negative energies, cleansing, and protection
The blue is used for spirituality, study, and prosperity
The green is used for money, justice, and success

 

 

Santa Muerte Symbols

Some images of the Santa Muerte may be found with different symbols, holding different items in her hands or including different objects at her feet. Images of Santa Muerte usually have her carrying the symbols of a scythe and a world globe. The following are the most common symbols.

The Scythe…
The scythe or sickle has several meanings. First it is symbolic of endings. It can mean the ending of a time period, a routine, a dispute, an adventure, a relationship, etc... Endings come in many forms. Santa Muerte uses her scythe to cut away a persons link to something. It is also symbolic of death since it is believed by her followers that when a person's time is up she is the one who comes to escort the soul into the next existence. The scythe is also a symbol of harvest, prosperity, and hope. It can be said that the scythe she holds is a symbol of harvesting our dreams and desires. A sign of a persons request made to her will flourish, grow, and manifest. It cuts away obstacles that hold a person from making progress and clears a path for guidance. In addition, the scythe can symbolize power and strength. It can symbolize the power and strength that Santa Muerte herself carries over all humans and over her realm of the dead. It can also indicate power and strength in a person's spellwork with Santa Muerte, or power and strength over enemies.

The World Globe…
The world globe represents Santa Muerte's power over the entire world. She is not held back or limited to whom she can rule. She will eventually claim everyone living on earth. Santa Muerte is not limited to location or held back by time or space. She can claim judgment at any given moment. There are no boundaries. It's believed that after God, death (Santa Muerte) is the most powerful figure in the world, since without death there is no life, there is no existence. The globe is an indication that Santa Muerte rules over all race, religion, culture, and belief.....she's just known by other names....but most, if not all, religions have a ruler over death. Here, we call her Santa Muerte.

The Owl…
The owl is symbolic of darkness, nighttime, and keen vision. Santa Muerte's owl companion indicates powerful guidance for those who ask.

The Hourglass…
The hourglass symbolizes the hands of time. Each grain of sand is a moment of time itself. Each grain that her hourglass contains is indication of a person's lifespan. When the hourglass is empty, life on earth is over. At the same time death is a continuation of life. This continuation can be in another realm or again here on earth. The hourglass also symbolizes patience. Ask and wait.

The Lamp…
The lamp represents a reflection of her...her presence, her help, her existence, her guidance. With her lamp she lights the path of those who follow her and those who work with her. It lights up a person's direction and/or mental capacity, giving the person a more expanded train of thought. New ideas, new insights, and deeper levels of clarity.

The Cloak or Robe…
Most commonly Santa Muerte wears a long hooded cloak which extends to her feet, much like the one the Virgin of Guadalupe wears. It drapes over her boney frame covering almost all of her with the exception of her face, hands, feet, and sometimes the lower half of her legs. Her cloak is symbolic of the protection she extends to her devotees. She opens her cloak wide and covers the person with it to keep them safe from whatever it is they need protection from.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

On 10/16/2019 at 0:35 AM, Preety_India said:

Another spiritual lesson that I learned today is 

When you start with honest and genuine intentions you have honest results. 

 

 

On 10/16/2019 at 1:33 PM, Preety_India said:

Another lesson that I learned during my morning meditation is that 

Only type of energy can exist. It cannot be two energies at the same time. 

Like I cannot hold the energy of both love and hate at the same time. 

So once I have the energy of hate, it won't be replaced by energy of love because it doesn't work that way. 

Once I have the energy of love, I cannot suddenly get hate 

 

I need to do a recap of my spiritual practices. 

 

On 10/16/2019 at 2:29 PM, Preety_India said:

Today in my spiritual growth I'm going to focus on Dissociation and 

Lack of acceptance 

How to stop guilt tripping myself. 

 

How to dissociate myself from people I don't want to be with. 

The feeling of guilt that constantly bothers me. 

 

I think this feeling of gullt also causes me to become psychopathic, schemer, manipulative and pretentious. This fundamental guilt comes from some factors that I have identified in my childhood 

Those are 

• Lack of acceptance
• Fear of being rejected 
• Fear of being scorned or hated 
• Fear of being judged which is the biggest 
• Fear and guilt of being unloved 
• Fear guilt of being considered unworthy 
• Fear of being punished or persecuted 
• Fear of not being in the good books/favor of that person
• Fear of not being ignored 
• Fear of being outcast 
• Fear of humiliation
• Fear of hate 
• Fear of not being able to win favor of the person

These particular fears cause me to bend to a person's demands and not be able to say no. Not being able to stick to myself and retain my self respect and not being able to defend myself effectively and easily get guilt tripped. 

 

A few days ago I felt like I was wrong even when I was not wrong. It was a question of my self respect. I began to doubt my basic objective thinking which was right. But doubting it led to needless self guilt. 

I think feeling excessive self guilt can be a sign of suffering narcissistic abuse. 

 

On 10/17/2019 at 1:56 AM, Preety_India said:

Next spiritual lesson is 

Hate is okay. 

 

It's okay to have love within myself and for someone to have hate for me. 

It's completely okay for them to hate me. It doesn't make me a bad person. 

 

 

On 10/17/2019 at 2:08 AM, Preety_India said:

I will try to differentiate between Dissociation and detachment 

Detachment means being detached from your surroundings 

 

Dissociation means being able to unhook oneself from bias, prejudice and other people's emotions, judgement, perceptions and able to retain your equilibrium and basic calmness 

 

 

On 10/17/2019 at 2:18 AM, Preety_India said:

Santa muerte helped me a lot in accepting who I am and not feeling ashamed or unworthy of myself. She reminded me that those who shame me are the ones who are wrong 

These 4 things that I should learn to deflect and cut off and dissociate and cancel from my life. 

These are specific strategies 

?Deflection - means distraction. If a person says something offensive in the middle of a conversation, immediately switch that topic and act like you didnt hear it and turn over the attention of that person to something completely different or bring the attention back to the original discussion bypassing that offensive subject. 

?Cut off - cut off that person completely from your life 

 Reduce interactions with such a person

Or cut off the interaction abruptly. Walk off or go silent 

?Dissociate - do not be impacted even slightly by that person's negative judgement

 

?Cancel - cancel the person. Which means do not like them. Do not give them importance. Treat them like they don't deserve any form of praise or attention from you. Treat them with contempt and derision just dislike them, consider them inferior for their mean behavior. Eject them from your field of thought or vision 

 

Apart from these strategies the behaviors that I should red flag are 

? Someone who complains 

? Someone who plays victim around me even when I didn't have the intention to hurt them 

? Someone who doesn't appreciate 

? Someone who doesn't respect 

? Someone who shames me 

? When I am misjudged or misunderstood by the person. 

? Someone who doesn't care enough or is very phony in their caring attitude 

? Someone who doesn't appear empathetic 

? Someone has a negative opinion of me 

? Someone who is skeptical of me 

? Someone who is judgemental of me 

? Someone who blames me without justifiable reason or context 

? Someone who threatens me in both small or big ways 

? Someone who bullies me... A common thing that bullies say is go kill yourself 

? Someone who ridicules me 

? Someone who mocks me 

? Someone who fails to assure me 

? Someone who is rude to me 

? Someone who is indifferent to my needs and concerns 

? Someone who is downplaying my problems. 

 

 

On 10/17/2019 at 2:46 AM, Preety_India said:

Another lesson is 

If you have nothing to gain, make sure that you also have nothing to lose and make sure you aren't losing anything 

 

On 10/17/2019 at 2:50 AM, Preety_India said:

Another psychological barrier that I suffered from was this feeling that if I cared about my own needs and concerns I'm somehow being selfish. I sort of internalized a strange form of guilt over self care and always associated it  with selfishness. As a result I could never fully care for myself. I need to convince myself every day that caring for myself is totally wonderful and not selfish at all

I think this thought was implanted in me by my ex who always made me feel guilty anytime I expressed my concerns or needs. 

 

 

On 10/17/2019 at 3:14 AM, Preety_India said:

This entire ball of psycho emotional mental spiritual, I will call it the intangible component 

 

 

On 10/17/2019 at 3:22 AM, Preety_India said:

The key difference that has been made is that you are now dealing with uncomfortable emotions, rather than the belief that you are good enough (which cuts way deeper since when you believe it's true, it's a box you can literally never come out of).

 

I found this wonderful thing in the forum that helped me understand better. That lack of confidence is definitely an issue because it can lead to self esteem battles, self guilt-tripping, pleasing others, not caring for self but over confidence is equally a problem because it means you can never change or improve because you are too good. 

The key lies in a balanced confidence. 

 

 

[Preety_India]

On 10/17/2019 at 3:29 AM, Preety_India said:

In what way could I be causing problems 

• Not taking proper care of myself 
• Wasting too much time attending..... 
• Lack of self focus 
• Getting unnecessarily emotionally hurt and distressed. 
• Affecting my schedule. Causing unnecessary interference in my schedule and loss of my resources or energy or time or the disruption of my normal schedule
• Loss of mental peace 
• Weight gain 
• Comfort eating 
• Psychological damage 
• Financial loss
• Sleep disturbances and insomnia 
• General distraction from major goals
• Self esteem issues 
• Occupancy of my mental and life space
• Emotional Hurt and betrayal

 

 

On 10/17/2019 at 6:41 PM, Preety_India said:

I have suffered depression and emotional distress for a long time and in trying to come to terms with it... Finally I can find healing, find peace or be at peace with myself and move on

 

 

 

On 10/18/2019 at 8:22 AM, Preety_India said:

Another lesson that I learned yesterday is that only one kind of outlook can exist. One can switch between outlooks like switching from a blue room to a red room but you cannot be in both red and blue rooms at the same time. You can have different outlooks towards a thing but you cannot have 2 outlooks at the same time. You can only switch to realize the difference. But the way our psychology is molded since teenage and and childhood our outlook is shaped and defined. This outlook stays a bit permanent until either we consciously change it or a certain event makes us question or challenge our outlook and make us want to think jn different ways. 

 

Example 

. You could be used to thinking that someone who sleeps a lot or moves sluggishly is a lazy person. This could be an ingrained thought taught in childhood and trained by parents and schools or peers. 

 

However when you come across people who are usually ill or chronically ill or stressed you realize that not every behavior is because of laziness but due to health issues and problems. Thus you look at the same situation with a new outlook that's different from the one you had earlier. 

 

On 10/18/2019 at 2:49 PM, Preety_India said:

Spiritual lessons learned today 

• There is a difference between the image of the world and the ideal image 
• Look at the outcome of whatever you like. Begin to consciously like and dislike things. Do not operate on your instincts or dopamine instincts. 
• Your liking or disliking doesn't make that thing necessarily good or bad or undesirable. You can start liking something that you didn't like before. It's all a mental perception or outlook or bias and it can easily be conditioned to change. 
• Your perception or like or dislike is completely under your control and completely changeable. 

 

By liking things we don't do much harm unless the thing liked causes bad outcomes. By disliking we create division and hate. 

Bias is very potent way of create division. 

 

Another spiritual lesson that I learned 

Greatness does not lie in great talent or looks or skill

Real greatness lies in being like God. 

 

On 10/18/2019 at 3:17 PM, Preety_India said:

Another spiritual lesson that I learned today during my early morning meditation was 

 

That... Ahm

 

Spiritual growth lies in becoming less biased, more honest[more genuine, no agenda] , more authentic, more innocent, more truthful, more brave, more unconditionally loving, more equal more neutral, more graceful or forgiving, more open minded, more frank, big Hearted Ness, more generous, more decent, more humble, less manipulative, more accepting, more kind, less narcissistic, less judgemental, more welcoming, less insecure, less grudgy, more Openness... 

 

On 10/18/2019 at 4:44 PM, Preety_India said:

CONCEPT OF ALLOTMENT, LACK OF MOTIVATION, PRETENTIOUS BEHAVIOR AS THERAPY, MENTAL EXCUSES AND VISUALIZATION FOR SOCIAL ANXIETY 

 

I have been putting off going to a place since many days where I am required to give a presentation out of fear of being in that place. I have been giving many excuses to my manager regarding this. This has severely impacted my work output and income since I can make considerable income if I get ready to take on several projects. But I have been constantly giving excuses to my manager to avoid this specific situation. I faced public humiliation in the same place before. I have decided to deal with it and confront my anxiety and fears. 

It's very difficult though. And constant judgement doesn't help

I have observed that my persistent lack of motivation doesn't help. 

I have understood that every reason I come up with in order to avoid the encounter is just an excuse born out of anxiety and fear. Fear has held me back from a lot of enriching experiences. 

Solutions 

One thing I can do is completely abandon all activities and distraction and just sit. Then say to myself "I gotta to do this right now, right away, no ifs and buts." 

I will call this "complete allotment"... This means when the time is appropriate for the task, just put the timer on and wait and keep oneself completely free and available to get the task done. This way no excuses or distractions can prevent the initiation and completion of the task. 

A task can be divided into 2 parts - initiation and completion. 

I need to do 3 things here. 

1 Make room for Initiation and 

2 Record the completion 

3 Reward the completion 

 

1...making room for initiation

This is a sort of empty meditation. Just sit. Relax. Simply focus on the task planned and alloted or scheduled for that time and prepare yourself to put the key into the ignition and say "Start"...... 

 

2.. Record the completion. 

Once you have started the task, of course you're on a roll. Keep doing the task. There can be lapses or a need to take a break or avoid or delay. But continue to perfect the craft. That is perfect the task like perfecting an art piece. Keep mastering it to do it more skillfully and fulfilling next time. 

Let's say you were reading a book. But couldn't focus and did it haphazardly. Or you had to exercise. But kept postponing or did it in haphazard namesake ways just to make yourself believe that you actually completed it and hurriedly tried to wrap the task thus having a bad quality output. Now focus on the quality of the work and try improving it. 

 

 

 

3.. Reward the completion 

Whether I finish the task in an unpleasant unfulfilled way or in a satisfactory way, I should make sure to reward myself in the for at least having tried. Rewards can be anything from monetary to flowers or greeting cards or chocolates or a collection of charms. Charm jar filling. 

 

 

Another thing that helps me with this is pretentious behavior and visualization skills. 

 

PRETENTIOUS BEHAVIOR AND MOCK 

To pretend like you actually completed the task. For example if I want to read a book or attend an appointment and if fear is holding me back and if for some reason I am not able to do it, I will pretend like I am reading the book. 

I will walk to the doctor's building and walk around  the building a day before the appointment is scheduled to mentally prepare myself and pretend like I am actually doing it and getting it done. But it's a fake task. The task actually did not happen or occur. It was make believe. This is to relieve anxiety. This is pretentious behavior but this is helpful as a therapy. I can do the same for my job and shopping. I can pretend like I attended an event and tell my family that I actually did it so as to mentally convince myself that I have done it and it went well. This is a mock practice. A mock practice of an actual event. The next day I can do the actual event. 

 

VISUALIZATION FOR SOCIAL ANXIETY 

One thing I can do to complete a task (avoided due to social anxiety or other fears), is visualize the happening of the event/task. I will have a Complete visualization of the task from initiation to completion... This is slightly different from a mock task. It is just a mental visualization of the task. This visualization will be detailed and will show the successful completion of that task. This helps in prepping the mind for it and making it believe that no obstacle exists and thus it alleviates anticipatory anxiety. 

 

 

 

 

 

On 10/18/2019 at 5:41 PM, Preety_India said:

Along with anxiety another thing I need to work on is low impulse control 

 

I need to able to keep a high threshold limit for a trigger so the triggering factor can continue triggering and I will have enough time to escape or react without losing total self control like a loose cannon. 

 

On 10/18/2019 at 5:50 PM, Preety_India said:

The other thing that I am going to work on is confidence issues and energy levels. 

 

Using social standards to my advantage. As a way to motivate myself. 

3 things here 

1 energy levels. 

2 confidence issues 

3 social standards and comparisons. 

 

 

 

On 10/18/2019 at 6:02 PM, Preety_India said:

3 things here 

1 energy levels. 

2 confidence issues 

3 social standards and comparisons. 

 

1 energy levels. 

Here there are two types of energy levels. 

One is vital energy and the other is physical energy. I need to improve both. Vital energy is the will to live life whereas physical energy is how physically active you are 

 

 

 

2 confidence issues

I have recognized massive confidence issues. 

One way is to gradually build it up. 

Once I feel the confidence, I can redo the thing I avoided before. I observed this last week when I finally got the courage to travel very far to the place I had been avoiding for long. 

 

 

3 social standards and comparisons.

I have found that being a loner doesn't help with motivation. Maybe it helps to stay away from toxic judgement but I have realized that some form of judgement can act as motivation. Recently I saw that my boyfriend got a new job and it made a bit insecure and jealous. Although I have a job myself I still felt like he was doing better and I was lagging behind at work. This jealousy or insecurity worked in my favor because I felt like "what the heck, even I can work harder like him and feel proud and do better at my job than just suck at work and constantly complain and whine"... This made me feel like I was a loser and that I needed to do something to win his approval or feel equal with him. I never thought that jealousy or comparison could be a good thing but somehow it has made me rethink my life and goals and strive a bit harder which never happened before. When I got jealous of someone before in my life, it usually caused me to find an escape and back out. I think it depends on the relationship with the person. If it's a rival, the competition can cause a massive demotivation. But if someone closer to you achieves more than you, then it creates a positive form of jealousy or the need to keep up with that person's level in life and thus acts as a motivator. 

 

Pretty strange!!! 

 

 

 

 

 

On 10/18/2019 at 6:14 PM, Preety_India said:

Living in LaLa land and Realities 

 

I have come to realize that sometimes I tend to live in LaLa land. I get a bit  extra whimsical and idealistic with my philosophies and completely disregard the realities of life. I have realized this is a major flaw. 

That life is not just imaginary and conceptual or statement based all the time. Sometimes it's a very very cause effect based thing. Like a toolbox, tool, repair set. It can be very mechanical although creative people like me deny that mechanism  

An example of my deformed thinking pattern can be as follows. 

Let's say I'm preparing for an exam. I might keep wasting my time and get distracted and wait till the last day of preparation and imagine that I am getting mega energy for preparation and turning into somewhat of a superhuman and achieving my desired results. Here I completely disregard the limitations of the human body, the impact on health, the need of discipline and the letting go of magical thinking. I am losing practical wisdom and missing out practical mechanisms and focusing more on supernatural or movie-like breakthroughs in life. Too much TED TALKS can lead to this. Thinking that you will suddenly rise up in life and break all barriers and solve all problems rather than being realistic. 

A therapy based perspective 

I guess I am a hyper emotional person and obviously emotions always cloud judgement and wisdom and that could be behind the movie-like hypothetical scenario thinking. I can also call it a grand delusion and living in a grand delusion is disastrous. 

A few months back a woman helped me think more practically. Gosh I wish I was like her. 

So coming back to realistic thinking.. How do I go about with this. Of course I do believe in the power of imagination and mental determination but I cannot afford to ignore the practical realities of life. I kinda hate the word reality so it becomes easier for me to deny it. Because reality often is very upsetting to deal with. One way to solve this problem is to look at realities as "mechanisms of function" rather than reality itself. Since reality is pretty frustrating and upsetting the best way is to give it a different name and deal with this enemy instead of denying it. 

For example when a patient is undergoing a therapy the therapist always focuses on a technique or method or mechanism by which the patient's condition can be improved. Here everything is as practical as it can be. In fantastical imagination we imagine ourselves like superman, wonderwoman who suddenly goes around doing her stuff. But in therapy sessions, people take baby steps towards healing and progress and problem resolution and fantastical thinking has no place. 

Maybe movies and grand delusions are to blame. Sometimes mental weaknesses can also cause that. Stronger people are less likely to think unrealistically and unreasonably. Just like weak people come up with illogical arguments and attacks to cover up for their weaknesses and insecurities (and strong people can clearly see through their strategies at denying reality and bullshitting their way out of realities with some attacks and excuses to cover up their denials of truth) the same way mentally weak people are more likely to think fantastically. 

Imagine this way. When a person does not have a solution or cure for their disease they want some supernatural cure to exist even if it doesn't. It's way of satisfying the mind. But a person who has solutions and tools at hand, tries to apply practical techniques to cure the disease. This is a difference between strong and weak people. The weakness brings in immaturity. However this is not to imply that one should not dream or have impossible goals or visions, it only means that a careful balance between realistic and wishful thinking is needed. 

 

So my solution to this problem is to frame a real event or causation as a "mechanism of function" and attribute a more scientific appeal to it than poetic. 

For example a bad discipline can lead to health problems. Instead of being teenagey about it and continuing with my bad discipline habits, I will label it as a "mechanism of function" or "causation of function".... This way I have imparted a more biological nature/aspect  to it and now it's easier for my mind to accept it and align to it. Thus I can remind myself that this is a very scientific process and it shouldn't upset my teenagey feelings and instead of denying it I should accept it and align myself to it, that is in this case try to achieve a healthy discipline. 

 

This kind of language can easily work with kids to convince them of the harsher realities of life in a sweeter way and push  it down their throats without resistance. 

The mind works like a petulant kid. Sometimes to convince it takes patience and effort. 

 

 

 

On 10/18/2019 at 7:10 PM, Preety_India said:

Another thing I need to work on is my pathetic memory. Been having memory problems ever since I started suffering massive anxiety. 

 

On 10/18/2019 at 7:12 PM, Preety_India said:

What's hearth witchcraft or hearth Witchery 

 

On 10/19/2019 at 0:08 AM, Preety_India said:

 

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Crystal Ball divination and Sairys 

I wanted to create a tarot around a person who is a sign of perfection. 

It can be a dragon tarot 

 

I'll call this sairys the elemental air dragon in Dragon wicca

 

Sairys can be a personification of perfection in the world.  

The opposite of this is porsairys.  Porsairys is a personification of a shallow fickle person worshipped in this world for their perceived superiority and their need to appear appealing or glorious.  But they lack in divine qualities and also they show terrible lack of judgement or character even in the smallest instances.  Make them less of what they really try to look or appear.  They begin to look fickle just very ambitious and skillful.  

Sairys sees everything from the point of view of quality. Like for example what quality will help beat a situation, for example patience or wisdom.  

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Carnal is all about what is already existing or already built. 

 

Colossal is all about energy and quality 

 

Ethereal is all about intent.  The heart.  Purpose.  

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On 10/20/2019 at 2:52 AM, Preety_India said:

During that meditation I was thinking about people who are spiritual or reflect godly qualities 

Although there are many qualities 

There are some qualities that stand out more prominently in people who are similar to God nature or God driven 

These are 10 key qualities of such people. 

• Truth and honesty 
• Courage 
• Grace and dignity and peace 
• Kindness and compassion/benevolence 
• Love 
• Wisdom 
• Innocence 
• Integrity and conscientiousness (driven by conscience) 
• Justice and fairness 
• Loyalty 

 

On 10/20/2019 at 4:16 AM, Preety_India said:

The devil lacks determination because he is impatient. 

The devil lacks creativity, music, dance, beauty, art, grace... 

The loving spirit is eternal 

Love wins. Love brings grace, survival and beauty. Godlessness loses. Godlessness brings ruination. 

 

On 10/20/2019 at 4:22 AM, Preety_India said:

Along with great qualities comes optimization and conservation that is to conserve energy and optimize it to only use it when really required or else it leads to exhaustion of brilliant radiating qualities that are only required when the situation asks for it 

 

 

On 10/21/2019 at 3:19 AM, Preety_India said:

My dragon wicca character set is complete 

 

These are the set of characters 

Sairys the perfect one. Full of divine and other pragmatic qualities making this character perfect for every situation. Represented by green potion and the dragon 

Porsairys the ideal of a fickle world. Represented by the red potion. 

 

Orsiris or ( Orsairys) the demon or Satan. Represented by the demon mask.. In real time by yellow potion. 

 

Hosiris or (Hosairys)  the seductive Incubbus. The Satan needed for corruption or intervention. Represented by the goblin. In real time by blue potion. 

 

 

On 10/21/2019 at 5:08 AM, Preety_India said:

Hosinic satanism can be represented by black purple mystic roses with or without dragon blood and or goblin orange black rose or snake... Since this satanism is derived from dragon wicca. Dragon wicca is also represented by these symbols along with gold water 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Representation of dragon wicca with gold water and sparkling wines. 

 

 

On 10/21/2019 at 6:42 AM, Preety_India said:

I wanted to write about gainful distraction. Which means any distraction that helps in gaining something useful for life or the moment. All other distractions are wasteful 

 

 

 

 

On 10/21/2019 at 7:00 AM, Preety_India said:

The other very important spiritual lesson I learned is that you live in whatever you choose to create. 

 

So if you create pretentiousness, you live in it. If you create productivity, you will live in that. 

If you create discipline you will live in that. 

 

If you create victimhood or victim mentality, you will live in that. 

 

So whatever you create that becomes your new reality, your new energy that you choose to live in and the consequential events and effects and situations that arise from this are the consequences of your own doing that you will need to put up with. 

 

So for example you create jealousy and this leads to a fight between you and your classmate who is a good person but you chose to ruin it with your insecurities, then maybe that person was wonderful and sweet and helpful but if a certain bad situation arises in the future, this person will choose not to help you. So it's your loss created out of your own heartless stupid poor choices 

 

 

 

On 10/21/2019 at 7:04 AM, Preety_India said:

The other thing I want to focus on is the stuff I learned on Isha foundation on how to get rid of karma through conscious action. 

Like if coffee is not good but if there is a natural drive or instinct to have coffee, then one can consciously choose not to take it. This way the karma is resolved. 

 

On 10/23/2019 at 5:00 PM, Preety_India said:

Spiritual husband or wife, matrimonial commitment in the spiritual context. 

 

The idols I choose is Dios Muerte and Hosiris(male). 

The female counterparts of these are Santa Muerte and female version of Hosiris or Hosinus. In hosinic satanism, Orsiris and Hosiris and Hosinus. 

This is good for celibacy. It's spiritual sex or romance or tantric sex. It's sex visualization which is extremely gentle calming, soothing and of course it involves masturbation but it's completely non judgemental. It fulfills the romantic affectionate sexual part of life. Because sexual energy is a kind of passionate energy that makes a person come alive and feel awesome and special, so it's important for a loving partner to keep the sexual affection going on through hugs, kisses, warm touching, spanking, passionate touching or gazing, candlelight dinner, romantic words, words of affection, keeping a picture of their partner in their wallet or purse, on the wall, a photo or a picture at the bedside table, even childhood pics of the partner, in a pendant, wear symbols of marriage like a ring , wearing gifts given by the partner like a pendant, a bracelet, a shirt, a cap or a pillow, etc. 

Spiritual sex fulfills the gap of abandonment, seclusion, abnormality, celibacy, craving, deprivation, lack of passionate or romantic energy in life. 

I will call it tantric sex. 

Spiritual sex is sexual visualization with a deity that you are spiritually working with which forges a complete non judgemental and romantic bond with the deity free of sexual tension. You feel sexually charged and sexually energized by this affectionate romantic deity. 

A spiritual marriage can fulfill the needs of deprivation, depression and abandonment. 

Getting spiritually married to a God or deity has existed since centuries in different cultures. 

This works really good as sexual therapy. 

I'm spiritually married to San La Muerte or Dios Muerte and Hosiris. 

 

 

 

On 10/23/2019 at 7:31 PM, Preety_India said:

My dragon wicca character set is complete 

 

These are the set of characters 

Sairys the perfect one. Full of divine and other pragmatic qualities making this character perfect for every situation. Represented by green potion and the dragon 

Porsairys the ideal of a fickle world. Represented by the red potion. 

 

Orsiris or ( Orsairys) the demon or Satan. Represented by the demon mask.. In real time by yellow potion. 

 

Hosiris/Hosinus or (Hosairys)  the seductive Incubbus. The Satan needed for corruption or intervention. Represented by the goblin. In real time by blue potion. Hosinus is the female version. 

My magic potion dragon wicca potions set 

 

 

 

On 10/23/2019 at 11:09 PM, Preety_India said:

Got some black salt and magic herb 

 

 

 

On 10/24/2019 at 0:35 AM, Preety_India said:

Apothecary 

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On 10/25/2019 at 10:01 AM, Preety_India said:

Morning hat

Gold water

Foil hat... Take a ribbon and tie a rectangular silver foil box hat or folded foil on head. Folded foil held in place by ribbon. Start ceremony

Start binding rope as paper rope with staples or foil rope. 
You can even write sigil on paper pieces used to make the creeper rope. 
This represents synchrony of life. 

 

 

On 10/25/2019 at 3:37 AM, Preety_India said:

Make paper or foil ropes and collect ash water 

 

 

 

 

On 10/25/2019 at 10:37 PM, Preety_India said:

These sculptures are so beautiful 

 

 

 

Elaborate head gear 

 

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On 10/23/2019 at 11:27 PM, Preety_India said:

Potions in witchcraft 

 

 

This is funny. Hilarious

 

On 10/26/2019 at 1:18 AM, Preety_India said:

Spell work. 

 

Elements of a process 

 

Initiation 

 

 

Completion 

 

Order, synchrony and sequence. 

Momentum 

Progress 

Improvement or enhancement 

Degradation 

Obstacle

Disruption 

Loss of momentum 

Halt 

Abrupt termination 

Unsuccessful or Non completion 

Influencers

Inertia of Momentum 

Inertia of lag (slowing or diminishing of momentum) 

Inertia of inactivity or non initiation. 

Binding the rope 

Offerings 

Initiation ceremony

Completion ceremony 

Obstruction 

Initiation sigil

Completion sigil

Synchrony sigil

Momentum sigil

Progress sigil

 

Lag sigil

Inactivity sigil

Non initiation sigil 

Inertia sigil

 

Obstruction sigil

Non completion sigil or cessation sigil that is sigil or unsuccessful completion 

Termination sigil or for abrupt truncation 

 

How to proceed with initiation and completion of spell

1.....Wear Elaborate head gear. This is general initiation 

2......Drink gold water.. This is general initiation 

3.....Start initiation spell. Take jar. Put initiation sigil, the main sigil or symbolic sigil along with indicator sigil. Start with soap stick. This is initiation ceremony 

4....Visualize spell upto completion 

5......Along the way, Add offerings like Shells leaves, dried flowers, papers, herbs, pearls, jewels, foil chits, cinnamon sticks, all sorts of witchcraft items 

6....If you do not want to use a spell jar start with a silver cauldron. And put a main and initiation sigil into. On a piece of paper, you can write both the symbolic or main sigil side by side with the indicator sigil. 

7.....Start binding rope of sigils or give offerings of different sigils into silver foil cauldron. Either just bind a rope or give sigil offerings or both or bind the sigil into a rope. This binding and or offerings represents synchrony and sequence or progression of spell. 

8....There are 2 types of sigils here. One is symbolic sigil or main sigil. Like a sigil for financial prosperity. And an indicator sigil which indicates either the progression or degradation or termination of a spell. 

 

9....At the end there will be 3 things either completion or cessation that is failure or termination due to an obstacle. Cessation and termination are similar but they differ in a way that the spell was suddenly abandoned or could not be done exclusively due to the obstacle. Cessation means that the spell was never initiated in the real sense or could not be completed within the given time due to laziness or lack of momentum of keeping up with it or eventual loss of steam or interest or enthusiasm or lack of sequence or bungled sequence,unable to keep up with the sequence and synchrony. Whereas termination is because of some unforeseeable obstacle suddenly halting it or causing it to be abandoned or withdrawn. 

 

 

10... Completion stage.. put the completion/termination /cessation sigil on the rope or give it as offering. 

abandon the rope and throw it out if the spell is complete 

 

11.... Keep some portion of the rope in case of termination /cessation. Do not wear the Headgear in this case 

 

 

 

12... if the spell is complete then wear the headgear again as a mark of completion. 

 

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14.... wear the head gear anytime a major milestone is achieved during the spell progression. 

 

 

 

15.... Mark completion by placing a completion sigil along with a soap stick in the spell jar. 

16....Thus one soap stick represents only initiation whereas the presence of 2 soap sticks in a spell jar represents both the initiation and successful completion of the spell after which the spell jar can be completely emptied for the start of the next spell.

17....This whole ritual contains all the elements of a process or spell from initiation to synchrony /obstruction  to completion. 

 

 

 

On 10/26/2019 at 3:50 AM, Preety_India said:

 

 

A storm water collector jar 

 

Storm jar

Ash water collector jar 

 

 

 

 

 

 

On 10/26/2019 at 3:52 AM, Preety_India said:

Use of protection jar in witchcraft 

 

 

 

 

 

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rose petal, ground eggshell, mugwort, wild flower, palo santo, lavendar, white sage, gems, california sage, resin, frankincense, myrrh

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Protections Jars can be personalized in purchase options, many to choose from!

The Original-
Made with white sage, mugwort, black pepper, sea salt, ground eggshell, bay leaf, palo santo stick, ground common and white sage, purple sage, garden sage, red rose petals, rose thorns, white rose petals, crystals/gems, lavender, rosemary, oregano, wild flowers, frankincense resin, myrrh resin, dragon blood resin.

ADDED OPTIONS-

?Names on Palo Santo-
Add extra strength to your jar by adding you, or you and another's name to your palo santo stick, facing out for you to see

?For a Business-
Added palo santo with business name included, facing outward for you to see. Also added Citrine which is known to attract wealth in abundance and it also helps in accumulating wealth. The stone is mainly preferred for experiencingsuccess in business by boosting sales.

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Add babie's name and due date on Palo Santo, facing outward for you to see.

?Add Scroll of Intention-
 what you would like written and added on a scroll. Will be put in the center of jar

Keep in entry way, office , car, purse, anywhere!

 

 

On 10/26/2019 at 6:23 PM, Preety_India said:

I'm going to use totem in witchcraft practice.. 

 

This totem will involve a cylindrical round hollow pole. 

This pole is like an upright telescope 

 

Take a piece of Paper. First fold it to make a double side. Fold it again to make a double side to make it thicker. 

Write totem on top. Now start drawing a totem and fill in with paint. 

A totem is a collection of symbols. This rectangular stacked symbol collection either tells a story or can be a group of relevant tarots stacked together or a mixture of both tarots and sigils mixed to create either a story or describe an event, form a guiding manual for the day or week, or a representation or reminder of something important like a witchcraft God or a collection of spell or a single spell. 

 

Once the totem card is ready, drop it into the tubular hollow pole and insert and stuff into it. 

Now draw another totem and keep inserting all handmade  totems into the totem pole. 

Keep this totem pillar pole at the altar as a reference marker. Refer to it anytime and remove totem cards or mini totem pillars and read them out loud. 

If there is a very important totem, carve it into wood, soap or candle wax or clay or draw on a crystal like rune stones  and stick together to make a more permanent totem. 

 

 

 

 

On 10/27/2019 at 1:37 AM, Preety_India said:

Collect ash water 

 

Another nice way of decorating the garden other than using totem statues and rune stones is to use this.. Cow skulls

 

 

 

On 10/27/2019 at 1:40 AM, Preety_India said:

Spiritual lessons learned today 

Anything and everything has a distinct role to play. Also everything no matter how bad is always capable of change and evolution. Never forget the power of the evolving consciousness. 

 

 

 

 

On 10/28/2019 at 10:43 AM, Preety_India said:

Drank my spiritual tea early morning and had these wonderful insights during meditation 

 

- What your mind is trapped in is a delusion and what you see around is an illusion. You need to be free from both.
- Live a toxic free life today
- You have years in front of you. Imagine the progress that you can make in another full decade or 10 years and Visualize that right now everyday
- An inspiring person improves his life in increments over a whole period of time. And at the end there is a huge difference. Monumental difference. Maybe this person is not successful in the eyes of the world because success is a social standard. But this person is an inspiration. He is not a video game character. He is not fancy or Julius Caesar or a warrior out of a novel, colorful or passionate looking like a movie character just an average nerdy looking simple person yet so inspiring by their thoughts and actions and by their simple way of living a fuller inspiring life 
- People who look photogenic or movie like or act like that are abnormal because they are born in abnormal conditions. Only abnormal conditions like war create abnormal personalities and we call them heroes because we can't be like them. In reality they are puppets of an abnormal system. They are not role models at all because we don't need those conditions to create such people.
- The reality around you even though it's a reality is a false reality. Learn to live in true reality. And true 
- And true reality is like beach pebbles. Pebbles represent us and our lives. Because pebbles are in basic unnoticeable colors like dark black grey white  blue sand colored, dull everyday colors nothing striking and passionate like pink, orange, red, yellow, purple, turquoise.. Yet there are people who are molded by those conditions and they look red. When we look at them we find their lives interesting and find our own boring and we want to be them which is basically conforming to something abnormal. This is what society does to us every day. These pink stones are nothing but the reality warped by social illusions making the pebbles turn red with layers and layers of red paint placed on the pebble to make it interesting.. All these layers of red hot paint is social programming and creating of social illusions that begins to deceive and color our lives. Remove this red paint and it's the same grey pebble again. It's important to be free of this red paint plastered on by social illusion. Be free. Live how your heart wants.
- Live free from false reality. Live in true reality. True reality means being yourself, improving your life everyday, improving your self everyday, doing your own thing but also knowing what is good and what is best for you, not doing whatever I want but knowing that it's in my good interest. Stop living in false social paradigms. 

 

On 10/28/2019 at 1:19 PM, Preety_India said:

Be a straight shooter in life.  Self honesty is the key. 

 

Be self honest. 

 

Sometimes have a sit down and do a bit of self assessment as to what is going on in your life and what can be done and what type of reality you are dealing with. 

 

Life is really like looking through a telecope of 3 lenses. One lense shows the reality of your life which is observation. The other lense shows the analysis of it. And the last shows what solutions you can use to tackle that reality. That's all. 

 

Be an inspiration not a success. Be real and honest. Stop living in a false reality. 

 

 

 

On 10/29/2019 at 2:27 AM, Preety_India said:

A part of my spiritual growth focuses on this insight that i had a day ago in which i said to myself that i want to be a saint, not like the messiah but a Saint in terms of a sage or a positive spirit. A blessing spirit that continues into eternity. That continues to have a big heart. Whose spirit expands and whose spirit is cleansed everyday. And when the spirit is cleansed it gets brighter and brighter every day. Like bright white light. It spreads. And when the person dies, this bright spirit continues to inspire and bless people who connect to that spirit's energy. I think such a spirit that is eternal and immortal and spreads its benevolence is a saint. And in my spiritual journey i want to achieve that. I want to be that saint, i want to be that spirit that is immortal and lives through eternity and blesses people who come her way. 

My inspiration comes from a mexican guy who is already a folk saint by his presence and he is Jonathan Legaria Vargas. And i feel for him and i feel his energy. He is such an inspiration. He was a good person who died and his spirit is eternal and his spirit is a saint. 

One can pray to his spirit for that peace. 

I think during massive spiritual growth and cleansing the person creates an ocean of tremendous peace. The peace is so deep and so spread out like an ocean that every thing in the world is going to be like a stone dropped into it that creates ripples. It won't change the ocean. The peace won't be destroyed by any negative energy and by any demonic or evil force because it's so deep. I think this is spiritual cleansing, attaining that sense of deep peace that cannot be destroyed. And this peace then transforms the spirit and makes it eternal and makes it saintly. 

I think its similar to the Buddhist principle of the "jewel is in the lotus" or om mani padme hun. This quote reminds me of the journey towards spiritual cleansing where you cleanse yourself gradually and your spirit becomes brighter and more peaceful and attains a sort of Calmness and beauty of the ocean. 

 

In my future spiritual journey i will focus more on spiritual cleansing that helps in the ultimate spiritual growth towards becoming a benevolent eternal spirit which i will call a saint and attaining this sainthood is the ultimate part of the spiritual journey. Its almost like enlightenment. 

 

 

 

On 10/29/2019 at 4:05 AM, Preety_India said:

I am not fully aware of spiritual cleansing. 

I think that when you do spiritual cleansing it appears like a cloud of dark smoke and you are rubbing on it with your Positivity and slowly the dark cloud begins to clear up and then you can see this white cloud forming out of it but there are still some dark portions or spaces within this white cloud that need further scrubbing. And as you gradually scrub it off, the darker parts clear away and the cloud gets shinier and whiter and brighter. Each time that you want to dispel that dark part you have create a more benevolent, open, positive, wise, matured protective spirit. You have to keep cultivating these divine qualities to dispel those darker parts. Your qualities will dispel that. 

 

On 10/29/2019 at 4:47 AM, Preety_India said:

A favorite music of mine that resonates with my philosophy. 

 

If you are the person who is trying to feel better every day and it's a big struggle just to feel better every day then free your mind... 

This song represents to me ultimate truth of being free and setting yourself free from this whole world which is in itself a massive cult and we are slaves to this world cult. And we have to be labor away like the guys in the video. And when one day we break all these social illusions created by the world cult we will be truly free. And for that we only have to free our mind... 

 

Lyrics 

Free the night and you can find the truth
Free your mind and you can find the groove
Free the night and you can find the truth
Free your mind and you can find the groove
Free the night and you can find the truth
Free your mind and you can find the groove
Everyone's the same, everyone is trying to
find,
Some kind of better life to take them all the
way
Everyone one can play, everything is
intertwined,
Every colour of the rainbow, watch it break
the rain
Free the night and you can find the truth

Free your mind and you can find the groove
Free the night and you can find the truth
Free your mind and you can find the groove
Time can slip away, time can tell a
thousand lies
Take away the heart's disguise and you can
find your dreams
Tell me that you'll stay, tell me that you feel
this high
Never ever wonder why the night is what it
seems
Free the night and you can find the truth
Free your mind and you can find the groove

Time can slip away, time can tell a
thousand lies
Take away the heart's disguise and you can
find your dreams
Tell me that you'l stay, tell me that you feel
this high
Never ever wonder why the night is what it
seems
Free the night and you can find the truth
Free your mind and you can find the groove
Free the night and you can find the truth
Free your mind and you can find the groove
Free the night, free the night, free the night..
Free your mind

 

 

On 10/29/2019 at 5:08 AM, Preety_India said:

I'm just going to cook simple food every day and it's going to be a part of my personal development.. 

 

 

On 10/29/2019 at 7:06 PM, Preety_India said:

Got this Santa muerte skull necklace yesterday and it's awesome for both mediation  as well as prayer to the Bony Lady. 

 

Happy Diwali to Indians. 

 

On 10/30/2019 at 1:22 AM, Preety_India said:

I'm going to include masonry into my witchcraft practice. A standard collection will include an apron, a compass, a square and an all seeing eye symbol. 

An eye usually represents the all seeing of God who observes all you do. Like you can't escape his judgement. 

 

However I will look at it in a different way and put my own twist on it. 

 

The eye represents to me an intelligent observation of the world by a person. Since I believe the masons are highly intelligent and gifted people I think that it should represent who just observe the world and absorb the information for their good or bad but at the same time they are not impacted by the illusions of the world so they keep themselves free and their observation helps them to recognize these illusions and stay away from them. 

The symbolic representation for the 3 step masonic method to life based on rationalism including observation, analysis and solution is as follows 

Symbols and instruments 

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Compass symbol and magnifying glass symbol for analysis 

 

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Telescope for observation

 

 

 

Magnifying glass and compass   for analysis 

 

 

 

And keys for solution

 

On 10/30/2019 at 2:29 AM, Preety_India said:

This symbol represents everything to me about spirituality 

We learn so much through insight and observation

From now on I'm going to use this symbol very often as a sign of spiritual insights and meditation. 

 

 

On 10/30/2019 at 10:05 AM, Preety_India said:

 

Everyone deserves a good life. Every person will leave you to have a good life and they deserve it. Why not. Why should you have a bad life in the name of love. 

If you think that others should deserve a bad life just because they are in love with you and because you need them, then you are incredibly selfish. That person you claim to love deserves the best life. 

 

 

 

On 10/30/2019 at 8:06 PM, Preety_India said:

I am going to use talk therapy as a part of my spiritual practice. 

 

 

 

On 11/1/2019 at 2:56 AM, Preety_India said:

Anyone who has grown mentally, physically or spiritually knows that growth is not found in comfort. 

 

You have to question everything every day when you wake up.  Almost everything 

 

On 11/1/2019 at 1:39 PM, Preety_India said:

Primordial starts with intention. Then proceeds to quality. Then to energy. Then to attraction. Then to materialization. 

Primordial - > quality - >energy - > attraction - > materialization

You cannot bash yourself for things that you don't have a control on 

 

 

[Preety_India]

On 11/2/2019 at 1:49 AM, Preety_India said:

Try to understand everything in relation to God and spirituality. Ask yourself if God would do that, if it's right in God's books. If it is spiritually right. 

If your mind is on fire, your life is on fire 

 

 

 

On 11/2/2019 at 6:08 AM, Preety_India said:

November 2

I thought about how our future is going to be really bad. I just never thought of it like that. I never thought I would draw the hate of your child and family towards me and a life of humiliation. 

 

On 11/3/2019 at 0:31 PM, Preety_India said:

Ok I needed a symbol I wanna carve on a piece of wood and recite it every morning. I think a mantra can help a lot. 

A particular mantra 

 

One thing I read yesterday about was the cromagnons. And it was amazing how modern humans evolved from them 

They were the earlier sculptors and artists. To me they represent the reptilian side of life. The animalistic side. Which is more necessary for survival and reproduction and protection from predator. Like good defence mechanism 

But spirituality and character are also needed in a person. So a blend of both qualities makes a person perfect. 

Yesterday I was thinking about how real life really is. Like everything is real. Life is like fire and you can't escape it. 

If you escape you don't learn and you are not prepared for challenges of life. 

If you live in fire you become fireproof after some time and struggle and determination. The fire builds you. 

Both survival and character building happens during this phase. A lot depends on the cultural upbringing. 

How  the culture shapes the character. The set of moral values taught or upheld. All 3 factors, genetics, the spirit/soul at birth, and cultural morals or environment are responsible for shaping the character. 

But at the same time, the fire itself is a test of character. Not only does it build but it is also a test. A test of karma and reward. Those who have a great conscience come out pure and uncorrupted and further build their moral strengths and inhibit their moral weaknesses through this test. Of course they get the karma for what they do.. They also get a reward if they do well. If they do wrong, they bring bad karma on themselves.. 

 

If you are great in your values, your values further get chiseled and sharpened and ripe in this fire and you pass the test. Your determination, purpose, intention and faith wins over the bad circumstances and you achieve heroic victory. But this can only come from being a good person because faith and courage are divine or godly qualities or virtues. 

If you are evil you have no source of faith 

 

Another part of the symbol should be initiation ceremony. The wearing of the hat 

 

One part should show fusion between both character values and survival values. A good heart and a good mind. A good soul and a good body.. A good mind is wise and intelligent. And knows the goal and is intent on it. 

So what's the difference between a good heart and a good soul

 

I think it's this 

A good heart is helpful and kind. A good soul is pure energy, the intensity of determination. A good body is a good fit. 

When the determination is good its spirit or soul is benevolent and innocent. Like snow. 

When the determination or intent is bad the spirit is satanic or of the opposite virtue. 

In this soul means power or inner power. I will associate it with kali.. The hindu goddess. The significance of inner strength or force to overpower the presiding circumstances and to bring change merely through inner force and overcome adversity and evil. 

But this can only come from strength of character 

A malevolent spirit. The other kind of spirit is equally persistent but is evil in its design and purpose. However it is unmatched to the determination of the good. 

But there is a difference. A good person can be strong. A good person can also be weak. Kali is not a representation of weak but of strong spiritual strength. It means a person has to draw on greater spiritual strength to defeat the demons or else his weakness is his own death despite his goodwill... This is what kali means. Victory over evil... By spiritual strength. 

In some ways Santa Muerte is the Mexican version of Kali.. 

 

So there has to be a symbol representing kali as well... 

Kali the representation of soul energy or spiritual power. 

Next is a good heart.. This is just character of a person. But I don't know what defines it. If it's genetics, upbringing, or just the person's own evolution.. Why are some people more kind and empathetic and others aren't. 

It's somehow intricately woven with the nature of the spirit. 

I will call it Ma'at or brahma. The creative force of growth and benevolence and goodness. Of helpfulness. Goodness. It comes from an innate desire to only want good and inner kindness or mercy. I have no way to know what makes one person more loving than another. This is a mystery. 

This benevolence or nature of a spirit is a complete mystery. I think it's the aura of the spirit. And green means a good aura. Whereas brown or black means bad aura... But where does this come from. I think character is a huge complex of both spirit and genetic factors. The soul that enters at birth. And the genetic traits inherited as well as the general upbringing. All in one affects the character shaping of a person. Both genetic and environmental factors are controllable but the spirit is not. If a person receives a good spirit he is simply the chosen one. 

I feel that the nature of the heart is intermixed with the spirit. That is spirit is what comes at birth.  But heart is what builds through conscious thinking and actions. 

So there is no regret if a spirit is vile. It can be gradually softened and mutated by the heart. The heart can change it.. They say change of heart. 

The heart can find remorse and repentance and I think it's the seat of Conscience. The voice of God. God speaks to the heart through the practice of spirituality. And the heart listens and reacts. These reactions definitely have a ripple effect on the spirit and the mind. 

Now the mind. The mind is a conscious creator through thoughts. Our thoughts constantly change and are a potent way of bringing change in a person's character and nature and traits. Brain is obviously more functional and reptilian or physical whereas mind is more emotional similar to the heart. The heart feels the mind perceives or senses like psychic senses. The psychic nature of the mind is similar to the emotional center of the heart. Both go together. One influences the other. 

The body is completely functional. The only part of the body that influence character are genetics. Of course this can't be undermined at all. It's the most basic physical necessity. It's what creates race and culture. 

 

So what represents a good nature or a benevolent spirit or a good heart. I think the sun is the best representation of a generous giver. The giver of light. Creator. Another representation can be a fountain or a river of love that keeps flowing. The benevolent waters. 

The water from the mountains heavenly and pure, generous and abundant and ever flowing representing a constant flow or growth or a never ending source of kindness and mercy. 

 

 

 

On 11/3/2019 at 3:14 PM, Preety_India said:

Symbol to represent the following 

• Kali or soul force
• Spiritual nature or water or sun or good heart or creative force
• Fusion 
• Cro magnon 
• Fire.. Fire as a test of life of both character building and survival. 
• Intent 
• Initiation ceremony the hat 
• Good thoughts or a good mind or intelligence. Lotus
• Faith to override circumstances through Heroism and divine determination 
• Protection from sinning... Karma. Your karma 
• Reward and successful continuation of the righteous creed/tribe. 
• The tribe represented by the seed of the roman 

 

On 11/3/2019 at 3:24 PM, Preety_India said:

Symbol to represent the following 

Kali or soul force.. Kalis ornaments or objects 

Spiritual nature or water or sun or good heart or creative force or spring water

Fusion a filled dot

Cro magnon.. A line or weapon

Fire..flame or line with dots. 

Intent.. Half part of the swastika 

Bad intent the other half of the swastika 

Initiation ceremony the hat 

Good thoughts or a good mind or intelligence. Lotus. Three or 5 petals 

Faith to override circumstances through Heroism and divine determination... Volcano 

Protection from sinning... Karma.. Arrow 

Reward and successful continuation of the righteous creed/tribe. Sign of the roman. 

The roman symbol has to be a part of it. It can be a roman fasces. The labrys cannot be used since its used by some special communities. ??

The bottom mantra accompanying this symbol has to be "we are victorious/we will overcome (life) and we deserve to continue" 

 

 

 

On 11/3/2019 at 6:16 PM, Preety_India said:

The one thing that you can't defeat in the universe is logic. Because logic is grounding principle of the universe which is based on karma and the cause and effect principle. You cannot defeat that no matter how much ever self righteous you are. 

One thing leads to another and you cannot stop that whether you like it or not. 

Everyone has a distinct role to play. 

 

On 11/3/2019 at 9:21 PM, Preety_India said:

I will say that spirituality should be focused on the source element. 

The source element can be called a part or  constituents. 

 

So i will call them visible constituents. 

These constituents are 

• Soul
• Body 
• Mind
• Brain
• Spirit
• Heart
• Energy 
• Consciousness 

 

 

 

On 11/4/2019 at 10:29 AM, Preety_India said:

  Essential life components

Spiritual living

Organic living 

holistic living 

optimized living 

Strategic living

The other is balanced living that carefully balances all the components of essential life components. 

 

 

On 11/4/2019 at 3:51 PM, Preety_India said:

My other motto is 

We will survive by our own strength. 

 

Your own strength will be the fuel to drive your life 

 

In the end you will have to rely on your strengths and creations. 

 

 

 

On 11/5/2019 at 1:45 AM, Preety_India said:

Some of the things that I lacked during the past years that slowed down my progress are 

• Lack of awareness 
• Lack of focus 
• Lack of concentration 
• Lack of motivation
• Lack of knowledge 
• Lack of inspiration 
• Lack of physical energy
• Lack of willpower 
• Lack of direction 
• Lack of freedom 
• Lack of purpose 
• Lack of love or support 
• Lack of stimulation 
• Scattered brain 
• Distractions
• Erroneous beliefs

I also need to go over my diaries sometimes 

And I'm Going to talk about an important concept called spiritual concentration 

 

 

Spiritual concentration is the extent of the quality of being spiritually focused, aware and spiritually involved and motivated in life.  its the single most important thing to have in life. And Improving spiritual concentration on the deepest desires. That is first knowing or being aware of the deepest spiritual desires. Second is not losing focus on these goals or desires. Third is growing this concentration, focus, and awareness of these desires. 

 

Growing your spiritual concentration every day is very important. 

 

 

On 11/6/2019 at 4:23 AM, Preety_India said:

My journal henceforth is going to be spirituality mixed with some emotional stuff. I understood that being a woman the emotional stuff is sort of a huge release ...

 

I'm going to have to divide this into two parts. One I'll call the spirituality bucket. The other I will call the life bucket that deals with everyday real life stuff and some emotional stuff thrown into it for therapeutic reasons. 

 

 

 

On 11/6/2019 at 7:13 PM, Preety_India said:

Real people have real values. And real values represent Christ   

And with good intentions come good outcomes. 

So with real people comes real change. Sadly real people are going extinct and fake is increasingly becoming the norm. 

 

 

On 11/7/2019 at 4:19 AM, Preety_India said:

I'm observing more qualities that are desirable 

One is skepticism and critical thinking.. This quality is as negative as I used to think

Second is straightforwardness. It's admirable and a sort of courage. 

The quality of seeing the bigger picture 

The quality of being productive 

The quality of selfish gain but more about maximizing productivity and suitability. 

The quality of being honest. 

The quality of focusing on career and work and connecting it to self esteem self worth and proving oneself in the world 

Being honest and loyal and dedicated in love. 

Making things work in life. 

 

What I want to call these....these are supplementary qualities and they are equally important and great as standard qualities like kindness and humility.. 

 

But there is more. I have tried to dig into evil and the nature of evil and I think that evil can also be used for something good. In order to take down evil one has to also do evil things. For taking down an evil oppressor and bring justice it will be necessary to use evil and destroy the evil. This is how I think that evil will serve a good purpose. 

Like someone is harassing your loved one you would want to defend their life and will have to hurt the person who was harassing your loved one. 

But along with standard qualities that help shape a personality these supplementary qualities give a stark value, a huge value to the personality. 

So there is no way to forget or abandon these qualities. Along with essential survival skills. 

The qualities that define evil can also be sanitized and used to bring good. These qualities can be separately categorized as residual qualities. These are needed in faint or slight amounts but they are not to be misused at all. Because they can be very destructive and potent. So they are to be handled by an expert. Like skillfully handling a huge bottle of burning acid and using only 1 drop of it and not mishandling it or it will erode the whole desk surface. 

One popular way in which an evil quality is used for good outcomes is questioning a criminal and manipulating his mind to obtain the truth.. I have discussed this before but I don't remember. I think I called it qualities of acquisition because it's mainly associated with acquiring something as a gain. 

I will now keep describing adjacent or supplementary qualities and distinct examples and traits or attitudes of people with such qualities and how they exhibit these attitudes. Also how wonderfully beneficial these supplementary attitudes are. 

 

On 11/6/2019 at 6:24 AM, Preety_India said:

It was just so relatable like so relatable. I kinda forgot it completely. But it was so relatable. 

I was watching this interview and it hit me....like this is what my life was . My life was that ... exactly that ... I never learned. Never noticed ...

It was something like you never realize that every day was a bad day .you never had a good day in life.  You were the guinea pig. Like everything happens to finally make your day go bad. Like every day there is a new reason for the day to be bad...yes yes yes yes .finally I got it .I was writing exactly that ...everybday is a reason and some shit happens like it's planted on purpose like the devil wants you to have a bad day so shit happens to give you a bad time ..all that you will ever get will be pointless waste of time and pain and agony . 

It's like you need to let go. If someone bullied you , finally it's your loss even if you tried fighting hard against the haters,it's not gonna work . Because finally they are all having a good time. And you are the one who suffered. So no point in engaging them. 

They will want to engage you even more ,create more drama because they don't lose anything and as they watch you suffer they delight , they can waste their time on you and go about with their stuff like nothing happened and emerge out feeling great with no impact on their health yet you will be the person who goes home feeling distressed and hurt and the cycle continues with you being the ultimate sufferer and loser because you're the sucker who succumbs to their attacks and preying on your fragility . Their drama  will continue forever but you will come out of it with kidney failure .... Kidney failure being a pseudonym for extreme stress and body harm and major health scare as a result of the emotional stress.... 

You become a dummy when you waste your time on them and let your time be ruined. When you let your time be ruined ,when you let your day be ruined , you give power to those whose purpose was to give you a bad day , a bad time at first it only looks like a bad day and nothing much, but over time it builds into a massive stressor as it goes on every day,that's what my f*cking mom did, that's what my f*cking mom did .... bullied me all along, intense mental abuse and shit ...and I never realized that only I am going to be the loser and not her while she carries on like her life is great meanwhile destroying mine. Yea even the school bullies do the same thing to you. Even people at the workplace. Social media. It's tough. But remember one lesson. You are the one who is at the receiving end of their drama and tactics. They will escape off light. While you will simmer under that stress. And when this psycho-mental-emotional stress builds up every day recurrently over a period of time without you noticing it or aware of it, it starts to wreck  your health and gobble you up and slowly eat into you,taking pieces away one at a time, slowly steadily,until you reach a point of such damage that a return looks impossible. Yea ye yea yea exactly that....that's the kidney failure point...the last point where even if you tried to save yourself, there is no saving because the ultimate harm is done and now you can only have damage control but no damage reversal....I wish there was a strong brave young girl who would just stand upright against bullying and throw a smack into the faces of bullies and just explain it out what horrible damage they do and effing teach them a good lesson so they don't come around trying to look good again and escape with their sociopathic shit...like no one got the right to treat others bad and give them a hard time.  Got no time to deal with that hate. I wish there were more role models trying to take up a cause that someone is dealing with and help them out especially if that person is unaware or blind to their problems and just knock sense into them and help them out to have a better life. That would be awesome. 

Because you don't have to live a life to feel bad about  yourself every day .that's not what life is for. If you are in that type of a place where you are feeling bad about yourself every day where you are made to look like the wrong person then get out of that place . Get out of that relationship if it's the relationship that makes you feel like you are wrong all the time . You did nothing wrong to deserve that. And there are people out there those mean sick bullies who want to make you miserable because that's their goals and they delight in your misery and pain and you allow the whole cycle because you don't realize it's only hurting you, just avoid whatever is hurting you and go in ICU mode... Don't let anyone bother you... 

And remember the most important lesson is  that they are all going to have a good time they will escape unscathed, and you will pay the price for nothing and you will be targeted for nothing. And they will get off it. While you suffer. And they will justify your downspiral as something you deserve because of their fake assumption and demonization of you that you should deserve it which is absolutely wrong or they will show that you are the cause of your own misery that you brought it on because there is something wrong with you that is causing it, a favorite is mental illness even when you are not mentally ill.......but they have to show that to dismiss you and ridicule you. It's their strategy. They feed on that. They know how to keep a nice front..... And they are good at being backdoor bullies because behind doors they are absolutely terrible but in front they have a good reputation it's all narcissism and people never get to see their real side. Don't be in a narcissistic abusive relationship where you are always humiliated and made to look like a bad person,be with people who appreciate you,let the devil fail each time he wants to manipulate.. remember whatever they do is manipulation because at first they want you and use you for their purpose and after the use is done they want to turn around and bully you and poke fun at you and feed on your fragile mental state because they want to look great at your expense. And you are the preferred target,why, because another person will expose them and make them suffer but you can't and they can easily see that. . that's why they can choose to harm you and it does good because it's working as long as you are suffering ...so don't back down . Don't let them win and have yourself suffer. Life is not to be lived feeling bad about yourself everyday and even an enemy wouldn't want that for you so a person who hopes you suffer for whatever silly justification in their mind is obviously bringing bad karma on themselves and giving you a hard time for the sake of hating you. Making you look bad or horrible. (I'm not going to kiss and make up )....don't succumb to that "I must be bad and so I deserve it " bullshit...it's the narcissist's favorite weapon to feel great about himself./herself..

The cute thing would be to just laugh it off in their face and make them see how silly and immature high schoolish they are.  ..and going on about your life with utmost maturity and dumping them and never kissing their ass so they are the losers in the end ,making them realise how they would lose people with their bullshit and how it's inexcusable. They can't go around bullying and expecting others to put up with that without repercussions. Karma comes.always..

 

And because you had such a bad time in life and you never had a good day to count, that's the reason why you never realize how much harm it is actually causing you,You see it as a daily grind which is farthest from the Truth ,the truth is that if you had a great life then you would actually realize how toxic this whole thing is how much it is sapping from you and how much it has already drained you and it would be a big deal and you would absolutely hate and take urgent action to get out of it but since you are used to having a bad time most of the time, you don't realize how much bad it really is for your health and you just get used to putting up with it whereas another person (who is having a great time in life )in your place would have completely escaped from it and removed themselves from it and never engaged with it ever again.... Such people have a healthy sense of self esteem because of their good circumstances and supportive people around them who don't let them feel bogged down and help them up so they don't have to remain stuck with abusive manipulative narcissistic bullies. They can set themselves free and live their fantastic life away from energy drainers aka bullies . These are nothing but energy drainers and time wasters and shit starters who take pieces out of your life. They are by no means decent and they should be kept at Bay and if they do not and continue to harass then there should be legal action against them . 

 

 

(Because he doesn't have any self respect or integrity and nobody can cure that part )

You know what, if you have to feel bad about yourself every day with those people then you can do better in life especially away from them. 

Trust yourself. You can do better... You can do way better. You deserve better. And you will do better once you are away from such drainers.   You are going to feel awesome and you will discover yourself once you learn to disappoint those who try to bring you down. 

 

 

[Preety_India]

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Love addiction problem

 

 

 

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On 11/7/2019 at 4:19 AM, Preety_India said:

I'm observing more qualities that are desirable 

One is skepticism and critical thinking.. This quality is as negative as I used to think

Second is straightforwardness. It's admirable and a sort of courage. 

The quality of seeing the bigger picture 

The quality of being productive 

The quality of selfish gain but more about maximizing productivity and suitability. 

The quality of being honest. 

The quality of focusing on career and work and connecting it to self esteem self worth and proving oneself in the world 

Being honest and loyal and dedicated in love. 

Making things work in life. 

 

What I want to call these....these are supplementary qualities and they are equally important and great as standard qualities like kindness and humility.. 

 

But there is more. I have tried to dig into evil and the nature of evil and I think that evil can also be used for something good. In order to take down evil one has to also do evil things. For taking down an evil oppressor and bring justice it will be necessary to use evil and destroy the evil. This is how I think that evil will serve a good purpose. 

Like someone is harassing your loved one you would want to defend their life and will have to hurt the person who was harassing your loved one. 

But along with standard qualities that help shape a personality these supplementary qualities give a stark value, a huge value to the personality. 

So there is no way to forget or abandon these qualities. Along with essential survival skills. 

The qualities that define evil can also be sanitized and used to bring good. These qualities can be separately categorized as residual qualities. These are needed in faint or slight amounts but they are not to be misused at all. Because they can be very destructive and potent. So they are to be handled by an expert. Like skillfully handling a huge bottle of burning acid and using only 1 drop of it and not mishandling it or it will erode the whole desk surface. 

One popular way in which an evil quality is used for good outcomes is questioning a criminal and manipulating his mind to obtain the truth.. I have discussed this before but I don't remember. I think I called it qualities of acquisition because it's mainly associated with acquiring something as a gain. 

I will now keep describing adjacent or supplementary qualities and distinct examples and traits or attitudes of people with such qualities and how they exhibit these attitudes. Also how wonderfully beneficial these supplementary attitudes are. 

 

On 11/7/2019 at 5:11 AM, Preety_India said:

So i do focus on 4 major qualities like wise good strong brave. These are major. 

I don't know how to question morality. This has been tough on me. To question morality. It's a struggle. If right or wrong is eternal and truth of the universe or if it's only invented for social reasons and has no divine aspect to it. This is just another mystery out of all the mysteries of life . 

But I will try to divide qualities into five  subsets. 

1 One is core qualities which are moralistic. 

2 The second is survival qualities or essential skills ..

3 The third is supplementary qualities that complement perfectly with other qualities and bring a stunning outcome. I will call these battleship qualities. 

4 Third is aquisition qualities . Some of these are not exactly moral but they are a means to an end. So it's the ends justify the means .for example lying to get your goals. 

5 The last qualities are supreme qualities. These keep a smooth equilibrium going on and they are very extremely high on the list and these are very almost godly but not in a moral way but in a divine intelligence kind of way. These are of supreme intelligence and almost very striking like psychic qualities. 

 

Also when I think about the word victorious if I say individual victory it would mean selfishness. But victory of all would make more sense. Because you are now more empathetic to the needs of others as well. So you are not being self centered or giving into one upmanship. Thinking for everyone makes an excellent leader and allows the whole team to win..this way order is restored. This means being empathetic and self sacrificial. 

 

 

 

On 11/7/2019 at 5:58 AM, Preety_India said:

So after observing and visualizing these qualities and how they impact and bring together a stunning outcome in life like a beautiful heroic life I was thinking the ultimate quality. That will Trump all qualities. 

A Master is who studies only one subject. But a student is someone who studies all subjects. And takes whatever he needs for the time being .

I think this quality is being victorious and being a great manager. Knowing exactly which quality to use when. Knowing things in the most practical way ....this quality is related to masonry. And being thoroughly devoted as well to the objective. This is a supreme quality  . Masterfully blending all the qualities into a wonderful recipe and filling all the gaps and using the recipes skillfully to create a final product. This is an organizational quality. 

 

I would say these qualities of provider, therapist ,counsellor and overseer as the best qualities. 

These qualities which are binding all other qualities together I will call them binder qualities  . They bring all other qualities and put them into a tandem sequence to achieve final goals. 

These are 

Therapy. ...the quality of healing self and others. 

Counselling...the quality of advising or guiding. 

Overseeing ....the quality of overseeing the different tasks and operations and projects and achieving goals and maintaining a steady equilibrium along with productivity and continum. 

 

Both counselling and administering therapy comes under the qualities of a coach or coaching. 

And overseer is manager or handler. 

A person who holds the torch and takes the legacy forward is a torchbearer. This quality of continuation is equally important. 

Along with a torchbearer there is a need to have a protector or guardian. To protect the tradition and rule or principle or method or people from outside attack or degradation. So guardianship. 

Coaching, continuation. 

Qualities not only describe attitudes but also a role. 

Coaching,continuation, guardianship, and regulation.

 

Regulation is the quality of restoring and maintaining equilibrium. 

Coaching,continuation, guardianship and regulation. These are master qualities that Trump all qualities. These qualities actually set all qualities into work or motion to achieve desired results. 

 

The 5 qualities above are champion qualities or qualities of winning or championship. Whereas the above 4 master qualities are operational or Masonic qualities. 

 

On 11/8/2019 at 6:39 PM, Preety_India said:

championship qualities

supplementary qualities

Masonic qualities

although supplementary qualities are a part of championship qualities

 

On 11/8/2019 at 10:29 PM, Preety_India said:

Last night I was thinking about how a sexual experience can transform your life. 

I think an intense sexual experience which is also loving and affectionate at the same time and not just sexual is a source of primal energy or primal Passion or primal vitality or romantic passion or vigour or primal motivation for life. 

It can last very long especially during the younger years probably as long as the sexual affection or love continues. 

I sometimes assume such an intense experience as almost shameful or evil. But through such an experience I can actually see what evil is all about. Evil is dirt mixed with pleasure and that's why it can be so tempting. 

There is a part of evil which is very primal and the other part of evil which is very sociopathic.the primal part is the most natural part. The real evil part is the sociopathic part. The primal part is not wrong though 

Liking killing someone in self defense is primal response whereas killing someone for thrill or escape or to watch someone suffer is truly evil because it's sociopathic. 

 

Also I have realized that an intense sexual experience can be a gateway to a higher form of love or intense love. It's expressed biologically but it soon takes up emotional and mental space and turns to intense emotional love as well. This can truly feel like cosmic love or love from a higher source and feel intensely satisfying and fulfilling. 

But such an affection should be very protective at the same time. It may not necessarily be exclusive. But that's okay

 

On 11/9/2019 at 2:17 AM, Preety_India said:

Some more supplementary qualities 

1   saving time 

2  having strict order and discipline 

3 being sexually active 

4   being career oriented 

5 extreme self care

6  keeping a track of time

7 avoiding toxic people 

8  very shrewd

9  optimize tasks and time 

10 do not spend too much time in one particular activity 

11 put all your energy into a single goal 

12 be in the moment 

14  cleanliness 

15 able to recognize distractions pretty quick 

16   super active physically and mentally 

17 jolly humorous attitude 

18 mentally free 

19 not overly emotional 

20 happy temperament

21 serious attitude 

22 elegance 

23 witty and clever 

24 tact and diplomacy 

25 sexually attractive 

26 entertaining 

27 focused 

29 goal oriented 

30 strong will power 

31 grounded in his her values and principles 

32  serious when it comes to actions. 

 

 

On 11/9/2019 at 5:06 PM, Preety_India said:

So yesterday I was thinking about the qualities of a leader. 

 

 

 

On 11/9/2019 at 6:03 PM, Preety_India said:

So back to the whole leader's qualities thing.... 

I will not call it a leader though. I will call him or her a sovereign. I'm yet to meet such a person. I come across a lot of people every day through my personal experiences, online and through media but I haven't seen anyone close to the ideal of a leader or sovereign. Usually they disappoint one way or another. 

If I admire some celebrity next thing I know they are embroiled in some scandal. It's tough to not have a role model. I do look up to ancient cultures to derive some inspiration and people's behaviors in certain situations can be remarkably inspiring but they are not that way all the time. 

People change. Their values and behaviors change. The same person you liked once you don't like anymore. 

 

 

 

 

On 11/9/2019 at 7:21 PM, Preety_India said:

I will be describing qualities of an archon in detail every day as to what makes an archon a powerful winner. 

There will be many facets to be considered 

Physical 

Sexual

Social 

Career work 

Competitiveness

Character

Ambition 

Success 

 

 

On 11/9/2019 at 7:39 PM, Preety_India said:

These qualities will be divided into many parts 

• Superlative 
• Sublime 
• Transcendent

Examples

Superlative - the quality of being victorious and talented and goal oriented. An ambitious driven passionate competitive artist or worker or boss is an example 

Sublime - a generous helpful kind graceful obedient and hard working positive and perverant person is an example 

Transcendent - a person who is enormously empathetic and sacrificial and deeply loving and non judgemental and spiritual and or psychic. 

{People praise behind the back but criticize in front.} 

 

On 11/9/2019 at 7:50 PM, Preety_India said:

So now the qualities are categorized into many parts both by aspect and role 

A general outline of the qualities of an archon 

 

A short summary 

???Catergorywise or by Role

?Championship qualities 

?Masonic qualities 

?Supplementary qualities 

???Aspect-wise or by aesthetic nature 

?Superlative 

?Sublime

?Transcendent

 

 

 

 

On 11/9/2019 at 8:24 PM, Preety_India said:

The confusion here is between role and quality. 

This can be explained as follows. I will have to invent a new term to describe the other one. 

 

The first one is pure quality and the second one is.... Don't know

 

So this is the difference. 

The first one is a person with great qualities. 

The second person is someone who is not outstanding in his qualities. Has no great talent. Yet manages to get by and play his role well despite his lacking but without giving up his principles or ass licking or by cheating. For example lets say there is a talented singer. But he is wasting his talent on drugs and weird behavior and loss of productivity. But there is this other guy who is not very talented does not have a great voice but is regular hard working gets the job done has been at it for years, uses some skills and is learning some talents and skills but not pure talent material maybe average but still manageable and has given a few good works or songs or acts. But still is mediocre at best. But he is a good father, a good brother, a good husband, a good son and does his roles and responsibilities really good despite his visible lack of ability or talent. I am not sure what to call this type of a person but his enormous devotion is also a great quality. Although he does not have a standout excellent quality, he still does the job somehow but his dedication over a period of time is astounding. He is the good boy but not the most attractive talent wise. 

He is not very appealing or does not hog attention. Yet his continued dedication and hard work and devotion is admirable. 

This is a person who is less about raw talent and more about grounded values. 

The first one is lacking in values but great in talent. 

The third is a genius.this is a person who is not only great at wielding his qualities but also great at learning and absorbing and observing the situation at hand. The first person is a one dimensional figure. This one is 2 dimensional. Because he not only has talents and qualities of the first person but also great observational skills and good judgment or prudence. What does this mean. 

The first person with raw talent and quality is only applying his emotions and qualities to the particular situation and acting on instinct or whim without thinking much. This is a spontaneous behavior. His reactions are improvised and spontaneous but not from deep reflection or observation. 

The third person is someone who is not only gifted in terms of exceptional talents or qualities just like the first one but also has an uncanny ability to perceive a situation at first and learn to assess the threat or benefits or consequences and then modify his behavior to fit into and then put his raw talent to use where it's required. Such people have relational awareness. They have great awareness and perception of their environment and situation and also themselves and the range of their talents. They know when to put their skill at use and when to use tact and carefully craft their response as to avoid the dangerous consequences of a situation but also adapt well to it and maintain a stellar career and equilibrium in their lives thus not allowing circumstances and situations to impede their progress and conveniently using their skills where they are exactly needed that is pulling out their arsenal of talents or skills when they need to but remaining down low and being strategic to maneuver their course or path magnificently towards ultimate success. I will call this a genius. 

 

 

 

 

I will call the first one a winner. Wonderful. I will call the second a champion. Good job. I will call the third a genius. Great job. 

 

Genius is also hard working apart from natural talent and so even has the qualities of the champion. 

 

The genius shows following Masonic qualities apart from his raw talent 

? Judgement 

? Wisdom 

? Prudence 

? Patience 

? Awareness and relational awareness 

? Observation

? Precaution

?  precociousness

? Intelligence 

? Maturity 

? Perception and reflection 

?Shrewdness and astuteness 

? Tact 

? discernment

 

I will say that the above qualities can be further categorized as per role. 

1 archon 

2 master 

3 mentee

4 champion/underdog.. He comes from a mentee position. 

5 seer

The seer is opposite of the archon. Because the seer is less material and Carnal but more spiritual and insightful. He has more of the Transcendent values. He is very intelligent but also grounded humble and Empathetic. Understands the deeper meaning and the deeper truth in everything. 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

On 11/9/2019 at 9:54 PM, Preety_India said:

A general summary of qualities 

???Catergorywise or by Role

?Championship qualities 

?Masonic qualities 

?Supplementary qualities 

???Aspect-wise or by aesthetic nature 

?Superlative 

?Sublime

?Transcendent

??? Qualities of an archon 

???Qualities of a master 

??? Qualities of a mentee

???Qualities of a champion 

???Qualities of a seer 

 

Short note - 

The archon is more about raw desirability and raw qualities. The master is more like a genius and shows more Masonic qualities combined with qualities of the archon. The mentee is a learner but is very devoted and exceptional at absorbing and observing the qualities and paths of other people and using their examples and inspiration to apply and use in his life and is still learning and is not mastered yet. He creates his life path and purpose by taking inspiration from the masters and archons. He is like an artist. He creates his own salad and infuses whatever he learns along the way and incorporates the better things into his life. 

The champion is inspiring through his devotion and dedication to his role. He is similar to the mentee but he is above his league because he has learned a lot more than the mentee and is very close to being a master. He may not be excellent but he has left a legacy. His body of work and commitment ethic is laudable. 

The seer is more spiritual and emotional and is more deep and very intuitive and Sublime and very understanding and calm and very Empathetic 

 

On 11/10/2019 at 0:35 AM, Preety_India said:

Diagram for understanding characters and qualities 

 

 

 

On 11/10/2019 at 2:22 AM, Preety_India said:

I'm going to discuss about another aspect of humility in terms of primal existence. Like we have to be humble because we cannot attain ultimate spirituality yet we can be good human beings. Somewhere there is this feeling that too much spirituality could be new age hypocrisy and self deception. 

I'm going to touch on this subject at some point but I'll leave it for now. 

It's more about your primal nature and being accepting and happy with it rather than resisting it. Embracing your primal nature rather than thinking that only spirituality will complete you. 

 

On 11/10/2019 at 2:50 AM, Preety_India said:

This insight came to me during this morning meditation today and it was very wonderful. 

It was like this. 

Like a protective instinct that follows you everywhere. That's God's power. It's like a cement or a fixative that covers you like an aura and protects not only your home but wherever you go in this world and touches every aspect of your life and makes it wonderful. 

It makes it beautiful. 

It releases the toxins around you and protects you from destructive events or forces or things. It helps you, energizes you and helps you heal and helps you grow and find a peaceful grounding to live and flourish on. It brings good people in your life. It creates a sacred comfort in your life. 

It's like a glue

 

 

 

 

On 11/10/2019 at 6:40 PM, Preety_India said:

I just needed love and acceptance in life. 

 

I have come to realize that that's all I needed. That will set me free. 

 

I have understood that the root cause of evil is abuse. Lying, stealing, cheating, craving, everything comes from a relationship of fear, demonization,deprivation, dismissal, judgement, violence, abuse, punishment, threats, humiliation, shaming etc.. A good person becomes bad when they are exposed to fear. 

God protect me from evil and sin

 

Weird and neurotic behaviors are also a result of narcissistic abuse

The weird behavior was a coping mechanism to the narcissistic abuse. 

I want to talk about this emptiness syndrome. A psychological dissonance. 

Like if I come back from work, I don't feel happy at all, I feel very empty, like there is nothing fulfilling about success, money, power, status, fame like these are just artificial elements inserted into the life that don't make it full. It's a spiritual emptiness. You feel like these are not relevant. And on top of it, you feel like they are a waste of time, and also a distraction to your spiritual objective and therefore you feel like you are constantly missing out on something while you are in that rat race and while you are in it, the frustration only grows. 

 

We all have a child within us that wants to be free, wants to experience Bliss, some candy, we all want that freedom, that purity, that innocence that liberation and unconditional comforting love. That peace that acceptance. 

 

I'm looking for the following things 

?Happiness

?Healing

?Security 

?Peace 

?Unconditional love 

?Acceptance 

?Fulfillment and purpose 

?Comfortable growing space and not a toxic space 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

I was thinking about the next concept which is the most important thing to me. This concept is about life. 

It's about how there are major complexes that are important to be considered. 

One thing I noted is that life is the experience of both physical and spiritual. 

After death spiritual is not relevant and physical does not exist. So only life is important. 

In life its the Fusion of both physical and spiritual and this is the only chance to experience it. 

The complexes are 

Socio-psycho-biology complex

Psycho-biology complex

Psycho-emotional-mental-spiritual complex 

Psycho-emotional-mental complex

I will call these energy molecules or energy pathways. 

Development of all these complex or pathways is important. 

Now the spirit has a disposition but this disposition is also impacted by the Psycho-emotional-mental complex. 

Now life consists of aspects

The psycho-biological and the emotional-mental-biological and psycho-emotional-mental-spiritual complex and Socio-psycho-biology complex. And psycho-emotional-mental aspect. 

In spiritual there are 2

psycho-emotional-mental-spiritual complex

psycho-emotional-mental complex

In physical there are 3

psycho-biological complex 

Socio-psycho-biology complex

emotional-mental-biological complex 

 

If you don't water a plant then the plant will die. Therefore only spiritual aspect is not the only important aspect, it's also the physical or biological aspect that should be considered. 

But if you forget the spiritual aspect there are problems like depression and mental illness and degradation of the spirit. 

Therefore both need to be considered. 

 

You have a physical journey as well as a spiritual journey. 

The term engineering. This term has a special meaning. Every word, statement, action you make or do should be engineered lifeward. 

 

Different types of abuse

Mental - cursing, name calling 

Emotional - mocking at emotions, passive aggressive tactics 

Physical - violence and slaving many hours

Psychological - changing their natural perception about something by gaslighting. Like telling a wife that cheating is okay and she shouldn't bother

Spiritual - making a person believe they wil go to hell if they didn't do so and so. Extortion. Making a person do evil or encouraging a person to be evil. Provoking a person to evil

 

On 11/11/2019 at 5:47 PM, Preety_India said:

After laying out a plan for both physical and spiritual growth, the most important element is "FOCUS" 

 

Just pay attention to what needs to be done to fix things and what needs to be done next to create a flow, a pattern or a sequence or an order 

 

On 11/11/2019 at 5:56 PM, Preety_India said:

Another thing is to not get overwhelmed by duties and responsibilities and distractions and "things that need fixing".... 

Those can be put off for later. Focus on what's more important right now. Or at least what's important for this week or next week.. 

 

On 11/11/2019 at 7:54 PM, Preety_India said:

I want to feel more confident and responsible from now on. I have a lot to work on. 

Today is the start. 

I need to keep the date in mind. November 11

 

[Preety_India]

♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️

Carnal is all about what is already existing or already built. 

 

Colossal is all about energy and quality 

 

Ethereal is all about intent.  The heart.  Purpose.  

♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️

? Umbrella list or atomic list 

? Sequence notes 

?Daily pins 

? Major Goals 

 

 

 

[Preety_India]

I have to make certain posts on predatory behavior

 

 

[Preety_India]

On 10/25/2019 at 10:01 AM, Preety_India said:

Morning hat

Gold water

Foil hat... Take a ribbon and tie a rectangular silver foil box hat or folded foil on head. Folded foil held in place by ribbon. Start ceremony

Start binding rope as paper rope with staples or foil rope. 
You can even write sigil on paper pieces used to make the creeper rope. 
This represents synchrony of life. 

 

 

On 10/26/2019 at 1:18 AM, Preety_India said:

Spell work. 

 

Elements of a process 

 

Initiation 

 

 

Completion 

 

Order, synchrony and sequence. 

Momentum 

Progress 

Improvement or enhancement 

Degradation 

Obstacle

Disruption 

Loss of momentum 

Halt 

Abrupt termination 

Unsuccessful or Non completion 

Influencers

Inertia of Momentum 

Inertia of lag (slowing or diminishing of momentum) 

Inertia of inactivity or non initiation. 

Binding the rope 

Offerings 

Initiation ceremony

Completion ceremony 

Obstruction 

Initiation sigil

Completion sigil

Synchrony sigil

Momentum sigil

Progress sigil

 

Lag sigil

Inactivity sigil

Non initiation sigil 

Inertia sigil

 

Obstruction sigil

Non completion sigil or cessation sigil that is sigil or unsuccessful completion 

Termination sigil or for abrupt truncation 

 

How to proceed with initiation and completion of spell

1.....Wear Elaborate head gear. This is general initiation 

2......Drink gold water.. This is general initiation 

3.....Start initiation spell. Take jar. Put initiation sigil, the main sigil or symbolic sigil along with indicator sigil. Start with soap stick. This is initiation ceremony 

4....Visualize spell upto completion 

5......Along the way, Add offerings like Shells leaves, dried flowers, papers, herbs, pearls, jewels, foil chits, cinnamon sticks, all sorts of witchcraft items 

6....If you do not want to use a spell jar start with a silver cauldron. And put a main and initiation sigil into. On a piece of paper, you can write both the symbolic or main sigil side by side with the indicator sigil. 

7.....Start binding rope of sigils or give offerings of different sigils into silver foil cauldron. Either just bind a rope or give sigil offerings or both or bind the sigil into a rope. This binding and or offerings represents synchrony and sequence or progression of spell. 

8....There are 2 types of sigils here. One is symbolic sigil or main sigil. Like a sigil for financial prosperity. And an indicator sigil which indicates either the progression or degradation or termination of a spell. 

 

9....At the end there will be 3 things either completion or cessation that is failure or termination due to an obstacle. Cessation and termination are similar but they differ in a way that the spell was suddenly abandoned or could not be done exclusively due to the obstacle. Cessation means that the spell was never initiated in the real sense or could not be completed within the given time due to laziness or lack of momentum of keeping up with it or eventual loss of steam or interest or enthusiasm or lack of sequence or bungled sequence,unable to keep up with the sequence and synchrony. Whereas termination is because of some unforeseeable obstacle suddenly halting it or causing it to be abandoned or withdrawn. 

 

 

10... Completion stage.. put the completion/termination /cessation sigil on the rope or give it as offering. 

abandon the rope and throw it out if the spell is complete 

 

11.... Keep some portion of the rope in case of termination /cessation. Do not wear the Headgear in this case 

 

 

 

12... if the spell is complete then wear the headgear again as a mark of completion. 

 

13..

 

14.... wear the head gear anytime a major milestone is achieved during the spell progression. 

 

 

 

15.... Mark completion by placing a completion sigil along with a soap stick in the spell jar. 

16....Thus one soap stick represents only initiation whereas the presence of 2 soap sticks in a spell jar represents both the initiation and successful completion of the spell after which the spell jar can be completely emptied for the start of the next spell.

17....This whole ritual contains all the elements of a process or spell from initiation to synchrony /obstruction  to completion. 

 

 

 

[Preety_India]

On 11/13/2019 at 9:53 PM, Preety_India said:

 

 

Having the bigger picture of reality in my mind all the time

This concept I will call the Rubik's cube concept 

 

 

On 11/13/2019 at 4:31 PM, Preety_India said:

I have come to a massive massive  awakening in my life..... After a lot of crying and all the tripping.  

Only reality matters. Only and only reality, no matter how bizarre, how false, how constrained, how unfitting and contradictory..... Only reality matters in the end. 

 

 

 

My reality.. Your reality. His reality. Her reality. Their reality. 

... Only that is true.. 

 

Through the tears...... 

Accept reality no matter how bitter it is.... 

 

Accept and understand how things are. Let go that needs to be let go. 

Understand what your body needs. Understand the bigger picture. The STRUCTURE NOT THE CONTENT. DON'T GET ANGRY AT THE CONTENT. SEE THE STRUCTURE. 

LOOK at it from above. See what can be done to change things that suit your life purpose. Don't be stuck in the content. Be set on the structure 

 

Forget good, evil, right, wrong, me, you..... Just know that reality will be what it is. 

Let go. And let things be good. Let the beginning be towards a better end. You can only do so much. Rest leave to God 

You can't have everything. Understand limitations. 

 

[Preety_India]

Understanding the importance of spirituality. 

It's not some esoteric bullshit 

It brings in consciousness and awareness. 

What's the difference between me as preety in 2017 august and me preety in 2019 November. 

The answer is consciousness and awareness. 

It comes through spiritual insight. 

It's one thing to have a psychology and it's a different thing to be aware of this psychology. 

Because of my spiritual practice I'm more aware of this psychology. 

 

 

Edited November 18, 2019 by Preety_India

[Preety_India]

 

Do I regret the bad emotional experiences of my life?

No....

Why .....

Because today I'm much more aware and matured directly as a result of these bad experiences. 

Had I been in a non-bad experience but not exactly pleasant, it will be mundane, nothing to grow,nothing to learn and like a blur...  It's like white noise 

 

White noise is pointless whereas music sad or happy has a meeting, a way to grow. 

 

 

 

Edited November 18, 2019 by Preety_India

[Preety_India]

I would always be living in my fairy tale bubble if I didn't have these experiences

 

 

A bubble of immaturity, collegeness. 

 

Because you are not facing reality and hardships. 

You're not the Frontline leader. You're still that soldier with no experience but still going to war but still joking along the way. Because you don't know real shit 

 

But when you have to face real shit, you become a real person.

Times of great calamity and confusion have been productive for the greatest minds. The purest ore is produced from the hottest furnace. The brightest thunder-bolt is elicited from the darkest storm.

 

The iron rod gets shaped only in the furnace of hardships. 

 

Through every trial we grow. All suffering we experience has a meaning. Though it seems very cruel, it is like the fire that smelts the iron ore: the steel that emerges from that furnace is beautifully strong, useful for many purposes. - Yogananda Paramhansa 

 

 

Edited November 18, 2019 by Preety_India

[Preety_India]

My spirituality practice helped big time not only as a refuge but also a coping mechanism. 

 

 

[Preety_India]

On 11/16/2019 at 1:16 AM, Preety_India said:

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[Preety_India]

Negative energy is like a very overwhelming creepy feeling that blocks and tazes your mind. 

It comes like a tsunami towards you and gulps you