Free Will Feeling Good

[oats]

This is going to sound insane, I am currently typing this in a state of awe and wonder. 

So in revision for my intro philosophy exam this weekend, I watched Leo's vid on Free Will vs Determinism. 

I've done some meditation in the past with decent results, so I can see what he's getting at. 

The bizzare thing was, as I was taking notes, eating my lunch as I watched and listened, I started getting happy!

And I mean really, really happy. Like joy was pouring out of  my chest in rays of sunshine. Like spontaneously laughing deep belly laughs with teary eyes of joy, all while sitting alone in my room. But the CRAZIEST thing was, my tinnitus went away for a few minutes. 

Usually, I have constant ringing noise in my ears from tinnitus, like a high pitched tone always going. But it went away!!!! I couldn't hear it!! This is just a week after going to a doctor who told me there was nothing I could do about it, and that I'd have to learn to live with it. 

I can only imagine that while I was watching I managed to let go a little bit, and just go with the flow. Just wanted to share my positive experience.